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Thursday, February 26, 2004

cek 1 2 bebeh!!! ok ok! i've packed ma bags for KL 2molo. hahaha...ma parenz were quite a headache oohh....itz not as if i'm goin 2 Iraq for war or sumthin...i'm goin away for onli 2 days man. telling me 2 bring diz, bring dat...aiyoh....kalau tak pack da things dey mentioned, start ah da lecture....pening pening....who says being da onli kid is easy?

hmm, 2day again was so slack! ho seh liao. i did ma mini projek well 2day so i'm kinda hapi lah...afta skul, me & ma klasmates hanged around da comp lab & surfed da net 4 like 2 hours....ma fren btw is 1 damn pornhead man....hahahaha!!!! he read diz article bout Hitler at rotten.com & he all of a sudden laughed his ass off man...wen i read it, i also laughed & so did da other guys....hahaaha....can u imagine Hitler being a so called 'pervert' or even a 'weirdo'?....itz an article bout his personal life & told stories bout his family life & wives & all....& so da article mentioned Hitler alwiz got 'pleasure' by making his wife pee on him! WAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!! datz like freaking weird ooohhh!!!! i ain't lying 2 u bout da article but i dunno whether it is true or not...but wateva it iz, datz so crappy & funny at da same time. plus da picture of Hitlerz wife is so ugly! hahahaa...giler nye Hitler....diz fren o mine comes 'alive' wen topics bout gerls or aniting related comes up. ahahah....lu klasik ah beb....

ok, sori if u find da previous story obscene. hahaha....c'mon, haf an open mind aight. well, afta da comp lab sessions, i had 2 mit ma personal tutor in skul 2 get a free drink! hahaha...aiyah, muz mit da tutor evri semester juz 2 talk bout problems in skul, welfare etc etc...plus ma tutor is 1 damn nice lady so i can joke around wif her. dapat jugak coffee caramel free tadik....heh heh heh....

aight aight peepz, i tink datz all 4 2day. i'll update diz space wen i come back from KL on Sunday. till den, take care ok. kip ur health in check. adios chicas....

xxJAAFAR ONN K-L-A-S-I-Kxx

@ 9:50 PM | comment

aaaarrrrggghhhh!!!!!! crap!!!! diz iz da 2nd time i'm doin 2dayz entry man....alamak, while i was typing away juz now, da comp hanged on me. crap crap crap....now i haf 2 start all over again....nvm....

well, i juz came back from ITE Dover for ma skulz floorball match wif dem. SP won 2-0 btw & da gerls won 4-0 hands down bebeh. k-l-a-s-i-k....i played onli 20 minitz juz now & can start feeling da strain...inilah akibat lama tak exercise....ho seh liao. so easily get tired. oh yeah, diz teammate o mine, Riz, who played his 1st ever floorball match in his life, scored his debut goal man juz now...hahaha....klasik beb lu nye goal.....it was damn superb. da team on a whole played well. sticked 2 da gameplan. but hey, itz juz a friendly bebeh....nothing 2 brag bout da win. me & 3 of ma teammatez still had da time 2 play soccer during half time. cos as we walked 2wards da canteen 2 drink from da water cooler, we spotted a ball on da field. aper lagik, malam malam kul 8 main bola.....padahal 1 haram pun tak nampak jelas....wifout lights, it was anybodiz guess where da ball was....hohoho....& as da gerls had their match, da guys had a very good laugh...cos da opposition had gerls dat we labelled 'aisbok bergerak', 'kenya' & so on...hahaha......Aisbok bergerak cos da goalkeeperz size was kinda 'u no wat i mean'....haahaha......& Kenya was due 2 da gerlz tall height & shez super skinny. hahahaha......oh ma god...how mean huh.....evri time dat particular gerl got da ball, we would so call 'cheer' 4 her. oh yeah, there's another gerl in da team who had SUPER long hair dat could reach her legs! a few months of keeping dat hair, i'll bet it'll touch da floor. itz dat long!

ok ok...enuf of making fun of pple. i am dat evil. but sometimes onli eh...hehehe....well, ma driving lesson went damn well 2day. didn't wobble for driving on a slope. i guess i did juz fine....can't wait 2 get da licence but i'm so lazy 2 go 4 da lessons....aiyah, if onli u can buy licences at shops....hurhurhur....

oh yeah!!!! i c dat some pple haf been placing their comments on ma tagboard lately especially & particularly juni & alvidah....hahaha....oh man, i miss hanging out wif ya guys....vidah oh vidah, wazzup wif me & da hulk? hahaha...c'mon, i'm not dat fierce or aniting. i dun look fierce at all 4 godz sake. hahaha....si juni memanglah dah pernah jumpa lately....went 2 salvation army den sumhow landed at mustafa centre laz month or sumthin....itz mat no & alvidah i wanna c!!! laz yr was da laz time i saw u guys ryte??? hmm, itz been a while though but i reali hope u guys r doin fine. i haven't 4gotten u all cos u guys r kool & way unique 2 b frenz wif. ah juni, kaki biler mau membesar? nak step kiut size 4 je. hahaha....Type 1 pakai betul betul dulu ah den baru bebual ah dik oi!

ok ok, itz 12.05am oreadi. i'm damn flustered 2day. tanx 4 droppin by ma fellow reader. take care bebehz....i ain't alwiz into dropping names but 2day is exceptional....2 juni, alvidah & mat no, hope 2 c ya soon. jaga diri baik baik ye. stay K.L.A.S.I.K.....heh heh heh....

xxHARLOW ANAKANDA ABDUL WAHUB? HELLO? HELLO? HEEELLLLOOOO!!!!!xx

@ 12:12 AM | comment

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

haiyah...not much happenings goin on 2day...so boring....had 2 hours of 'fun' maths tutorialz in da bloody mawnin...dammit, da upcoming test has like 6 chapters of 'fun' topics....crap....luckily there's da manager 2 teach me on maths. i'm a goner wen it comes 2 maths. heh heh heh....time passes by so slowly 2day....plus da boring lecture from ma electrical design teacher didn't help at all....oh ma god, 3/4 of da klas r like in lalaland & he'z still talking as if hez subjek is da ninth wonder of da werld. c'mon lah Gan KB, make ur lectures more interesting ooohhhh!!!! & yeah, buy a belt for urself! hahahaha!!!

oh yeah, diz indo kid in ma klas has been bringing bread 2 skul ever since day 1 i tink. if itz not burgers, itz 3 slices of bread wif chocolate rice innit. & he alwiz, i repeat, ALWIZ insist itz HALAL...hahahaha!!!!! wat da bloody crap!!!! he ought 2 gif it 2 ma fren in klas who eats evriting in sight & he sure did finish up 1 whole burger from da indo kid yesterday. i tasted a bit & felt kinda different den i gave it all 2 him. preventionz better den cure ryte. hahahaa.....alamak indo boi!!! lu mau bawak roti lagik, bawak roti perancis yg panjang tu, abeh bawak kuah sup tulang! kite makan ramai ramai!!!! yyyeeeehhhaaaa!!!!!

haiyah, lunch time was a quickie & discussed wif da boiz bout da trip 2 KL. i'm definitely not gonna share ma room wif diz iban jackass o mine. hahahaha.....hez 1 weirdo & he started talking he wanted 2 sleep wif 1 of ma fren wen we get there! hahahaha!!!! itz all crappy talk at da end of da day...crap crap crap...can't imagine if ma fren, F, would wake up 1st thing in da mawnin & noticing da ibanz hand on his chest. wahahahahah!!!!!! lepak!!!!!

ryte afta skul, i went back str8 man....wow, so 'xciting' huh....hahaha....anyways, i dropped by Lot 1 thinking of exchanging sing bux to m'sian ringgit....but da xchange rate was so low!!!! didn't change it at last...RM223.50 for a hundred sing smackx? i've seen RM227 laz wik man...haiyah...tunggu jelah....

ok dokie, i tink i'm in da mood 2 study. i tink so ah. hahaha...k, take care 2 whoevaz reading diz. remember, do eat chickens. dey're good 4 u. *evil lafter*

xxKECIL KECIL CILI PADI, BESAR BESAR BAWANG BESARxx

@ 8:41 PM | comment

Monday, February 23, 2004

hahahaha....crap lah 2day....me & 2 of da homeboiz had nothing better 2 do.....den we ended up goin karaoke afta skul. hahahah....oh man, wat was i tinking...but we sure had loads of fun! singing songs out of tune, singing songs dat we weren't even suppose 2 sing & made our own rendition of She Bangs. alamak, ni smua bangsa tak leh nyanyi oooh....including maself ah....ade ke patot bawak lagu Bukan Cinta Biasa, Singapura Oh Singapura, Happy Bday, Suci Dalam Debu & much much much more....not 4getting 1 hokkien song we sang. ho seh liao. da nyonyaz who sing regularly at da community centre must b damn proud of us. cos we sang following da lyrix exactly! hahahaha.....klasik xperience..... oh yeah, we got 3hrs free KTV time man & we sure made full use making a fool of ourselves. seriously, it was damn lepak....trying 2 tarik suara but 2 no avail....but itz like a surprise da guys no most N'Syncz songs & did we reali sang our hearts out. hahaaha....alamak, ni budak-budak mrepek ah. including me of coz. hohoho...

& skulz a breeze 2day. came late 4 da 1st time diz semester & da bloody lecturer wouldn't gif us a chance 2 xplain our delay. itz da MRT dammit. i waited for da nex train afta da nex train juz 2 get on board. like sardines in a tin can wen i got in. ho seh liao. den itz all a matter of time 2 c da time pass us by. slow slack oh hari ni....

ok lah, datz about it 4 2day. not much 2 say other den da karaoke thang. crap huh. but i did haf fun. cheers y'all!!!

xxCINTAKU BUKAN DI ATAS KERTAS (IMAGINE FROGS SINGING DAT)xx

@ 8:47 PM | comment

Sunday, February 22, 2004

woooo.....wat a crappy day i'm havin now....went 2 play soccer wif da kidz in da aftanoon but played onli 1 match den headed back home. hahaha...itz da bloody weather lah. evri1 was so slacked 2day....mebi age is catching up on us huh. hehe. hmm, ma parenz r in m'sia now visiting ma nenek back at da kampong. me, i'm juz 2 lazy 2 make da trip & come back on da same day. i actuali planned 2 study ryte afta i wake up but as u no, tingz dun werk out in life ryte. i ended up watchin teevee & ate da chocs in da fridge. den played soccer. hahaha...mebi malam ah blaja. hehehe....c how it goes. crap, da mid semester test is 2 wikz from now & i dun haf a single clue wat i've been absorbing in skul. haf 5 papers 2 sit for & most r in da aftanoons around 3pm...wah lan eh....

ok ok....talking bout skul juz kills me. hmm, i've been logging on 2 friendster quite a lot diz days & i laf at how some of ma frenz could no ma other frenz. itz like 1 huge network u no. & da bez thing is, da peepz whom i've haven't seen since sec skul now have couple pix in their profile. wow, maju jugak memberz memberz aku ni. well, i wish dem all da bez in their relationshipz. hohoho....

hmm, i met 1 of ma attachment kidz in skul da other day. & he told me dat da whole operation admin has finally closed down. hohoho...so many memories back in Noel. from da very 1st day till da last, itz all fun & lafter. i'll onli start hating Noel if i haf massive orders 2 cek. hahahaa....other den dat, da jobz ok lar....missed da epok-epok crew, ho seh liao team, su, jengz & diz 2 new peepz i've known 4 a VERY short while. wonder how they're doin & i certainly wonder how da O level kidz in da department would fare in their resultz. i'm gonna start 2 b a pakcik kaypo once da resultz r out. hehehe....hope dey'll b fine....

wokay dokie derrier, i'll stop here 4 todayz entry....my whole bodiz aching ryte now. alamak, tua sangat ke aku ni....nak kata tua, muka macam budak sec 4...hahahaha....crap crap crap crap.....ok, take care 2 whoeva's reading diz. kip eating KFC aight. dun wori bout da bird flu....rembat saja!!!!

xxKFC DELIVERY- 62353535xx

@ 5:00 PM | comment

alamak...i'm currently recovering from post budak-budak-kecik-pekik-sana-sini syndrome. had da whole family gathered at ma crib 2day for doa selamat 4 da Islamic tahun baru & da whole kiddo army were shouting & laughing at da top of their lungs. all r boiz & under 10 yrs of age. da 1st thing dey did was come 2 ma room & wrestled each other on ma bed. oh my god, their shriekz r enuf 2 drive me insane. no use shouting at dem so i joined in da Royal Rumble. hahaha....well, i am The Big Show 2 dem. kinda happy seeing dem mess around & laughing but itz da screams dat i can't tahan. those kidz juz wanna wrestle u no & nothing will stand in their way. nvm, let dem haf fun while dey r still young & live life stress free.

& so, 2day was quite chaotic due 2 da gathering. helped ma ibu prepare da drinks, take out all da paperplates & crap from da cupboards etc etc. ho seh liao. 1 thing though, da Nasi Kandar ma ibu ordered was damn K-L-A-S-I-K man....i've neva tried it b4 but now i'm a believer! hahaaha....i dun even no watz nasi kandar in da 1st place. itz kinda spicy wif yellowish rice, squids, chicken, fish & da curry. but itz klasik. ate like 4 chicken wings & i 4got how many times i added xtra rice 2 ma plate. hehehe....but itz all good. evri1 ate & nothing was wasted.

oh yeah, da O levels r coming out nex wik ryte. i'll b like super dope nervous if i was in sec 5 ryte now. da suspense was enuf 4 me not 2 go 2 bed at nyte. i kept having dreams of failing ma maths. hoho...da grade F9 for maths lingered in ma head all da while. i got F9 thruout da whole sec 5 year but hey, i got C6 at last for da 'O's. hurhurhur. till now i wondered wat will happen if i did a small mistake 4 da math paper. confirm it'll bring me down to a D7. or else i wun b where i am ryte now skuling near Dover MRT. i got lady luck on ma side 4 my 'O's. datz 4 sure. i ain't dat proud of ma results cos i BARELY scraped thru. hohoho....so i wish good luck 2 all fellow 'O' level students getting their results soon.

2 da kidz back in poly, study hard 4 da upcoming mid semester test aight. blaja jangan tak blaja beb. i'll go KL & study. hehehe....any1 want some kropok ikan or krepek ubi from there? i'll gladly buy it 4 u. hahahaha....aight wankstaz, take care.

xxKEPALA KU PENING BEBxx

@ 12:32 AM | comment

Friday, February 20, 2004

aaaarrrrggghhhhh!!!!! did u guys watch Anugerah Planet Muzik???? dammit man!!!! da OAG gitariz wore da The Strokes tee dat i wanted 4 a VERY long time & i'm damn jealous!!!! where da hell did he get dat!!!! even ma fren called me up telling me bout da tee! itz so damn K-L-A-S-I-K. wah lau eh...anyways, OAG r damn kool 4 sure....their performance is like so indie themed & dat rawks too! dun 4get dat their song Akustatik is way KLASIK! well, i'm neva ever gonna cut my hair short again cos da guys in OAG looks so kool wif ultra thick hair. even da Force Vomit guys haf kool looking hair. dammit, my hairz so friggin short & crappy ryte now!!! grow grow grow!!!! hahahaha......

well, 2day was such a slacker of a day....da time passed by so slowly....plus i 4got 2 bring ma handphone 2 skul 2day. i was in a rush in da mawning....diz is wat i hate, wen i bring da fon 2 skul, rarely pple will msg me or kol.....but wen i got back home, there were 4 messages...wat da hell! & most of da messages r from ma fwenz who thought of hanging out 4 a while. well, i did respond to 1 outing & actuali went 2 shoot some pool at Lucky Plaza. itz been a week since i hung out wif diz particular posse. wah, i did actuali went home 1st den went out again. peh semangat aku ni....afta da pool thingy, i was dying 2 go 2 Heeren 2 cek out da Converse store there. as i'm a shoe & tee freak, i fell in love wif diz brown coloured limited edition Jack Purcell shoe designed by this American artist, John Varvatos, which i saw over the internet....i was hoping it'll cost like $100 but was i surprised....it costs $189.90 man!!!! ho seh liao!!!! who da hell would buy dat!!! if i were da son of Bill Gates, datz a whole different story....alamak, da shoe is damn klasik lah....boohoo....y god y muz it b dat expensive!!! if it was $110, i'll consider....hahahaha.....

oh yeah, saw Jean Danker at town juz now. shez so petite man. but quite jambu ah so 2 speak. mebi itz da make up. hahaha......oh yeah, i fil so funi walking around town wif diz new hairdo o mine. now wherever i go, itz like long/indie/shaggy hair is in or somethin....serious ah, i dun fil comfortable wif short hair!!! aaarrrggghhh!!!!! itz like 2days entry is entirely devoted 2 hair huh. hahahaha!!!!!! ok lah, i'll stop crapping. take care 2 whoevaz reading diz. take care of ur hair & shampoo often! hohoho....

xxDA BOI WHO REGRETTED CUTTING HIS HAIRxx

@ 11:39 PM | comment

Thursday, February 19, 2004

well well well....took me a while 2 figure out wat 2 say in diz blog o mine....hmm, as da peepz in skul no, i've cut ma hair oreadi. suddenly my head feels lighter & itz cooler. hohoho....but 1 thing i hate bout it is dat da back is so short! aiyoh, nvm den, gotta wait 4 a month den it'll b back 2 normal. i kinda miss ma old shaggy/indie/messed-up/baru-bangun pagi hairstyle. hahaha....i look like a good kid now. short hair plus spex equals nerdy/step rajin khairi. da hairdresser tot i was in sec 4. thank god 4 dat comment. i dun wanna look old! hahaha...kool kool....

hmm, my team lost in da strit soccer competition in skul. lost da 1st game to Chin Chye Long. wateva da crap dat means! dey played so rough & i had a few scratches on ma elbow due 2 da pushing & shoving. 1 of my teammate even shouted C***I straight at diz opponentz face for a rough tackle. luckily da opponents were da kool type. if dey were da gangsta/pakaliao type, confirm itz a free 4 all brawl. lost 3-2 to those jackasses. felt so down da whole day & even let out my frustration 2wards some pple. how selfish can i get huh....sori sori....i had such high hopes 4 da competition cos my team got 3rd place laz year & so, bowing out in da very 1st game is such a hard pill 2 swallow. so much 4 high hopes & dreams.

so itz gonna b a wik from now 2 da KL trip. psyched on da other hand but worries on da other. cos str8 afta da trip, i gotta bury myself wif all da tutorialz & study all da crappy subjex. maths, C programming, circuit theory etc etc....ho seh liao. another hurdle 2 pass....hmm, at least i haf sumthin 2 smile about diz wik. i got 5/5 for my maths quiz. hohoho...& 13/20 for da life science quiz. da life science one was hilarious cos we could even discuss it in da lab even in da presence of da lecturer. he even gave an answer 2 ma fren! how kool can dat lecturer get!

surprisingly, i'm in a very emotional mood diz wik. but in skul, i'm like super hyper. juz dat wen i reach home or thruout da journey back 2 da crib, i start 2 fil differently. itz juz dat wen i'm all alone, i start 2 think bout things ya know....wen i'm wif ma frenz, i dun even think of aniting besides da usual conversations or cracking jokes etc etc. den wen i sit down at home, i sumhow tink bout life & contemplate. i am a thinker at da end of da day. wen i start 2 think bout life's perspective, i start 2 tell myself how disobedient i am 2wards da mighty ONE. how rude i can get 2wards ma parenz, how rude i could get 2wards ma frenz. wat'll i be wen i grow up. whom i'll grow old together wif. mebi it might sound 2 u as stoopid thoughts but diz iz juz me. i'm quite a pessimist. thinking more bout da negatives rather den da positives. 2 tink, i'm so scared wat da future will hold not juz 4 me, but 2 da whole werld. only one werd describes wat i wanna fil ryte now. HAPPINESS. dat is da onli missing space in my heart ryte now. Money can't buy u evriting huh.....DATZ 4 SURE.

well, datz all i haf 4 now. tanx 4 even bothering 2 read diz space. peace out & may u find happiness in evriting u do.

xxWOULD U EVEN CONSIDER ME?xx
xx19 FEBRUARY 2003, 8.33PMxx

@ 8:36 PM | comment

Monday, February 16, 2004

OAG- Akustatik

Seusia malamku menantimu,
Dihembus embun aku tersipu,

Mungkinkah kau lupa temujanji kita,

Kau gembira bersama teman-temanmu.

Berlari-lari ku menantimu,
Selembut salju musim berlalu,

Mengapa berubah sekelip mata,
Hatiku gundah tiada terhingga.

Kau umpama merpati putih,
Patah sayapnya di udara,

Merbahaya..



@ 10:40 PM | comment

Sunday, February 15, 2004

L Ramlee - Dara Pujaan

Duhai dara kau manis jelita
Senyum mu indah berseri-seri
Hati ku selalu menjadi tergoda
Memandang kau tiap hari

Engkaulah yang ku puja-puja
Gadis impian di waktu malam
Aku duduk termenung kesepian
Terkenang dara pujaan

Tidakkah kau kasihan
Ku menanti kepadamu selalu
Biarku rasa bosan
Hatiku tetap pada mu

Beginilah hidup dalam dunia
Selalu sama saling bercinta
Marilah dinda pujaan kesuma
Mengikat janji asmara

@ 7:13 PM | comment

Saturday, February 14, 2004

BLINK 182- AKU RINDUKAN KAMU

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

@ 12:41 AM | comment

Friday, February 13, 2004

how r u da-person-whose-readin-diz-blog-o-mine? i'm feeling kinda down ryte now....hmm, at least i had sumthin 2 look 4ward to. i finally got da tees i ordered thru this local tee brand VISUALTERRORISMDESIGNS. met da owner, Tommy, at Siti Hall. he's 1 kool dude. $40 for 2 tees is orait huh. local summore....so support local productz aight!

hmm....is being urself a wrong thing 2 do or should u pretend 2 b sum1 whom ur not? sumthingz been bugging me....as pple who knows me well, i'm da type who talks 2 evri1 & friendly in evriway....itz like, i joke around all da time & disturb pple etc etc...alamak, i tink i'd better kip diz 2 maself. crap....

xxWHERE R U? I'M SO SORRY. I CANNOT SLEEP. I CANNOT DREAM 2NITExx
xx10.26pm, FRIDAY DA 13THxx

@ 10:29 PM | comment

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Uh Oh...i'm havin diz not-so-good feeling bout myself again.....i've been thinking bout relationships lately....wat if i finally confessed ma feelings 2 sum1 & wat if i'm rejected? will all da frenship built all diz while go down da drain or will it b an awkward feeling juz 2 face each other? i dun wanna hear da werds 'sori khai, u're a nice guy but i dun wanna b wif ya. sori....' dammit, haf i heard dat 1 b4.....itz alwiz & itz alwiz me ending up being sad. from sec skul till now. but da 1 in sec skul was da hardest pill 2 swallow. i waited for her for a year juz 2 hear her say dat exact werd i quoted juz now. datz wat made me think, can a guy & a gerl b best of frens wifout any feelings involved? hmm, i dun reali no man....i mean, how far can a relationship go if itz onli frenz? till wen till wen? shit lah, i've been played out like a rag doll wif no feelings. i dun take any sweet compliments or wateva from gerls lightly now. all those r utter bullshit. argh, mebi diz iz da traumatised effect i haf due 2 ma sec skul xperience. she made me think bout gerls so differently. but at least i'm thankful how she made me open my eyes bout diz whole thing. sumtimes a sweet voice does melt a guys heart huh...i no it werks 4 me...cos for all of my stoopidity, i did her lotz of favours & listened 2 evri single problem juz 2 show how sincere i am wif her. for all my stoopidity, i juz couldn't c dat she was juz not worth my time & definitely not worth my heart. juz like Justin Timberlake sang in Cry Me A River, u were my sun, u were my earth....damn ryte, i felt dat way bout her but now, wat was i tinkin!!!! oh man, how many mistakes can i commit....i'm such a wreck emotionally. itz so easy 4 sum1 to say 'oh, i treat u onli as a fren etc etc....' but does dat person haf any idea how da other party will feel? sure da other party would say itz alright or wateva, but deep down, da heartz sinkin faster den da titanic. i've been thru dat & it took me almost a year to overcome da frustration & anger.

so wateva it iz, i've said my piece. i couldn't sleep juz tinkin bout diz. kinda stoopid ryte? yeah, i am stoopid. big deal.

xxDAMN U XXXXXXXXXX, U'RE FULL OF CRAPxx
xx11 FEBRUARY 2003, 2.46 AMxx

@ 2:49 AM | comment

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

1 2 1 2 pple!!! yeah yeah! i'm damn psyched y'all! Me & ma 3 homeboiz r goin to KL diz 27-29th! yipppee!!! i've booked da hotel in KL oreadi & itz confirmed. so looking 4ward 2 diz. da guys i tink all dah stress pasal skola ah...2 pasal smua semangat kentalan....wooo...4 jacked up kidz in KL r rawking man! hohoho...evri1's so psyched on goin 2 da night markets, xperiencing da nightlife etc etc....i wanna go there juz 2 buy da Iraq bag. hope itz still available though. fingers crossed. damn, it ain't easy 2 organise diz trip. my parenz were da major barrier. hahaha....aiyoh, so wat if i'm da onli kid? takot benar anak dia kena peras ugut lah etc etc. hahahaa....oh man, i'm gonna b 20 soon lah please. diz iz ma 1st time goin oversea wif da homeboiz. gonna b a klasik experience. furthermore, these 3 kidz r da most 'easy going' kidz. jokes flow non stop & crap talk runs continously. hahaha....

so diz ya guys watch last nitez Grammy'z? wow, i waited till 1am juz 2 watch Outkast perform Hey Ya. alamak....da white stripes performance rocked y'all! plus Beyonce sang her Dangerously In Love song so perfectly. i was so in awe of her. such a nice voice....so soothing....me, i juz sound like a frog. damn kool Coldplay won an award. their songs r so nice! did u guys saw 50cent went up da stage wen Evanescence won their award? man, dat 50 reali wanted dat award huh...hmm...

oh yeah, i can't quite stand my hair anymore....some dayz i feel i like my hair, sumdayz, i juz wanna cut it all off!!! aiyoh....c lah, mebi nex wik i'll cut it or sumtin. limit-limit botak sua. dah jadi toyol jadi-jadian. k ah, till nex tyme. take care & where is da love.

xxDEY SAY I'M A NICE GUYxx
xxTO HELL WIF DATxx
xxAT DA END OF DA DAYxx
xxNICE GUYS FINISH LASTxx
xx10 FEBRUARY 2003, 9.25PMxx

@ 9:29 PM | comment

Sunday, February 08, 2004

wow!!! i went to Bodyworlds at expo 2day & it was a klasik! tertiary students onli paid $9 u no. dat onli applies during 6pm-8pm. if not, da usual price is twice of da 1 mentioned. went wif ma fren in skul & his bro. da human body is damn complicated y'all. & massive respek 2 da professor who did da xtraordinary werk on da bodies. i learnt sumthin from da xhibition. if u stretch out ur hands from one end 2 da other, dat equals to ur height u no. from da tip of ur left middle finger 2 da tip of da right middle finger, dat will b ur height. itz damn true y'all. i seriously didn't no dat. i tot there weren't any massive crowds but was i wrong. we queued for 20 minits juz 2 get inside. da crowd consist of grandmas, kidz-who-haf-no-life, parenz wif their naughty kids, old skul junkies & surprisingly, some minahs. wah, didn't know minahs were interested in diz kinda xhibit. hohoho....da kids especially asked their parenz lotz of questions man. hard 1'z summore. 1 kid beside me in da expo kept asking his father diz & dat & i noticed da dad was trying his bez 2 answer em. boi, itz gonna b quite embarassing if u can't answer da little 1's....

oh yeah! i got da chance 2 touch da human brain & liver! wahahaha....da human brain had a thick exterior but da liver 1 was a klasik! hahahaa...cos ma frenz bro played around wif da liver as if it was a toy. he flipped it over, pressed here, pressed there & there was da sign all along saying handle wif care. there's diz portion in da liver dat has a unique kinda feel....wen my fren asked me 2 touch it, 2 me, it felt like Paper Thosai...hahahaha.....me & ma frenz accidentally laughed so loud in da expo & pple started looking at us. ho seh liao...ape je kan ni budak²....

afta like an hours rounding of da expo, we went back. thought of eating at da nearby Burger King but da price was way 2 expensive. ho seh lioa. itz like 50cents more compared 2 da ordinary BK's in town or wherever. so i so called 'fasted' for da whole day. patiently waiting 2 get back home 2 eat. da journey was damn far & worst of all, da strings 2 my pouch came off. ho seh liao.

hmm.....i've got 2 kollect my new spex 2molo AGAIN cos itz not finished yet wen i came 2 da shop in da aftanoon. ho seh liao. i dun mind if da shop iz juz a stone's throw away from ma home but itz in queensway! alamak. another long journey i gotta face...fa shizzle i'm gonna wear it so i can c da werld a bit clearly & scratch-free. & while i'm in Queens, i'm gonna modify my playstation 2. cos it reali sux been wanting 2 buy a certain game & it costs $79...if itz pirated, itz onli $8...hahaha...yeah yeah i'm a pirate...so what. big deal. gimme $79 ah den itz settled....hahaha....

ok ok, a tad long huh diz entry 2day....aight, be safe & take care & love ur parenz & appreciate urself.

xxALL MY ONLY DREAMSxx
xx12.18AM, 8 FEBRUARY 2004xx

@ 12:22 AM | comment

Thursday, February 05, 2004

aye yo! 2day was such a short 1 for me....i had klasses dat started at 1 den finished at 3pm....wow, 2hrz of skul huh....cos da early mawnin practicalz were cancelled due 2 da Innovex thingy...hohoho....well well well....i went 2 da Innovex exhibition & by golly, were there lotz of kool projeks displayed all done by da 3rd year kidz in skul. i did drop by da-makcik-who-asked-me-4-Newaterz booth & saw her projek. hahahaha....buat sibok² je saya ni....i heard dat if ur projekz been selected in da Innovex, u'll 4 sure get an A or B at least for ur final year grades. how kool is dat! man, i'm entering 3rd year soon & i dunno how i'll fare. ho seh liao! i reali dunno wat 2 do...hmm, mebi a robot dat can cook ayam masak merah would b a klasik huh. hohohohoh....

& so, i made my new pair of spex yesterday. haf 2 collect it on Saturday though....half framed nerdy type kinda look. haiyah, my parenz wanted 2 me 2 buy diz Oakley spex which was damn kool but da price was even kooler. $380 for a spex??? 4get bout it. i can't stand having 2 wear my current spex which is scratched here there & everywhere. hohoho..even though it does look punk rawk. haahaha....but at least i changed da kaler of my new spex. itz brown now. been wearing black frames since i was in sec 3. so change iz kinda good.

oh yeah! my plan of goin to KL during da 1 week mid semester test break has been well received by da homies. dun wanna hope 2 much cos as u no, pple might turn back at da laz minit. janji melayu lah katakan....so far, 5 r interested & datz my target. 5 is enuf. i dun wanna haf a large crowd. goin 2 KL seemz kool cos goin 2 da night markets, da Petronas twin towers, da huge shopping malls wif frenz, might b a klasik xperience. i've started planning where our accomodation will b, expenses 4 each person etc etc. can't wait 2 go if da plan succeeds....cross my fingers....

ok ok...i tink datz all 4 now. itz been kool knowing i can apply songs 2 ma blog. i'll definitely change it frequently....depends on my mood ah. oh yeah, do cek out William Hungz webbie aight. itz as klasik as it can get! hahaha....aight, take care & pray.

xxITZ NOT UNUSUAL 2 BE LOVED BY ANY1xx
xx6.50PM, 5 FEBRUARY 2003xx

@ 6:52 PM | comment

http://www.williamhung.net/default.php

u guys better cek diz out!!! diz is so kool! sum1 actuali did a fan webbie 4 William! & do read da comments. he sure does have his fans...even sum wanz 2 marry him & gerls do find him cute! oh man, i'm so envious of diz guy! hahaha...great chap!

@ 9:52 AM | comment

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

Cake- I Will Survive

At first I was afraid.
I was petrified.
I kept thinking I could never live
Without you by my side.
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong.
I grew strong.
I learned how to get along.
And so you're back from outer space.
I just walked in to find you here
Without that look upon your face.
I should have changed my fucking lock.
I would have made you leave your key
If I'd have known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me.

Oh now go.
Walk out the door.
Just turn around now.
You're not welcome anymore.
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I.

I will survive.
As long as I know how to love
I know I'll be alive.
I've got all my life to live.
I've got all my love to give.
I will survive.
I will survive.

It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart.
I'm trying hard to mend
The pieces of my broken heart.
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself.
I used to cry.
But now I hold my head up high.

And you'll see me with somebody new.
I'm not that stupid little person
Still in love with you.
And so you thought you'd just drop by,
And you expect me to be free.
But now I'm saving all my lovin'
For someone who's lovin' me.

Oh now go.
Walk out the door.
Just turn around now.
You're not welcome anymore.
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I.

I will survive.
As long as I know how to love
I know I'll be alive.
I've got all my life to live.
I've got all my love to give.
I will survive.
I will survive.

@ 8:01 PM | comment

Monday, February 02, 2004

Good Charlotte- Hold On

This world, this world is cold
But you don't, you don't have to go
You're feeling sad you're feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go thru

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know

Your days you say they're way too long
And your nights you can't sleep at all (hold on)
And you're not sure what you're waiting for
But you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're waiting for but you don't want to know more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on

@ 5:05 PM | comment

She Bangs She Bangs!!! hahaaha....oh my god, dat guyz voice is constantly in my head 24/7....dun 4get da dance moves too. hahahaha....ok ok....

well, i juz came back from KL diz mawnin around 3.30am....went there during da weekends wif da familia juz 2 c my nenek....so nice 2 c her afta such a long time....i 4got wenz da laz time i went 2 c her....heh heh heh...& so, her home is near Batu Caves...alah, da famous tourist spot & also da place of worship 4 da Hindus....itz da 1st time i saw da caves & by golly, r da stairs REALI high....i didn't exactly went 2 da place, juz saw it from a distance. cos da crowd was insane & so was da traffic. my pakcik from there told me that wen Thaipusam comes around, most roads will b closed around there cos da Hindus will perform their so-called pilgrimage 2 da Batu Caves....i definitely wanna go there nex time i go KL....hmm, i find KL quite interesting reali....da hustle & bustle of da uptowns & downtowns has got a vibe 2 it....i didn't reali got da chance 2 walk around cos da whole time i was there, i juz sat in da car....but if i were 2 go wif ma frenz, 4 sure we'll round da streets of KL.....

&.....i saw diz slingbag which i liked so much but da shop was closed due 2 da Aidiladha holidays....damn....da bag has da Iraqi flag printed on it & has da exact militant colour of green....damn itz nice.....haven't seen any1 wear dat b4 & i find it reali kool. da shop has got 2 b my 1st stop wen i reach KL.

hmm.....wen i was at my nenekz place, da kids there, around 8 year old plus, know how 2 ride motorbikes man!!! how punk rock can dat get!!!! oh man, here r s'pore kidz, trying 2 learn how 2 ride bikes & muz haf licences 2 do so....there, dey travel around like nobodiz bizniz & dey dun wear helmets 4 god's sake....itz such a free & easy lifestyle there.....damn, datz so punk rawk of da kidz....

& da journey back home was such a thrill! da bus driver drove like mad as if he was chased by a police car....usually, it'll take 5 hours ryte 2 reach even johor baru....but diz driver, took onli 4 hours & he reached Woodlands cekpoint. dat'll gif u an idea how fast he drove....i was at my seat in da bus juz getting shivers contemplating how fast da bus could go....if da bus had turbo engines & could reach speedz up to 200km/h, 4 sure i'll b in da Al-Fatihah page in Berita Harian da nex mawnin....ho seh liao!

ok ok, datz all i haf 2 say 4 now. cek dis space out again aight. take care 2 whoeva reading diz. sayonara bebeh!

xxEWAH EWAHxx
xx4.18PM, 2ND FEBRUARY 2004xx

@ 4:22 PM | comment

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