Monday, May 31, 2004
GADIS YANG KU SAYANG
MESKI KU CUBA MELUPAKANMU
BILA KAU DATANG TERBAYANG LAGI
MUNGKIN AKU TAK DAPAT MELUPAKANMU
WALAU SAMPAI DI AKHIR MASA
SETIAP HARI SLALU KEDATANGANMU
SAMBIL TERSENYUM DAN BERKHAYAL DUDUK SENDIRI
SUNGGUH GEMBIRA BILA KAU TEPATI JANJIMU
JANJIMU...KASIH...
( DE HANDS'....circa 1974 )
I listened 2 my dadz old skul vinyl rekodz & diz song is so beautiful. da cover of their rekod iz so klasikal. 4 guyz wif kool hair, retro shades, ultra klasik brown shirts & not 4getting those bell bottomz. itz true wat he said, songz from yesteryearz r da 1's dat are 'evergreen'. till 2day, he listenz 2 diz song almost evri day & i gotta agree, itz not as if ur gonna get bored easily wif it. tak jelak ah katakan. kinda klasikal of my dad 2 kip his vinyl rekodz since his teenage years. so yup, i'm gonna enjoi diz song till i get old & paz it on. such a klasikal love song. & nope, i'm not in love. not anymore...not anymore...
xxVINYL REKODZ R KLASIK!xx
dammit...da floorball camp is cancelled...due to 'politics' between da skul & our club. stoopid crap. kesian da gerlz, organised evriting to evry single detail & now all gone 2 waste. wasted money on da prizes & other stuff i guess. nvm, make sure dey'll get their claim. again, diz is such sucky news. itz not actuali bout me wanting 2 cabot from ITP in da 1st place, i reali wanted 2 help out. seriously. hope da skul changes their mind & hope da kem does still go on. takes a miracle 2 happen though. & now starts da blaming game...dun blame dun blame.
xxBRITER MEREPEK JAM 6xx
wazzup wazzup!!! i'm at home ryte now! juz came back from da doc & got 2 dayz MC bebeh! knowing wednesday is a holiday, diz meanz i'm onli coming back 2 werk on thursday! woohoo!!! so klasikal. but seriously, i am sick ok. coughing till da phlegm was blardy yellow, fil like vomiting all of a sudden & running nose like free flowing tap water. onli haf 2 medicationz 2 take which i no i WON'T finish. hurhurhur...
well, yesterdayz reunion wif ma former sec skul kidz was a blast! no1 reali changed dat much & dey all said i was da onli wif da MAJOR change. onli 12 peepz turned up out of da supposedly 20. as usual, ramai yang bubble. ate at siam kitchen at my frenly neighbourhood shopping mall of Lot 1 & i'm not reali into thai cooking. but da food was nice nonetheless. da bill which came in da end was FAT! hahaha!!! luckily i brought extra moolah(money) or else kena pinjam. hurhur...1 of da peepz, ruzita, is gettin married on new yearz day of 2005. so kool ryte. shez currently engaged & it reali shows shez a very happi gerl. plus, her uncle is 1 of da memberz from local band, Bushmen, & she mentioned da grup will b performing on her wedding nyte! so klasik! afta eating, da whole gang sat outside mcdonaldz from 4pm till 7...had lotz of lafz tinking bout kranji dayz. how dey reminded me how i was once so 'anti-gerlz'. i used 2 dislike dem wen i was in sec 1 & 2. i said diz gerl mulut becok lah, mulut murai blah blah blah...my god, was i like dat? hahaha...i can't remember though. den reminiscing bout all da weird teachers dat taught us along da way. itz a very nice day overall hanging out wif dem. da nex thang da gerlz r planning is 2 organise a chalet where 1 of ma fren can get a diskaun from any NTUC chalet. ah, datz an exciting prospect. muz do it b4 ruzita getz married. hahaha...can't wait 2 c her stroll a pram. so hapi 4 her. wat a reality check eh. U R ACTUALI GROWING UP. my future seemz VERY uncertain. dat i can konfirm. hurhurhur...
oh yeah, ma floorball member sent me 3 songz yesterday via MSN dat u would neva ever imagine i'll b associated wif. how bout britney spears 'Sometimes' & 'Everytime' plus jessica simpsonz 'I wana love u 4eva' sound 2 u? AHAHAHAHA!!!! my god, now in between punk rawk, emo, hardcore & alternative musik, diz singerz r in my playlist. very unusual kan. but i hafta admit, i kinda dig 'sometimes'...hahaha!!! alah, evri1 muz haf their own guilty pleasures ryte. admit it admit it!
well, i can't wait 4 da floorball kem 2 take place. so excited so excited! hahaha...i'm juz nutz...
xxI PUSH MY FINGERZ INTO MY EYESxx
Sunday, May 30, 2004
wow! i had such a jam packed schedule yesterday. afta werk, went 2 JP 2 help out da floorball gerlz wif buying stuff for da floorball camp. den hung out at 1 of da crib & & & i went 2 masjid 2 listen 2 syarahan...ooookkkkaaaaayyyy.....datz so not me ryte...hahaha...alah, aniting 2 make my ibu hapi. since da topic 4 da preaching was teen related, i was ok wif it. if i didn't go, i swear she'll say 'Oh, kluar dengan kawan boleh, kluar ngan ibu punye liat...' hahaha...datz my ibu...
yesterdayz topic was 'Kebebasan remaja...Di manakah sempadannya'...as usual, it touches da topic of kidz nowadays so daring 2 do 'stuff' dat will eventually lead 2 unwanted pregnancies etc etc. da ustadz was from malaysia & itz true wat he said. da malayz makes up da majority of da whole percentage. kinda ashamed huh. kes pembunuhan, membuang bayi, kes rogol, kebanyakannya perbuatan dari orang melayu kita juga. his homourous side stood out wen he said da werld was turning upside down on how kidz can rape their own mother, grandfathers rape their grandchildren & kidz doin it wif kambingz. hahahah!!! 'Ah, kalau kambing dah kena rogol, lembu lembu pun lari ketakutan. Lagi 1 kes sahaja yg belum terjadi, cucu rogol nenek.' AHAHAHAHA!!!! datz kinda true eh. blum dengar pun kat paperz. he also pointed out how parenz nowadayz name their kidz asal bleh je. from experience, he mentioned diz dad from pulau pinang named his daughter Indiana Diana Kontena. apa nak jadi ngan dunia ni!!!! hahaahah!!! overall, itz an enlightening preach. even wen itz meanz i was havin a fever & being so blardy kold, i had a nice time.
upon reaching home, popped panadolz den slept my ass off. wakin up perspiring. panadolz does werk bebeh! yeehhaaa!!! well, gotta go! haf a reunion lunch wif ma sec 5 kidz at 2pm to attend. so excited 2 c dem. aight, take care homies & senioritas!
xxTANX 4 DA FAVOUR DIY! OWE YA ONE.xx
Friday, May 28, 2004
had a klasik day wif da Lemau krew 2day. laughing & checking out some sek-ass minahz at town. AHAHAHA!!! those minahz reali know how 2 dress up scantily huh. 1 wore a nighty at taka juz now & another was wearing ALL white! & da white was like transparent. hmm, so dat leaves it 2 guys imagination. hahaahaha!!! 1 of my fren dah tengah 'semi' & kupang pun dah nak dikopek. AHAHAHAHA!!!! Lemau krew lingo for u there. plus dey showed me diz faggot werking at Tangs. damn, he looks like a woman seh....a real woman can lose 2 'him' i tink. it was raining heavily juz now & we ran from building 2 building juz 2 get 2 far east.
at ma fevret tee shop at far east, da assistant told me Macbeth shoes will be out nex month! wohoo!! but da price klasik beb. $130++...wow, diz r da shoez Finch, Blink 182, Bane, Alkaline Trio, Boxcar Racer are sponsored wif. wah lan eh....da shoes r nice 2 me but da price lagik nice. i blew my money again on a tee juz now. juz fell in love wif da faded prints which resembles an old skul look kinda tee. i juz love those types. $29 gone juz like dat. i promise myself not 2 buy anymore stuff wen i get da attachment money. hafta spare $110 for henfon bill diz month. alah, mebi 1 more tee perhapz? hehehehe....takde baju lar!!! hahaahah...i so sound like my ibu. evriday she'll complain da same thing or 'takder selendang lagik lar'....padahal padahal...hehehe. i love my ibu...my dad too of coz.
at topman juz now, da kidz noticed diz yellow 'burger belly' tee. it fitz so nicely for Rid, character wise. hahaha...we kol him burger as a nickname for his belly. da tee was like made 4 him & i thought it was like godsent for him. hahaha...well, topman still doesn't haf an ALL OUT discount yet. so mebi later i cek tingz out ah. dun reali wanna buy tees from there cos itz like so widespread oreadi. trying 2 b different wen me & rufi gonna start our own tee designs. afta ITP of coz.
so, diz sunday there will b a mini reunion for da sec 5 kidz. so looking 4ward 2 it. even though itz held at Lot 1, i'm juz hapi 2 c da kidz. Raihan reserved seats at Siam Kitchen & i'm sure we'll haf a good time reminiscing bout da time we had in sec skul. confirm lepak. itz funi how da gerlz would b so supporting bout gathering events while da guyz ALWIZ tend 2 b so lazy 2 hang out like diz. aiyoh, itz onli me psyching up bout diz thing. cos i tink sec skul frenz may b da 1'z dat u can hold on to till forever. not all but i mean SOME.
so yup, i tink datz all 4 2day. nitey nitey 2 u owls. love urself & dun ever say u dun haf enuf clothes. hurhurhur...
xxTEES TEES & MORE TEESxx
Thursday, May 27, 2004
ibuz out to blaja, dadz werking till late...i'm at home all alone & da better reason to.....TURN UP DA VOLUMES BEBEH!!! JRENG JRENG JRENG!!! long time since i played da gitar wif da amplifier tuned to maximum. hahahaha!!! so long as da police dun come knocking sudahlah...rawk on rawk on!
xxPLAYING 'LAST NITE I SAID GOODBYE' BY FORCE VOMIT!xx
wahey!!! werk was a breeze 2day. did da whole job wif mat tekno da whole day. install PVC pipings 2 da existing ceiling wires. easy job 2 say da least. my foreman, windi was down wif fever juz now so he asked me 2 buy some panadolz for him. for all my blur-ness, i didn't no which panadol 2 buy 2 treat fever. da red one or blue? hahaha...had 2 ask da shop auntie for confirmation. selengenye...
oh yeah oh yeah!!! i passed my exam y'all! evriting single blardy subjek including MATHS!! i dun freakin care if i get a D for maths wen da grades r gonna b out 2molo. couldn't sleep da day b4 & had dreamz of doin supp paper. now itz such a breather 2 no i've managed another year in poly life. well well well, year 3 is coming & itz gonna b da final year b4 NS!!! arrrgggghhh!!! how time flies so fast. it was like juz yesterday i was in primary 1. confirm year 3 is gonna b jam packed wif projex, more useless stuff 2 study but most of all dat i look 4ward too is.....DAH TAKDER MATHS LAGIK!!!!! YYYIIIPPPPEEEE!!!! so hapi bout diz. i'm takin da specialization course of electrical transportation. so i look 4ward 2 learn sumthin useful. i so wanna werk wif MRT & datz y i chose diz particular specialization. lookin at how father werkz in da MRT industry, i kinda wanna follow in his footstepz. c'mon, 3 days off in a week is so kool dun ya tink? i dun wanna werk in an office & sit in a cubicle all day in front of a PC till da day i get my CPF returns...
ya no, ma ibu said i lost weight & shez damn ryte. lost 3 friggin kilos. huahuahua....dunno whether 2 b sad or hapi. hahaha...boohoo...aiyah, i slog evriday at werk so i kinda expeck 2 shed some fats...oh yeah, i tink i haf a beer belly like tummy. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i swear i dun drink ok!!!! hahahaaha!!!! sumpah sumpah!!! hahaha...kena werkout lah. or izzit diz called baby-fat? hehehe...hey, i got 2nd place in a baby contest back in 1986 at radin mas community centre FYI. hahaha..useless info kan. i was so blardy semangat wen i was a baby. imagine havin 4, yes four layers of fat for da whole arm/hand area. plus i was tembam nak mampos. berat nak digendong pun lagik 1 hal. hahaha...so mebi dat baby fat terbawak-bawak sampai skarang tak? hurhurhur...but nvm, i'm hapi da way i am. juz dreading 2 get botak wen goin 2 NS. tak klasik beb. konfirm muka macam toyol jadi-jadian.
k lar, enuf of useless info. hahaha...remember, wen u haf kidz, juz send dem 2 baby contest kat community centres aight! hahaha...konfirm get hamper full of nappies, baby milk & of coz, a trofi for keepz sake. minez still in my room. altho itz rusty, i still smile considering how weird of my ibu 2 put me thru dat contest. hahaaha...so take care 2 whoevaz reading diz. wish u happiness alwiz! *smilez*
xxLAUGHABLE BABY DAYZxx
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
ooookkkkkaaaaayyyyy....my frenz gerl sumhow ended up at my blog. wat a nice surprise. hahaha...itz so funi how small da werld is. 2 tink of it, i dun even no my frenz gerlz name in da 1st place. hahaha...i do now! i do now! selengenye aku ni...haniza eh rupanyer...hohoho...k ah, if ur reading diz gerl, i'm still dumbstruck...hiakz hiakz hiakz...(btw, dengar dengar both of u tak jumpa eh kedai yg jual baju Atticus kat Far East?) hahaha....lepaklah...hehehe...take care fa shizzle!
xxALL 2GETHER NOW! ITZ A SMALL WERLD AFTA ALL...LALALAxx
wokay. da floorball camp thang has been approved & i'm so psyched oreadi. itz on da 17-19 June & i'll get da chance 2 cabot from ITP. huahuahua...gonna b da grup leader or sumthin like diyanah said. i still haf no idea wat dat means. all i no iz dat during makan time, ondeh ondeh muz b there. mengamuk beb kalau takder kuih...hehehe...i'm such a brat. made dem buy me dat kuih for da chalet laz 3 wikz ago. so k lah, i'm so blardy bored actuali. can't sleep & juz stopped by 2 say diz. can't sleep due 2 thinkin of exam results, thoughtz of she, thoughtz of me...da list goes on for da ever insecure me.
xxI SO ENVY HAPPY PEOPLExx
go on & make me sad. go on & make me feel empty. datz wat u enjoi doin 2 me ryte. i'm still a nobody in ur life. i dun matter 2 u. datz a fact. i'm juz another face in ur life. nothing more nothing less. so, khairi, u r AGAIN, a dumbass.
xxI'M SO BLARDY STOOPIDxx
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
da 1st half of da day at werk felt like an eternity 2 end. afta lunch, da time seemed 2 fly by so fast. i juz love da 2nd half of da day compared 2 da 1st. i was sweating buckets juz now considering i had 2 carry 20-step ladders from da 4th storey to da 2nd, screw bolts & nuts at a certain scary height 4 me blah blah blah...labour werk beb. naik risau ibu aku tengok aku camni. she said i lost weight. eh? i dun reali c any difference. i still feel fat as alwiz. juz now, i missed a step while carrying diz huge ass ladder & slipped. damn, luckily i was at da last step of da staircase. so i wobbled a bit. but da ladder kinda slid off my hands & left a nice scar. if i fell from da top, i tink i'll b so blardy injured. ooooohhhh....
yup! da exam results r gonna be out 2molo!!! 8.30am to b exact. i can bet wif u guys dat da kidz in skul will b ringing each other up 2 ask each otherz performances. damn, i'm so blardy scared of having 2 take 2 or mebi 3 supp paperz. wateva it iz, itz gonna b another sleepless nite AGAIN. den go 2 werk 2molo wif panda eyes...wen lunchtime approaches, da guys will DEFINITELY eat nasi fried sambal from diz small malay stall. da makcikz there know us all 2 well oreadi. dey no we'll DEFINITELY come at 8am & 12pm. 8am wen we buy kuihz b4 goin 2 werk & 12pm for our lunch. makcik sana gerek gerek. sanggup layan karenah lepak kiteorang. cos we alwiz 'speaking' wif dem. nasi sambal goreng jadik nasi fried sambal, jemput jemput jadik welcome welcome blah blah blah. for their age, dey still haf good humour. dey said 'Nasib baik cik takder anak dara, kalau tak, cik dah lama rekomen dia kat korang'....hahaahaha!!! 1 makcik said my hair was nice. hurhur...'Camner kau buat rambut kau gitu ah?'..."Takdelar cik, saya serabaikan ngan tuala mandi terus kluar rumah. Natural lah katakan"...hehehehe....gonna miss those makcikz afta da ITP.
afta lunch, da 4 of us, mat kotaiz, will sleep at diz void deck wif benches for da senior citizenz. hahahaha, even da nyonyas & apekz there gave us weird stares on y we're there in da 1st place. we'll sleep for half an hour den drag ourselves back 2 da construction site. dat half an hour is so precious & we'll b so dead asleep. my fren, mus, has got 2 b da best sleeper. he'll sleep wif his mouth open, eyes partially closed & sumtimes therez an occasional fart. hahahaha!!! trademark beb. da bez part is dat we guys will whack him wif our towels 2 wake him up. not da sayang-sayang kinda whack. itz like damn AMIK KAU whack! baru dia bangun. he has diz rekod of sleepin for 27 hours. itz true! itz true! & evri single day i haf 2 wake up kol him. & evriday i'll haf a small chat wif his mum & i'll hear her brag bout her sonz difficulty 2 wake up. itz ok, his mum is nice. talk 2 her like a fren. hurhurhur.
ok lah jinggaroz jenggaroz smua. slamat malam ya. selamat tidur dan jangan wobble sua.
xxDREAM...DREAM DREAM DREAM WEN I WANT Uxx
Monday, May 24, 2004
unanswered calls, messages not replied, bored voice on da fon....am i bound 2 b in diz kind of relationship? diz sux damn bad. guess wat, i can play her game too. i'm gonna switch off da henfon 24/7 from 2day for da nex 3 dayz or so. bet she wouldn't even worry an ounce wen she can't get me. whoeva wanz 2 get hold of me, itz either on MSN or my home fon. itz better 2 b alone i guess in da end...does she care? noooo....of coz not....
xxI'M JUZ LOSTxx
Sunday, May 23, 2004
wat a boring wikend it has been. funnily enuf, i ended goin out wif my sec skul klasmate 2 jalan-jalan 2day. itz so nice 2 go out wif ur sec skul fren afta a long time of not seeing each other. she was bored 2 death at home & so was i, so kluarlah...she has got 2 b da shopping devil 4 she insisted i buy a lot of stuff. bought a tee & a shirt in da end. da shirt was onli $5 ok...& it lookz EXACTLY da same like da shirt sold at Topman. saw Kajol da bollywood actress at da Hyatt hotel juz now. amidst da screaming teens, makcikz & some Mats, da security personnel had a hard time keeping da peace. Kajol was pretty in person btw. was hoping 2 c Sanjay Dutt but aiyah, waste time lah tengok dorang. hurhurhur...
met handy, da lost indo kid at Lucky Plaza juz now too. so nice 2 c him & yup, he still wobbles as usual. hahaha...he den joined us 2 go 2 Bugis. oh yeah, saw a faggot at Topshop Bugis! a very ALL OUT one! u can c his facial hair, his legs were long & shaven & he wore diz ultra short skirt dat if da wind blows a wee bit, i'm sure his 'package' could b seen. he got all da stares as he entered da shop. all of us laughed as he walked away. so wobbly....damn, dat guy doesn't even come close 2 being a woman. talk about identity crisis.
hmm, yesterday has got 2 b da most depressing conversation i had wif da ma'am. not onli once did she said sumthin dat hurt me, but 3 times. i swear my mind was all over da place. in all da time we spent talking till da wee hours of da mawnin, i can conclude shez telling me 'No tanx 4 evriting'... 4 a fact now, i know she doesn't love me. so saying yes 2 me was all a fluke ryte. da part she told me 'dun love sum1 too much or else ur da 1 in da end who'll get hurt' juz blew me away. dat was da part i wondered iz diz da same swit gerl dat i once knew? she said do evriting in moderation. so all da love, care, concern i showered her goes down da drain? oh well, i shouldn't do all dat in moderation or wateva anymore, i'll juz stop evriting. crap lah, all diz happened cos she can't get over da bad memories she had wif her ex. & now shez bringing all diz bad karma into our relationship. telling me shez not capable of returning my kindness blah blah blah. she nidz all da time in da werld, i gave it 2 her. 2 get over it & stuff. but it simz shez not moving on. datz da part which i can't stand. do sumthin bout it lah. how long can she stay diz way & hurt sum1 who sincerely loves her. am i forsaken 2 b like diz? is diz a test? i seriously dunno. called her a moment ago & she sounded she couldn't care less. so much for even thinking of calling her. wen i dun kol, she complains i dun care, wen i call, shez da 1 who doesn't seem 2 care. so wat does she want??? i'll bet she says 'alah, aper dia ni nak...' wen my name appearz on her phone. i'm so confused ryte now. now i'm contemplating whether all diz iz worth it or not. y should i even love sum1 who doesn't gif a crap on how i feel & onli knows how 2 say all da hurtful stuff wenever she likes. if ur in my shoes, u'll b dumbfounded 2 da core. mebi it was MY fault for asking her 2 b mine, mebi it was MY fault y shez feeling paranoid about our relationship, mebi it was MY fault for even knowing her in da 1st place. mebi mebi mebi....so wateva happens, happenz. i won't beg 4 love. i juz want 2 earn it. so if itz not enuf for her & she doesn't see da sincerity i haf 2wards her, tough...y is diz happening 2 me? diz sux so bad. i juz wan both of us 2 b hapi. datz 2 much 2 ask huh. & yup, i wun haf a gud nitez rest 2day. thinking bout diz juz makes me restless & ponder, ponder, ponder, ponder on where it all went wrong....
xxIT AIN'T EASY IT AIN'T EASYxx
please god....dun make me weak. takes so little 2 make me sad. so much 2 make me hapi....
xxWAT IS DIZ WAT IS DIZxx
Saturday, May 22, 2004
da day at werk seemed so short 2day. considering i ciao-ed romano at 11.45am. but 4 da 1st time, i had 2 werk outdoors 2day to do piping workz for lightning absorption or sumthin. u haf 2 attach copper plates in pipes in order 2 absorb lightining shock in case of bad weather. i reali do learn sumthin now. hurhur...but da bez part was it rained for a good half hour. so me & windi sat down at da shelter from 11am-11.30am...den it was makan time oreadi for da werkers while i can go back. bid farewell 2 windi den made ma journey back home wif mat tekno & diz fellow chinese kid.
sumhow, diz dayz i sort of can predict or so called haf a 'feeling' on watz gonna happen. itz kinda complex 2 explain. like diz mawnin, i had a feeling i'm gonna bump into rufi & sure enuf, he was in da same train as me. den i felt dat da ma'am was gonna cancel our meeting 2day & sure enuf it happened. she had 2 accompany her saudara sumwhere. many more thingz but i ain't gonna list evri single 1 of em. i tink many of u can relate 2 wat i'm sayin. how does diz happen anyways? i'm kinda transfixed into thinking bout da whole logic. i juz hope i dun get any BAD feelings. datz wat i'm scared about. hmm....i dun wanna no.
i had such a nice time yesterday wif da ma'am. itz so nice 2 juz sit down & pple watch while eating chocolates. she reali made my day afta a tiring day at werk. juz seeing her makes da whole weariness i felt go away. i haf 2 tell u, itz her smile! itz her smile! datz wat makes it all ok! hahahaha....ok, i can go all smitten wen i start bout my ma'am. hehehe...she is DAT special.
diz dayz, train rides in da mawnin 2 werk wif mat tekno has been funi. he letz me listen 2 his song selections & i tell u, tekno songs r kinda addictive. hahahaha....but but but, i'm not gonna dwell 2 deep into diz kinda music.! i listen 2 it juz 2 humour myself. & he'll b like bobbing his head nak step groove 2 da beat. & funi thing is, if there's a minah within a close range in da MRT, he'll capture her attention instantly! plus da gerl would smile at him. wow, some guys do haf da luck huh. but i dun get jealous considering da gerlz r MINAHZ!!!! eeee....but but but, itz hilarious how mats & minahs haf diz so called 'connection' 2wards each other. da kind of music dey listen 2, da dress code dey strictly adhere to. for gerls, tight black or white pants, for guys, tight as hell tapered jeans wif super gelled-up aerodynamic hair wif perfect settingz & all. gasak dorang lah. gotta respek their dress sense jugak kan...even though it WOBBLES!!!!!!
hmm, i'm kinda hapi 2 b wat i am 2day. da way i turn out in da end. i'm such a nobody back in secondary skul. hell, even da ma'am didn't realise i exist in da same skul. i am still a nobody in da werld but at least i am SOMEBODY to sum1 & my circle of frens haf been expanding. dress sense wise, thank god i didn't fall 2 da 'mat' trap. sticking 2 levi's, simple sneakers & kool tees r my cuppa tea. & i love my hair! hahaha!!! ok, diz might sound weird 2 u. itz such a blardy mess wen i wake up in da mawnin but sumtimes i wish it'll stay dat way for da whole day. of coz lar wen i shower, it wun b da same again. da 'natural' look wun b there. i tink my fren, rufi has got da retro hairdo goin on. very klasikal. it suitz him damn well. ey mat, if ur readin diz, cheers mate! (step mana nyer cheers je)...heh heh heh...burnkan aku cat empire eh. hohoho...
ok dokie derrier, i'm outtie. toodles 2 u. toodles 2 da whole werld. take care.
xxSMILE, AN EVERLASTING SMILExx
Thursday, May 20, 2004
wazzup homosapiens....2day has got 2 b da slackest day at werk YET. me & mat tekno juz sat down & cut some styrofoam & filled it inside these small m-boards...m-boards r diz small plastic casingz where u insert wires 2 it. ah, u guyz wun no wat it means anyways. hurhurhur....did all those cuttingz all day while sitting & da ass tendz 2 get numb. time kinda flew away fast 2day. saved money 2day considering i brought along 2 leftover pizzas from 2 dayz ago. hehehe...bajet beb....
& & &....da ma'am was EXTRA SUPER KLASIK looking 2day!!! she had diz teacher-look goin on juz now. wun go into details of wat she wore though. heh heh heh....so lawa, anggun, manis all rolled into 1. i so dun deserve 2 b walking beside her. i'm such a mess & shez so pretty. sungguh cantik gadis ni....
i now can reali talk 2 da peepz at werk now. as in talk openly & joke around wif dem. 1 of da pple i like talking 2 is diz myanmar guy whose name is Windi. very nice guy. hez da 1 who told me 2 pretend 2 b bizi wen da boss is around & i could sleep wen da boss ain't there. so kool of him. i reali respect him 4 he has 6 children back in Burma & 2 of his daughters r attending universities there. some of his sons r werking in malaysia. wow, a person who werk as a construction werker in a foreign land could raise 6 children successfully is sumthin 2 b proud of 2 me. he reali werks hard & he mentions he sendz back $500 evri month back 2 his family. considering he earns like $650 per month, surviving on $150 of watz left is really tough. but he manages on home cooked food & not go out shopping or anitin. his wikendz r spent resting away & his life ryte now is werk werk & werk. wow, wat a huge responsibility he has 2 support his family. massive respek 2 him. da other foreign guys also share da same situation & it makes u realise how fortunate u r 2 b living comfortably in general.
so, bout skul matters, i hope da floorball camp thingy kicks off so i can cabot from ITP. it'll b so klasik if it happenz. i can finally mingle around a bit wif da peepz. i can now also talk openly wif da gerlz in da team instead of being shy like laz time. some of dem even r worth being frenz 2 joke around & share some problems. kool bunch of peepz.
ok, datz it from me 2day. gonna watch OC y'all!!! mischa barton is onli 18!!!???? damn, she looks so matured...hehehe...how come i still haf crushes over tv actresses even wen i'm reachin 20? i'm still growing huh...hurhurhur....ok dokie, peace out pple. so not looking 2 transform 2 mat kotai 2molo. till den, sleep tyte & gud nyte!
xxCOMMUNICATIONS MATTERxx
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
More pix from da get-go.
Nurulz bodyguardz wif low wages.
Me & da un-naked chef.
BBQ hungry kidz dat day.
Monday, May 17, 2004
Mua & Haqmal. Da pink juventus lover. hurhur...
Me wif da papercup nose.
Me, Helmi & Apit. we were faking a pose while haqmal took pix of some guys asscrackz in front of us. hahahaha...
Zam, Hug-mal, Nazrul & Helmi.
Nurul da biochemist, Surizah, Zalina da nurse & Emildah da career gerl.
Zal Muska!!! da chef of da day. evriting taste so nice wen hez behind da grill. itz kooked 2 perfection!
so yup, diz r some pix taken by zalina. it was such a nice gesture 2 invite me over. it was intended for da express batch of 2000. i'm in da normal academic stream back den so itz nice 2 hang around wif dem. altho it was onli 4 a short while, i had fun nonetheless. hope da guys do well in their NS while da gerlz r planning ahead 4 da future...skul? werk? marriage? hurhurhur...
Saturday, May 15, 2004
wowee...how i wish evriday was like 2day at werk. werked halfday till 12pm den ciao romano....but i had 2 go 2 skul 2 c some lecturer pertaining da final year projek...2 my dismay, he juz went back home & my fren who came down all da way from tampines was literally wasting his time. we had a laugh on how 'rajin' he was & how 'on' he was coming down 2 skul all da way...hahahaha....i arrived in skul damn early & i did some write-ups for my ITP logbook. such a bummer 2 do those crap....
anywayz, i went 2 my former sec skul frenz BBQ at east coast. so nice 2 c dem all especially da boiz considering dey're entering NS real soon. damn, time reali passes by fast huh...most r entering army but 1 or 2 r joining da polis force. gud luck 2 dem ah. my turnz nex year. argh, so no looking 4ward 2 it...i was there till 7pm for i was so tired dat i juz had 2 b home 2 relax. my body was aching so bad. if i had not werked for 2day, i'd haf stayed all da way....
& so, da ma'am sent me diz very nice sms 2 me diz aftanoon. dat totally made my day. she does tink of me huh. kool. hehehe....well, she woked up damn late 2day for shez damn tired wif her attachment. how i love teasing her saying dat itz not manis 4 a anak dara 2 wake up late...& we'll b debating all da way. hahahah....
so cheerio readers, haf a nice wikend. i'm gonna sleep away sunday for all i care. i'm dat flustered bebeh! so toodlez & nite nite!
xxYOU'RE MY DREAM COME TRUE...MY ONE & ONLY YOUx
Friday, May 14, 2004
da day at werk 2day was pretty slack...all i did was pass my foreman da brackets & rods...he did all da climbing of ladderz, tightening da screws, hammering etc etc...heh heh heh...during tea break, i had a nice chat wif da whole posse...kinda trying 2 blend wif da crowd...hurhurhur....da foreman i'm attached to, Muru, is 1 nice guy. he told me stories of his home back in India & bout his family etc etc. ya no, itz a pity how much dey earn for da whole day...how does $21 sound to u??? u'll go berserk 2 find ur pay 2 turn out like dat ryte. but i c dem werking happily & i'm kinda angry y da company r paying dem so little for dey r exposed 2 a kinda risky werking environment. dey climb diz tall ass ladderz, exposed 2 da harmful dust given off wen dey do drilling etc etc....i get scared wen i climb those ladderz 4 dey r VERY tall. i'm afraid of heightz so i'm like saying 'Bismillah' evri other time...hehehe....
& so, i was so looking 4ward 2 finish werk for i'm gonna c da ma'am in her baju kurung 2day. damn she looked SUPER DOPE KLASIK juz now...looked like sum laz desirable gerl on earth. in malay, wanita idaman terakhir...hurhurhur....hmm, shez turning out 2 b one fine lady i tell ya...ate at some kedai kopi at clementi & again, her problemz were getting da bez of her at da later part of da day. da journey back home was juz, u no, silent, mundane, tense....i did not make her upset or aniting but itz her paranoia ah....itz ok 2 b paranoid as itz normal but excessive paranoia ain't good....not wen it comes 2 da ma'am....how i wish she'll stop being paranoid & think dat itz juz a passing phase & evriting will b ok later. diz iz da side of her dat i can't reali understand but hey, i accept her 4 who she is. i've thought dat if there was a scale 2 rate how i'm faring being wif her, i tink i'll score a 1 out of 10... mebi i'm not making her hapi enuf, not making her laf enuf but hey, i care 4 her. mebi i'm juz dat bad in trying 2 make pple fil better. if onli there was a way 2 c da future, i'll definitely wanna c wat happenz between me & her. itz a tricky situation 2 b frank. but but but, i'm hoping 4 da bez & i onli wanna b wif her. hope she sees how sincere i am wif her. i reali hope so. hope i'm sum1 special in her life for she is in mine. VERY special. so special dat i haven't had a single day since sec skul not thinking bout her. even wen we didn't talk 4 some time laz year, i tink of her constantly. mebi it was my ego dat prevented me from calling her up & admitting dat i was sori 4 not contacting her...
well, i juz got off da fon wif her & she soundz much better & in turn i'm feeling happy. hearing her laf is such an indescribable feeling. god i'm so in love wif diz gerl...
xxYOU YOU & ONLY YOUxx
Thursday, May 13, 2004
Before
After
Wif da woman who carried me inside her for 9 whole months.
Wif daddy-o sporting da amitabh bachan goatee. he kolz himself ahmad belacan though.
so yup, got a new hairdo & gone is da 3 year old sideburnz. serious....hahahaha...
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
itz been a rough day 2day...for da time passed by so slowly it simz. it kinda dragged for i didn't do much considering all i did was climb up da ladder 2 help da foreman wif some measurements, pass him da drill, pass him da hammer, pass him da chisel, measuring tape etc etc...well, as i can simply put it, i'm a foreman assistant. while he did wateva he had 2 do, i'm juz there looking at wat hez doin. datz da part where i'll get super bored. wen i haf 2 do sumthin, lagik boring. hahaha...i reali sweat a lot & now i've been drinking 2 packets of Yeo's winter melon or lychee evriday for lunch. da thirst is like neverending. i dun mind me being hungry...i'm juz thirsty. hohoho....well well well, da kidz ate nasi sambal goreng bawah blok & we reali looked like some mat mat kotai pigging out our lunch. ended da day at 4.45pm & i went 2 c da ma'am....
oh yeah, i'm so sad for my ma'am....da tings shez goin thru ryte now juz pains me 2 c her suddenly looking all so gloomy. she got a kol later in da evening & straight away she knew sumthin was wrong. den da whole day ended up wif she & me being quiet & i didn't reali asked y....for i no she'll juz say itz nothing. but but but, i juz had 2 ask & yup, her gut feeling was ryte. i can't reali tell u people watz da problem. my god, make me sad but please dun make my ma'am sad....it kills me seeing her dat way. she smilez, i smile, shez sad, i'm sad. god please, i dun wan her 2 b all stressed up & sad. i'm trying da best of my ability 2 make her hapi but itz not dat simple in diz kinda situation. i juz wan her 2 b hapi. datz all.
For i ADORE, RESPECT & LOVE diz lovely soul whom i cheekily call my ma'am, cik kak, lady & milah. (da milah thing is juz sumthin i came out wif & she hates it wen i kol her dat). hurhurhur. her name is not milah btw.
so 2 u people out there, itz not up 2 u 2 make sum1 love u, itz up 2 da other person 2 realise ur worth & in da end, love u back. it takes time 2 gain dat special bond. patience is da key & datz wat i'm doin. gud nyte readers.
xxDO U HAF TO LET IT LINGER?xx
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
hey hey hey people...i juz came back from werk as a matter of fact...well well well, itz been onli 2 days of werk but it filz like i've been there 4eva...wanna no wat i werked as??? well, yellow helmet, black boots, dusty jeans & a white satay tee....yes yes yes, i'm a MAT KOTAI!!!! hahahaha!!! i werk at a construction site at bishan y'all...god, i totally expected i'm gonna werk at a site considering da company i'm attached 2 is an engineering company dealing wif wiring, cable trunking etc etc...damn, itz such a tiring job i tell u. fortunately, me & my fren got 2 werk in a classroom, so itz indoorz & itz not dat bad compared 2 outside...but da humidity can kill ya! i reali regretted reporting 2 werk yesterday dressed up like a smart ass. at last, kena letak kat construction site. i sweated like a pig! but i'm prepared 2day for i brought along ma water bottle, towel & my white satay tee. at least it ain't dat bad.
& so, da pple there has been nice 2 da newbies. dey bought us drinks & did talk 2 us. da banglas, burmese & thai pple there r a good bunch. da foreman i'm attached to is a very easy going guy. hez a thai guy named Windi. he did all da werk while i'm juz there literally looking at his evri move. datz da part whereby time kinda passes by so slowly. me & my fren alwiz doze off during da journey back home. for we don't reali werk as diz kinda environment b4 so itz all kool wif me. itz juz an experience but but but, i'm not gonna werk like diz wen i grow up. i now haf da uttermost respect 4 construction werkers for dey reali werk ya no...& yup, i tink diz mat kotai job is kinda good 4 me 2 lose some poundz & gain some 'badang' strength. hahaha...ryte ryte...
well, other frenz of mine had pretty funi accounts of their 1sat day at werk. da kid who werked at a japanese company had 2 sing da jap national anthem evri day, some had 2 do a 10 minit group exercise b4 starting werk but but but, da bez part, my homie, fadz, got his attachment at Marina Mandarin Hotel...so itz like a huge hoohaa for we thought he might be a bellboi or receptionist....skali....he sms-ed me in da aftanoon & said 'Keje aku lepak beb...Cuci toilet'....hahahahaha....my god, he had 2 clean toilets??? hahahahaha!!!! lepak maut...hez so 'binget' bout it. wow, 2 months in da toilet is reali u can b proud of 2 tell ur grandchildren eh...heh heh heh...nvm lar, confirm hez gonna bear wif his job...
da chalet during da wikend was a blast 2 me...had loadz of lafter & lack of sleep. my fren was totally wasted dat he actuali fell 2 da ground & ended up damaging his spex. & itz onli his 1st can of heineken. hahahaha....as drunk as he was, we juz stayed away from him for we don't want any unnecessary fights 2 occur. well, reached da spot at 6pm 2 find out da gerlz were happily watching teevee. hahaha...me & hafiz brought our gitars & we made up a tune where fais would juz sing wateva lines he wanna say during da song. my god, it was hilarious considering da werdz 'Hamas', 'Osama', 'Hitler' got a spot in da song. he can't sing for nutz btw. hahahaha....but itz all good, he made da guyz laughed so hard.
i didn't ate much during da bbq. i bedal-ed some of da sausages, crabmeat & onli 1 chicken wing...but hey, i got my long awaited ondeh-ondeh!!! so swit of da gerlz 2 search 4 da kuih juz for a brat. for i pestered dem almost evriday prior 2 da chalet 2 buy da kuih. i was jumping & i did jump wen i got da kuih. tanx eh! i was such a hapi monkey. da mawnin part was da most draining 4 da guys slept on da dusty floor whereby da gerlz slept comfortably upstairz wif AIR-CON...hahaha...& yup, some guys slept on da staircase, slept UNDER da staircase landing & 3 guys shared diz 1 slim mattress. & i onli got 2 sleep around 6am...woke up at 7am den bathed. wah lau eh, waited 4 da gerlz 2 wake up at 9am & da guys were like 'eh, mana lah dorang ni'...'anak anak dara masih tido ke...'...so yeah, checked out from da chalet den headed2 pasir ris where da peepz ate macdonalds breakfast. zahri & me juz sat there looking at dem eat for i, had 2 save money 2 buy ma ibu a present for mama day...heh heh heh....so yup, i had a great time at da chalet. hope more of diz get-alongz r organised. kool.
ok lar, itz a long entry huh. so i'm gonna stop here. gonna rest afta a hard dayz werk....ceh...aight, take care & wen u c some mat kotai, tink highly of dem k! heh heh heh....
xxCONSTRUCTION WERKERZ UNIONxx
Friday, May 07, 2004
aaaarrrrrgggggghhhhh!!!!!!! i juz wanna scream & shout lah!!!! even though da exams r over, i dun fil hapi bout it. considering my mind is alwiz tinking bout da blardy maths paper...evri1'z talking bout it & many tink dat dey would haf 2 resit 4 it again. dat includes me of course. blardy shit.
it doesn't help dat i'm losing my appetite 2 eat, lose sleep, lose juz bout evriting. i dun fil like talking 2 ma parenz wen at home, i dun fil like talking 2 ma frenz & yeah, juz bout evri1. cos i'm so angry wif myself for being TOO nice 2 pple dat in da end i'm left out in da dark. it doesn't help having 2 wake up & know there'll b no gud mawnin msgs from her or wateva, itz alwiz me whose doin dat. hell, i tink i care 2 much. well, i gotta change. mebi she doesn't like diz small acts of care huh? ok, i'll stop. mebi she wanz us 2 b da way we were not contacting each other for like 4 months back laz year. aiyah, i haf diz feeling in me she wanz us 2 b frenz all over again juz 4 da matter shez afraid 2 love sum1 again. well well well, khairi, u r such a jackass.
or am i juz being a baby over such a small thing? mebi yes mebi no....
xxNOT GONNA BEGxx
vous are à majeur....plaire acte pareil une....
XXmanière d'être de désordreXX
Thursday, May 06, 2004
my god.....i'm sooooooo down, frustrated, tired & pissed off ryte now. all da negative aspects in da world r like bombarding me. da day sux so bad. so nice of my ma'am not replying my msg in da mawnin & so nice 4 i juz had 2 c her at dover laughing away happily wif her guy fren while i was literally beside her. well, mebi she was too hapi 2 even notice me. funi it simz how she alwiz look at other pple wen shez wif me. but wif other pple, even i seem oblivious 2 her. so wateva lah eh....
i'm blardy pissed by some 'kids' in da floorball team dat made da whole tagboard in our skulz floorball blogspot look like a joke. ey budak budak, tak kelakar lah eh. from da very start, i set up da tagboard for constructive comments between our floorball memberz but diz kidz tot it might b fun 2 change it into a lepak koner. i warned dem once by writing in da tagboard 2 stop their nonsense but dey still continued. so, i deleted da tagboard off da blogspot. so if da kidz tink da blogspot is juz a stoopid idea, well, u kidz are equally stoopid lah! wat, ur IQ beatz Einstein izzit so i'll haf 2 listen 2 ur lame ass commentz. dun f**king criticise da floorball management here & there while all da while, u r doin NOTHING 2 improve da whole situation. reading da testimonialz on floorballz frenster accountz & some of da memberz own blog, it totally angers me on how unappreciative dey are 2wards da management. c'mon lah, da floorball president, Handy, is doin evriting in his power 2 establish diz new club. itz he who proposed da buying of boards, itz he who entered SP into da IVP, itz he who virtually started & did evriting & all of a sudden, diz bunch of 'stuck up' kidz come into da picture & try 2 blast any weaknesses in da management. da kidz blame blame blame & blame. so wat da hell? lantak korang lah...
so, diz past few dayz haf been taxing on me physically, mentally & emotionally. be it wif exams, be it wif ma'am, be it wif wateva. aaaaarrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhh........sometimes i feel like i'm da onli 1 in diz relationship dat reali wantz it 2 werk. itz amazing no matter how sick or tired i am, i'll accompany her wen she mentioned she'll b studying alone. no matter how sleepy i am at nite, i'll talk 2 her & instantly i'll b wide awake. no matter how pissed or tired i am on a certain day, i made sure she wouldn't b affected by me. but but but, wen shez feeling down, she sortz of dragz me down too by keeping quiet, suddenly becoming mean, saying thingz dat i dun wanna hear, not paying attention 2 wat i'm sayin, saying 'itz nothin lar', sayin 'i wanna b alone ryte now'....wwwoooowwww.....so in da end, whose da 1 feeling down too? yes, itz ME! like i said, i dun believe in spreading da negative karma 2 pple wen i'm feeling down. imagine, if ur partner suddenly getz all moody, doesn't wanna say aniting, how do u feel? my god, dat juz irritates me. as much as it sux havin 2 say diz, i tink she doesn't appreciate me for i believe she knows i haf a tendency 2 b very nice 2 her no matter wat. 4 wat itz worth ryte now, mebi i am da onli hand trying 2 clap. it takes 2 hands 2 clap so wherez da other 1?
xxTIME WILL TELLxx
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
aarrrrrggggghhhhh!!!!! da maths paper was a killa man....shit, dun tell me i haf 2 resit 4 da paper during my attachment. plz!!! i studied 4 it ok....i burned da midnite oil diz paz few days juz 4 maths ok. aiyah, majority of da kidz find it hard too ok....now therez 1 more paper 2 go & i'm like gonna haf superhuman powerz 2 finish evriting by 2molo. very da last minit.
well, i juz had 2 relieve some stress by goin 2 town wif hafiz botak. funi how i seek comfort in shopping. hahaha....my god, i'm like a gerl....well, i bought a tee dat my ma'am digged wen i saw her later in da day. hehehe...she said it was nice! hmm, afta eating at BK wif botak, i made da tiring journey bek home wen she called 2 ask me study wif her at woodlands library. well, as sick as i was 2day, down wif fever, i HAD 2 c her. hurhurhur. love sick? hahahaha....studied till da library closed & she was so hapi 2 mit her bez fren, emol, & we went bek 2gether along wif emol & her bf. my god, wen gerlz talk, itz like sarcasm at itz best & itz hilarious seeing dem talk.
well well well, afta parting ways wif emol & her bf, i had such a laugh wif ma'am as we walked da stritz of CCK all da way 2 phoenix LRT. itz nice spendin time wif her laughing & makin an ass out of myself. somehow, i'm slowly opening up 2 her in a way. as in i do talk a lot more now compared 2 last time, i make stoopid-er den stoopid jokes dat she sumhow lafz at. aiyah, i'm a clown 2 her 2 say da least. but hey, itz so simple, her smile & laughter is all i nid. she juz makes me feel good lar....i juz love walks wif her. like i said b4, itz da simplest thing in life dat makes me hapi.
hmm, i dun feel sick anymore now. i tink da stress build up dat made me sick. maths is 2 b blamed. but wateva it iz, itz so worth missing smallville 2day & not getting 2 c Lana Lang wen i haf my ma'am beside me. nothing beats dat. well, gd nyte siiiinnnngggaaaapppooooorrrraaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!
xxMERCI TOUT LE MONDExx
Monday, May 03, 2004
wazzup fellow homosapiens....i had a torrid weekend considering wat i did was sleep, study maths & den watched da stoopid programmes on teevee. met ma'am yesterday afta like 1 wik of not meeting up & itz nice 2 c her again. went studying & sumhow i could understand da math topics...hmm, izzit bcos shez my motivation??? hahaha...entahlah...
my ibu went to KL wif her gerlfrenz on friday nite & came back late laz nite. it juz showz 2 u dat makcik makcikz still can hooray hooray ya no. she went wif her other 2 frenz 2 sightsee KL. hahaha...nvm, my mum nidz dat holiday considering da stress me & my dad put her thru evriday. she nidz sumtime alone wif her krew. so blardy dissapointed dat da shop in KL which sells da Iraq bag dat i wanted so dearly still was closed. damn, datz da 6th time any member of my familia has gone there 2 find it closed. wazzup wif da owner anywayz??? if onli i could smash da windows & grab it cos itz like so near yet so far ya no. can't expect 2 go down KL evri now & den 2 find it closed ryte. fed-up....
well well well, my mum brought back a surprise in da form of a CD. my japanese uncle, Kenji, whose livin in KL wif my makcik, did a demo containing 5 songz. hahaha...& & &, therez a launch 4 da demo! hahaha...my jap uncle can sing malay songz well but i didn't expect him 2 go all da way 2 a demo or sumthin. he singz Getaran Jiwa & some other songz my uncle ishak composed. wooo....quite impressive 4 a jap guy in a foreign land. diz uncle kenji o mine is 1 funi jap ya no. u can't lie 2 him in malay 4 he has picked up da language & knows evriting from A-Z. but but but, he kolz me airin. wat!!!??? airin??? watz wrong wif khairi??? aiyah, gasak dia lah. telo jepun per...& he cookz da illest ramen. ramen as in noodles. u guyz should no. itz a little known fact dat i haf familia around da world. france, japan & da states. of all, i'm closest 2 da japz. dey stayed wif me for 2 years way back wen i was based in bukit batok & yup, dey picked up da malay language too. da french, i 4got their names but my makcikz daughter is damn cute. wif her clear blue eyes, curly hair, fair complexion, i tink shez gonna grow up pretty well. hurhurhur....da states 1, r super kool. funi how dey used 2 like dragonball z wen dey were kidz. now, da oldest is my age, da 2nd one is 16 & da little gerl is 6. my mum told me dey're gonna come down sumwhere diz year so i'm excited 2 bring dem around singapore. 2 mustafa centre is a no-no....hahaha...
well, enuf of my familia....itz juz dat i'm kinda fortunate 2 haf a nice family tree. & & & i missed my late grandparentz. aiyoh, da thought of dem can bring me close 2 tears. well, i'm an emo kid. ahahahaha....c'mon, dun tell me guyz dun haf a softer side. datz such a lie. so, remember, wen shit happenz, who'll be there 4 u at da end of da day? itz ur family. so be happy u still haf em by ur side & dun take em 4 granted aight. so ponder bout it. be nice 2 em & god willing, u'll b such a happier person. no doubt bout it.
xxFAMILIA TIESxx
