Friday, April 30, 2004
well well well....itz been a hectic laz 3 dayz. emotionally, physically & academically. studied for circuit theory analysis at da very laz minit & managed 2 cramp in like half of da info. stayed in skul on wednesday 2 study from 10am till 6pm. by den, my head was gonna burst anitime. i slept at 4am on thursday itself den woke up 2 hours later 2 go 2 skul 4 da paper. by da time i went in da exam hall, my mind was tinkin bout 1001 tingz dat aren't related 2 da exam subjek. well, for one, i juz hate da exam period 4 i no how it can affect my ma'am is so many wayz. da stress shez facing bout da subjex & da frustration dat she vents on me is sumthin i wouldn't like 2 handle. she'll b sayin some stuff dat might hurt me a bit but i no deep down shez juz stressed up & dunno wat exactly she is implying. but hey, at least she made up 4 her errors & tend 2 b nice 2 me da nex day. hahaha...how weird....gerlz reali nid chocolates huh at times like diz eh. hehehehe....now i no wat 2 get her wen shez stressed up.
& so, i ain't dat confident bout da CCT paper 4 i didn't exactly study da back chapterz & it'll suck damn bad if i had 2 sit 4 da supplementary paperz. oh well, i onli haf myself 2 blame. afta da paper, juz hung out wif rufi 2 plaza sing & bugis juz 2 pass da time. well, i haf da luxury of havin 4 dayz off b4 da nex paper. hahaha...luxury abis....memandangkan da paper is maths. hurhurhur...gotta study lar...
aniwayz, my ma'am is so psyched up bout da levi's 501 anniversary thingy where levi's at heeren will b giving away vouchers 2 whoeva wearing 501 jeans 2molo. hohoho....getting excited bout diz kinda stuf. hurhurhur.
well, i had a nice chat wif my ibu bout my ma'am during dinner & surprisingly, she approves of me & her. my mum knew of her existence in my life wen i was still in kranji & she noz i'm terribly head over heelz for my ma'am. hahaha...my mum is kool wif da whole relationship thingy & she trusts me. well, my ma'am is sooooo scared of my ibu. hahaha...funi lar...& i'm kinda afraid of her mum too. sort of ice queen 2 b exact. hurhurhur....
so, i tink datz all i haf 2 say 4 2dayz entry. gonna study maths later at nite. i'm so happy 2 haf a copy of Jet'z Get Born album. itu pun rufi burn kan. hahaha...da songz r klasik! no money lar 2 buy it. i've set aside moolah for slipknot's new album coming out nex month. datz sumthin i look 4ward 2 listening. okie dokie derrier, shoutout 2 sandy 4 being my 'messenger'. *if shez readin diz*....hurhurhur.....rojak kau will come lah 1 day gerl...aiyoh...hahaha...
oklar, stay klasik 2 whoevaz readin diz & love love love love.....
xxKAULAH SEGALANYA...YANG MENYINARI HIDUPKUxx
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
FORGIVE ME FOR I AM CONFUSED.
SMILING LAUGHING YET DYING.
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
hey hey! da electrical installation paper juz now was a killa! juz ask da kidz! dey all agree it was difficult 2 do. damn, da past year paperz, tutorialz i did weren't enuf 2 prepare me 4 da blardy paper juz now....da fact da lecturer dat taught us diz subjek is such a sucker & also made lectures so boring juz didn't help. luckily i did well for da mid semester test so dat can help a bit ah. plus da lab test & online quiz i hope 2 help in 2 chip in da marks dat i need so badly....well, thursday is circuit theory analysis & i'm gonna crash course again da subjek 2molo. i'm such a last minute person wen it comes 2 studiz.
anyways, went out wif rufi afta da paper & it was such a adhoc decision.
me: ey mat, mau turun town cek out whether ader baju JET?
rufi: ah set ah. aku pun nak tengok kasut zoo york.
hahahaha.....i'm gonna b bored anyways goin back home str8. funnily, went 2 da shop which we expected for da JET tee 2 b sold & onli found out da salesperson doesn't haf a damn clue wat we're talking about.
salesperson: whose JET?
me: *duh* a rawk & roll band from australia. tanx anyways....
well, da kid looked new there 4 i frequent dat shop. da zoo york shoe rufi showed me dat he intended 2 buy was a KLASIK. reali, very nice.
oh yeah, saw J.B Jeyaratnam at centrepoint juz now. ya no, da opposition party political guy who has been actively voicing his views 2wards da government especially Lee Kuan Yew. he was there near da taxi stand 2 sell a book bout LKY which has da title 'I Buried My Own Hatchet'. damn, it was $20. if it was $10, i'd buy it man. c'mon, diz kind of book won't be selling at any bookshopz man. saw diz mat saleh buying it & havin a conversation wif jeyaratnam. well, i'll bet foreigners r much more interested in da opposition scene. u no, s'pore is a country where evri1 is scared of da government & there's no such thing as free speech & all. now i'm contemplating if i had xtra cash 2 spare, i would buy da book. kinda curious wat da opposition thinkz.
well, i had a nice chat wif rufi bout relationshipz & some of da tingz he said i kinda agree. dun rush into a relationship & make sure therez sumthin special in da relationship. dun juz go for it juz 4 da sake of having sum1 in ur life & juz 4 da sake of liking. well, i'm not rushing into my relationship. like i said, i'm takin 1 day at a time & i tink it'll take time 2 finally ensure sumthingz special. itz still early dayz between me & my ma'am though. wateva it is, i'm super dope hapi wif her but i haven't seen her in 4 dayz & i miss her so much. been bizi studying & i saw how many chapterz she had 2 study so i'll understand dat i haf 2 gif her time 2 study. her notes were super thick & all nidz memorising....so ok lar, i'll step aside 4 awhile. let her study 1st. but god, i miss her so much. luckily we talk evri nite or else i'll get so restless. hahaha....
& so, i tink datz pretty it 4 2day. hopefully i'll haf da semangat 2 study afta incredible tales. hehehe....2 whoevaz reading diz, take care & love dat special sum1 aight.
xx4 I MISS YOU SO BADLYxx
Sunday, April 25, 2004
haiyah...wat a mundane wikend....so bored....been stuffing myself wif da stoopid handoutz & notes of subjex dat dun matter 2 me wen i grow up...crap crap crap....trying as hard as i can 2 dwell wateva info dat can be squeezed into stubborn mind. well, ma homie from skul came 2 da crib 2day 2 study & we ended up watchin diz hindustani movie playin on vasantham central. juz hafta watch cos da actress was so va-va-voom. some pretty lass i dunno who her name was. da movie was ok. typical hindustani plot. singing, crying, dancing wif an insane number of pple, shooting, death of loved one & end up happily ever afta wif da hero. haiyah....so blardy typical hindustani love story. but it was fun considering me & my homie was transfixed 2 da story dat we onli got back studyin wen da advertisementz were on & would go goo-goo ga-ga over da klasikal actress. hahaha.....anyways, i tink hindustani movies gif pple a lotta hope in love & i dun tink it reali exists in real life. c'mon, where can u find a gerl who'll be so madly in love wif da guy dat she'll travel halfway round da werld & gif up evriting she had juz 2 b wif da guy. or per se, da guy would cry his ass off to beg for mercy & da gerl would go crying as well & hoo ha, dey'll end up happily ever afta. haiyah. gif pple hope onli diz movies dat such things do exist.
so, i haf yet 2 take my FTT. diz iz exactly slowing down my process 2 get da blardy licence. if i had took it earlier, i'm now good 2 go for TP. haiyah, blame it on me for being so lazy. now more den ever, i reali wanna get diz licence thingy over wif. can't stand goin 2 skul in da sardine packed MRT & drag my way home wen i happen 2 still be outside late at nite. if i haf ma own transport, it'll b way easy 2 get around. but 2 tink bout it, u wun get 2 c pple wen u drive but u'll get 2 c loads of characters wen u take da public transportz. colourful pple, beautiful pple, crappy pple, matz, minahs, freeloaders, fakers etc etc...even my fren who rides 2 skul sayz he miss da atmosphere of da mawnin rush hour. hahaha....
ok ok, i'm gonna go ahead & listen 2 Jet's 'Look Wat You've Done'. simple song 2 play & massive meaning incorporated in itz lyrics. envy these pple who write songz str8 from their heartz & make it sound so klasik. so 2 all ya readers, cek da song out & dun 4get 2 listen to Outkastz 'Roses'....dat song kicks ass! till den, cheerio!
xxYOU'VE MADE A FOOL OF EVERYONExx
Saturday, April 24, 2004
INSEPARABLE
hey, i can't expect myself to b a hapi monkey evriday ryte. i wish i could but hmm, i'm paranoid ryte now. i tink about da future wif my ma'am & i'm so afraid bout it 2 b honest. shez gonna study abroad afta poly & mentioning therez a possibility she will live wif her relatives who r based there & probably stay there all her life. hearing dat from her was juz, u no, sad. wat a reality check it was. i juz smiled at her but within da 4 walls of my heart, i dun wan her 2 go. but on da other hand, itz her future we're dealing wif. all i can do is b happy 4 her & wish sumhow we can still be together. in da meantime, i'm takin 1 day at a time wif her & itz been a klasikal relationship so far. smiling & laughing is da norm wen i'm wif her. i am indeed a hapi person wif her. neva in life would i wan sumthin so badly & shez da answer 2 my prayers. yeah, it might sound weird 2 u but i do pray she would end up wif me 1 day. so i hope da pic above justifies dat i juz dun wanna let her go. for shez my evriting.
xxRELISHING EVRI MOMENTxx
JET
Look What You've Done
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Thursday, April 22, 2004
well, 2dayz entry is specially for da pple who has been writing down their commentz on my tagboard for da laz wik or so. all i wanna say is, tanx 4 readin my pathetic blog & even a huge thank u for givin me da support bout my relationship. u no who u r. ur comments means a lot to me. so, in all sincerity, i hope u guyz dun get bored by my humble blog & do check out on diz space aight. oh yeah, i am so in love. hahaha...alamak, i'm such blardy romeo like sum1 mentioned...kidman kidman....hahaha...
so, take care & tanx again. love u people.
xxCALM. SERENE. PEACEFUL. CLEAR.xx
xx
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
ACCEPTANCE. TRUST. LOVE.
well, itz been 3 dayz since i've blogged here. watched starsky & hutch on monday & i'd rekomen it 2 ani1! itz damn lepak & hilarious. da ben stiller & owen wilson combination sure packs a punch for laughs. feel like watchin it again. wanna watch 50 first dates nex wik. adam sandlerz in it so i'll bet it'll b klasik.
hmm, exams r nex wik & i'm occupied ryte now wif driving lessonz, studiz & life itself. got da exam timetable yesterday & wat a drag it is. yesterday was like a day full of news 4 me. 1st was knowing where i'm attached to for my ITP. nex i knew my subject concentration for 3rd year. den there was da nicoll highway collapse. & my hush hush relationship was finally uncovered by da kidz in skul. aiyah....case of bad timing mebi. alah, sooner or later, dey'll no oso wat.
actuali, i wrote da werd acceptance at da start of my blog 4 a reason. well, being wif sum1 does require u 2 gain da acceptance of his/her peerz, family or whoeva. i'm so afraid her peerz & family wouldn't accept me. & i certainly hope dat my frenz accept dat i'm wif her. itz juz a case of me not wanting to lose my frenz even though i haf sum1 ryte now. i wan thingz 2 b as normal. mind u, my frenz r MOSTLY guys ok. itz hard 2 explain & i reali wan my frenz whose readin diz, plz dun change ur perception on me & plz b hapi 4 me. i can still hang out wif u guys & b da lame ass kid u all no me for. c'mon, i'm not da type of kid sum1 would go goo-goo ga-ga over. knowin da fact sum1 could accept me for all my imperfections juz makez me feel so glad. plz understand my situation. i've been waiting so long for diz sum1 & i made sure she was da 1 i wanna haf a long term relationship wif. yeah sure u could say i can find otherz, but hey, i love diz gerl. love & like r 2 different quotes....u could like anyone but ur heart loves onli 1.
okie, i no i'm being a wussy talking bout diz. but i juz had 2 say it out. about being accepted & all. i sincerely hope me & her are accepted by our respective frenz. i dun wan anibody 2 haf any ill feelingz 2wards her or aniting. by accepting her juz showz ur hapi 4 me i'm being wif her. so plz. till nex tyme frenz, i am still KHAIRI.
xxTRUST IS SUMTHIN U EARN, NOT SUMTHIN U EXPECTxx
Monday, April 19, 2004
JUBILATION. RELIEF. SPEECHLESS.
well, no1 reali noz i actuali went 2 watch Saturday Nite Fever da musical at da esplanade yesterday. hurhurhur...juz gotta kip hush hush bout it or else i'm gonna get some lemau commentz or anitin. hahaha...but hey, da showz good u no. da music, dance, propz & people were kool. itz a 130 minit musical & i enjoyed evri moment of it. for $15, i got da upper deck seat where u can c da stage QUITE clearly. cos there's da lighting poles dat kinda obstructed me. but hey, wat do ya xpek for $15 ryte. da esplanade reali has good sound quality man....kudos 2 da sound engineerz!
well, i was da happiest boi in da werld yesterday. juz wanna say 2 all ma frenz, accomplices, homies, krew, freeloaderz & enemies, b happy 4 me aight for i am VERY happy now. not gonna give away much, juz gonna say dat finally hearing da werd YES while waiting for 2 yrz was definitely worth it. hmm, genuine happiness doesn't come along evriday & i'm juz lucky 2 find my happiness in her. ok lar, beneath da black tee, type 1 longgar, rambut slack maut kinda persona, i'm still a guy who juz wanz 2 love & be loved. kinda bunga but hey, i'm an eclectic mix of emotions.
ok ok, juz wish diz happiness withstandz da sandz of time. well, i'm an easy guy 2 be wif. no woriz. hurhurhur....oh yeah, i'm not gonna name any names 2 say tanx so i juz wanna shoutout to diz personz fon which endz wif 0765....THANK YOU A LOT! U R BEING SO SWEET 2 HELP ME OUT IN DIZ. I REALI NID DAT BOOST OF CONFIDENCE. so, i'll buy u rojak mama special k. kuah mau lebih. so 2 da rez of da readerz, u wun no wen u don't try.
xx08100611xx
Saturday, April 17, 2004
so, i went to NYP yesterday 2 watch a gig wif 2 of ma homies & anonymous. arrived there around 5pm & my oh my, were there loads of SP studentz....saw LOTZ of familiar faces there. watched like 2 performances den ciao beger wif anonymous 2 jalan-jalan. Shoe Size 9 was kool 2 me....da gitariz was using diz Gibson gitar which i reali liked. damn, how much izzit eh in sing bux.... i sat at da stairs of da NYP dome & wondered y SP doesn't haf diz gig kinda thang goin on. SP'z so BORING. i'll bet there'll b loadz of kidz who're juz dying 2 perform in skul. alamak, reali nid some musical exposure lah SP....study study study makes SP a boring environment.
oh yeah, i had a laf wif my fren on where da guyz toiletz r at NYP. hahaha...we searched high & lo & ended up at da 2nd level or sumthin till we found da toilet. hahaha...camner bleh sesat...anywayz, da crowd overall there were kool & so many kool peepz were present. da MC is diz ultra terror gitar kid who playz 4 diz metal band Liquid Steel. his picking of da gitar is 1 of a kind man....
so wat happened 2day eh.....hmm, i had my life science quiz test in skul which i scored 11 out of 20. itz MCQ anywayz & i'm juz hapi 2 pass da whole damn elektif. 4 sure, i dun understand a single thing bout da whole concept of life science. i took it up juz cos u study online & da testz r all MCQ'z....so who wouldn't want it ryte? studying online too is such a drag 2 me....hurhurhur...
pluz, exams r a wik away & as usual & expected, i'm such a slacker. well, some of ma frenz back in sec skul who're in 3rd yr in poly would b graduating soon. wow, datz like another huge step in life eh....itz like wat r u gonna do afta poly....guyz would do their NS, gerlz would either werk, further studiz or better still, get married. hehehe....i reali hope da guyz would b hapi doin their NS & can't wait 2 c dem change. mebi become more macho or wateva. hahahaha......my god, gif us like 5 yrz down da road & i'll bet some will get married. time flies reali fast eh. 4 me, i'll take 1 step at a time. c wat happenz next. but i tink it would b nice if i werk wif MRT. since young, i'm fascinated wif trains & all. hurhurhur....pluz, if u werk in da transportation industry, ur travelz will b free man....my father doesn't haf 2 fork out a single cent wen he takes da train or TIBS buses. how kool is dat. savez u a lot of money.
okie dokie, i'm so nervous bout 2molo. juz pray i dun screw tingz up. now i realise how hearing da werd YES makes a whole lotta difference in some context. till den readerz, gud nyte & swit dreamz.
xxMY 1 & ONLYxx
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
gud mawnin readerz....i'm in klas ryte now & itz like a gambling den ya no....therez no lesson 4 today & da blardy teacher went out around 10 minitz in klas. da kidz r now playin Tai Ti & checking their friendster account & stuff....funi how no1 is studyin or doin their mini projek dat has 2 b handed up nex week. slack maut oh kiter smua. biasa ah...
well, i'm goin off at 12pm to jalan jalan. yippeee....so hapi 2day. hurhurhur. 4give me for i am AGAIN a happy monkey. Take care y'all. *wink wink*
xxKIDZ HAVING FUN PLAYIN CARDZxx
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
damn, dat part from blink 182's I MISS YOU has been repeatin 24/7 in my head. mebi da meaning behind it kinda struck a chord in me. but wateva it iz, dat part is killer.
hmm, got 2 more lessonz 2 pin for drivin. i haf yet 2 pass da blardy final theory evaluation. crap, i'm so confused bout da penalties of drivers. ya no, how many points a driver could accumulate b4 he getz his drivin licence suspended & stuff. aiyah, so many things 2 remember & i suck real bad. hahaha...haiyoh....
hmm....i reali haf nothing 2 say u no. nothing much 2 say but lotz of thinkin done. hopefully, afta sunday, i'm a hapi boi. *prayz*
xx4 WAT ITZ WORTH, U'RE WORTH EVRITING 2 MExx
Sunday, April 11, 2004
another boring day diz sunday. woke up, eat, sleep & here i am. lazy bum huh. but well, i had 2 previous fantastic dayz back 2 back. juz had 2 bear being alone at home. no food at home so i'll haf 2 puasa a bit while my parenz r gone to expo 4 da pameran perkahwinan or sumthin....i suppose they're starting 2 collect all da mak andam pamphlets or wateva so it'll come in handy if i get married in da near future. CRAP!!!
gonna b an ancient 2-0 diz coming october & weird enuf, i do feel old. even my ibu diz mawnin was excited i'm gonna hit da twenty mark. oh plz, i'm gettin old but my actions r worse den a primary 1 kid. i'm kinda afraid of da future but yet i can't wait 4 it 2 happen. wat does da future hold 4 us? onli time will do itz magick huh....& hey, i dun celebrate my bday FYI cos i tink itz not a big deal at all. but i love celebrating others & i feel so hapi 4'em. hurhur....
oh yeah, hope 2 finish drivin lessons by diz coming wik. booked 2 slotz in all & i haf 4 lessons 2 pin. if i manage 2 complete 2 lessons in each slot, hey, i'm good 2 go for TP! oh plz plz plz, let me succeed in parallel parking. hahaha. simz so difficult wen i alwiz c kidz hittin da kerbs or poles while parking. i'm sure 2 b in 4 a torment cos i'm a BAD driver. haha. yeah, i said & admit it, i am a bad driver. dun count ur luck if u wanna hitch a ride on me. hurhurhur...buy insurance 1st aight.
ok dokie, i'm gonna laze around da house. count da cracks on da ceiling or sumthin 2 pass da time...so take care 2 whoevaz reading diz. stay happy & b content wif wat u haf in life.
xxWONDER IF U FEEL DA SAME WAY TOOxx
Saturday, April 10, 2004
4GIVE ME AGAIN!!!! I'M SUCH A HAPPY MONKEY AGAIN 2DAY!!!!
xxPOOF!xx
i had such a wonderful day 2day....god, i wish evriday was like diz whenever i'm wif diz sum1. so calm inside & feeling hapi all da way....spent da day watchin a movie den went 2 carrefour & bought chocs 2 eat 2gether....hahaha....kinda childish but i love it....itz da simplest stuff done 2gether dat can make me hapi. ended da day at theatres by da bay & watch diz soul/funk/jazz group perform....very good sound system dey haf there & i enjoyed it so much. having dat sum1 along made me xtra hapi....aiyoh....lovefool....
& so da SP floorball kidz r havin a BBQ at costa sandz diz holidayz. 1st time such a thing iz organised by dem....standard ah, itz alwiz da gerlz who're organizing...all i no, i'm goin there & gobble any bbqed stuff in sight. hurhurhur.....so wateva it iz, i'm kinda excited 2 finally mingle around wif da other floorball kidz. i dun reali talk 2 dem during training cos mostly dey're year 1'z & i dun particularly click wif dem. i onli click wif ma fellow yr 2 peepz & datz all....da gerlz in da team, I DUN TALK 2 DEM AT ALL! hahaha....
ok lah pple, i'm deadbeat but hapi. so watz dat suppose 2 mean? hmm, I'M JUZ A HAPPY MONKEY 2DAY. Plz 4give me...hurhurhur....
xxITZ AMAZING HOW A SMILE CAN LIGHTEN ME UPxx
Thursday, April 08, 2004
OOOOOHHHHH YEEEEAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!
we won! we won bebeh!!!! Champs of da skul of EEE 7-a-side soccer comp!!!! hohoho...i'm so blardy hapi we won! won 2-0 in da finalz juz now & my teammate did a 'hand of god' to score 1 of da goalz. hahaha....itz so nice 2 bring a trophy home & my parenz were like surprised. u no me, i dun get a lot of achievementz so diz iz nice....hurhurhur....
anywayz, a fight broke out between da 2 teams who were playing at da opposite field...damn, dat iz wat i kol a fight... diz kid was stamped on & da other of his teammates had a free of all with da opponentz....lasted around 5 minitz & it was quite chaotic 2 disperse da anger....those pple tried 2 punch each other & it took da entire organizing committee 2 settle da problem. we, juz continued wif our game.
shoutout 2 my teammates, KORANG KLASIK AH!!!! diz dude Han, is like da complete player man. he can play any position & he's a tough competitor. he scored both goals for da finalz juz now & not 4gettin 2 mention da defence. safe 2 say, we conceded like 1 goal in da entire tournament. shoutout 2 Rashid & Jeffrey 4 dat! klasikal shoutout to arbind playa, gene footballer, nasser aimar, faisal S, suhairi keeper & samuel! itz great playin wif u guys. join again nex year ah!
ok dokie derrier, i'm out! gonna sleep!!!
xxYIPPEEE DOODLE DOOxx
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
wowee....da driving lesson juz now felt like FOREVER 2 end....cos i did vertical parking lotsa times & i needed like 6 tries den i executed da damn parking perfectly. wat a slow learner....aiyah, i'm a very slow learner but i'm willing 2 learn. da instructor was such a jackass juz now. i tink he has a deprived childhood or sumthin. neva da type 2 smile, talk or wateva. onli scoldz, gif a grunt & has diz 'ur-so-stoopid' look....argh, damn u lah....he did sumthin juz now dat made me feel like punching him in da face. as i was in da car 2 do da stoopid parking crap, he suddenly went out of da car looking so snobbish & juz stood beside da car. all da while i'm in da car thinking how rude can diz person get. c'mon, if ur frustrated or sumthin, can't u juz bloody tell my mistake nicely without having 2 hurt da personz feelingz? damn, he made me feel so useless...crap lah. however, in da end, i got 3 stamps from him & i'm 4 lessons away from da bloody TP.
but i tink, having a fierce instructor does help in a way. cos i'm constantly trying 2 prove him wrong dat i'm not some crap kid who doesn't know how 2 drive or wateva...his huge ego juz makes me get better ya no wat i mean?
so 2dayz floorball training was cancelled due 2 da soccer tournament in skul. S R Nathan came down ya no. itz part of da Presidentz Soccer Challenge or sumthin....so i hope SP winz. & yeah, semi finalz r 2molo & i'm so psyched up! c'mon guyz, we can do it!!!
hmm....i feel kinda down 2day due 2 da scoldingz by da stoopid instructor. nothing 2 look 4ward too 4 da rest of da day. juz waiting 2 hear da voice of diz sum1 who can make me perk up in an instant. i look 4ward 2 conversations wif her evriday or if not, my day wouldn't b complete. shez da last person i talk 2 b4 goin 2 sleep, shez da onli 1 i think about & most of all, shez evriting 2 me.
xxI CAN B SUCH A LOVEFOOL....OH, DATZ JUZ MExx
i decided 2 delete yesterdayz blog entry. afta sumtime, i think i'm juz being stoopid 4 letting my frustration get da best of me. i take EVRI SINGLE WERD back yesterday. evritingz fine wif me. sum1 helped though. i can be so blardy insecure & confuse in a split second. but anyways, moving on....
heard dat most of da lemau krew have got their bike licences. Rawk On bebehz!!! peh klasik, bleh ronda ronda singapura, jaipong & anywhere else....klasik klasik. i've got 6 lessons left den da TP. hope dat i'll get da licence b4 yr 3 of poly life. i reali wanna drive diz HARI RAYA!!!! plz!!!! hahaha....
ah yeah, 4 those peepz who wanna no who Rufi is, he's a guy, in da meantime has short hair dat look likes a gerl from afar, retro kid, klasikal hair wen itz long, ma bizniz partner & lastly a nice guy. so 2 those who haf been tagging my tagboard asking bout Rufi, i hope i've enlightened u.
oh yeah, my team won 1-0 in 2dayz soccer comp. now in da semis & da big dayz on thursday. hope 2 make it 2 finals so at least we'll end up in 2nd place if (god forbid) we r fated 2 lose or sumtin. but hopes r high in da team. like my teammate alwiz sayz 'Mesti bleh nyer! mau brani!'....guess who....hahahha.....
oklah, datz all i haf 2 say. i can't wait 2 get over diz stoopid driving lessons. i loathe it. arrrggghhhh....haf lesson 2molo at 2.45pm....hope evritingz ok. ciao.....sleep tyte readerz.
xx18 POINTS TO PASS TPxx
Monday, April 05, 2004
MUSE- TIME IS RUNNING OUT
I think I'm drowning
asphyxiating
I wanna break the spell
that you've created
you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
you will be
the death of me
yeah, you will be
the death of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
but I'm restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted
now that you know I'm trapped
sense of elation
you'll never dream of breaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this
you will suck the life out of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this
Friday, April 02, 2004
wowee....i've got 9 lessonz left 4 ma drivin den itz da blardy TP test. guess wat, da instructor gave me a mock drivin test on da road & i accumulated more den 40points. AHAHAHAHAA!!!! my god, i'm a very bad driver. tak cek blindspot 1 hal, bawak terlalu laju satu hal, brake laz minit etc etc. hahahaha...nvm.....i hope i'll do swee swee for da TP. mebi drive frenz all over s'pore & spare dem da agonising public transport time taken 2 travel here & there. ma parenz r gonna b da most happiest pple in da werld i tink. hmm, being da onli kid does haf itz advantages huh. me basking in all da love of ma parenz. hahaha... make sure die die muz haf dat licence. at least i haf sumthin 2 b proud of.
& so, diz wik has been a rollercoaster. kinda bizi. had a floorball match at ITE tampines & unfortunately my skul lost 3-0 but da gerlz team thrashed dem 8-2. hahaha...da journey was ssooooooo far dat i slept during da whole agonising journey. reached home in time to watch da laz 10minitz of da s'pore-japan game dat day. aiyah, s'pore losing 2-1 is sumthin 2 b proud of ok. dun slur da s'pore team aight. kudos 2 dem. oh yeah, i found 2 dollars in da bus at Tampines. hahahaaha....as itz not mine, bought 25 centz mcdonaldz ice cream for da boiz den da rest donate it 2 some blind saxophone player. dat uncle played some blardy good sax man....
& on a personal note, TOMBER AMOUREUX DE ELLE.....
xxFINALLY FINALLYxx
Thursday, April 01, 2004
oh man....got some bad news yesterday. rufi called me up & said his fren juz passed away late aftanoon yesterday. i can't quite remember who da guy was altho he was from kranji sec too. had an accident wif a bus while riding his bike. man, dat was some upsetting news....kinda unfortunate 4 a young guy who has da whole future ahead of him & end his lifez story like diz. mungkin inilah yg sudah tercatat dalam buku hidupnya oleh yg Maha Kuasa dan kite harus menerimanya. itz so sad. juz sumtimes wish motorist especially da young 1'z not 2 ride their bikes or drive their cars too fast. ya no kan, budak-budak muda like 2 live life in da fast lane ryte. darah mudakan....da adrenaline rush....
wateva it is, hope DA ONE lays peace on his soul.
xxREALITY CHECK 101xx
