Wednesday, June 30, 2004
3 days to go 2 freedom from ITP. da paz 2 wikz has been VERY tiring & i'm gettin aches from my back & neck. my new foreman, an apek by da name of Ah Chee is one helluva irritating pest. as i'm still new 2 doin lighting fittings, for sure lah i'll take more time den da other werkers 2 do da werk. 'Wah mat, lu buat keje camni 1 jam pun tak abis lah. Kalau lu keje macam ni ah, gua antar lu balik sudah...'
Wah, telinga peng beb dengar. i went down from my ladder, stood in front of him & said wif a so-called high voice, 'Lu ingat apa, gua baru blaja kan buat ni benda. lu lain kali cakap baik baik ah. yg lu nak bebual banyak banyak apa hal!'...from dat moment, da indian werker, Muges who was werking wif me, looked kinda shocked. hahaha....mana bleh gini beb, entah mentah aku kat keje low profile, jgn nak membebel or pijak kepala aku ah...alamak ni apek, mintak kena sumpah jadik katak lah...
well, i tink i haf adapted 2 da construction werkers lifestyle oreadi. i now bring food from home, learn all da foreign swear werds, sleep afta eating lunch & ordering kopi wen itz 3pm. da werkers were actuali surprised 2 c a s'pore kid bringing food from home & i actuali sit wif da whole gang & enjoi eating wif dem. usually, str8 afta eating, all of us would find a space for ourselves & sleep. hahaha...i haf a spot at da site. my 'bed' is a humble piece of cardboard...hahaha...kopi time is at 3pm & sum of us will drag our drinks till 3.45 so we'll haf an hour an a half 2 go b4 da whole day ends...talk about wanting 2 b employee of da month...hurhur...mat tekno has been da cigs supplier 2 da m'sian werkers. even our foreman over at da skul site, Ah Cheong ask him for cigs. hahaha...mebi cigs do bond guys huh...itz nice 2 no dat none of da indian werkerz smoke but da funi ting is, ALL of dem keep moustaches!! wah, iz diz kind of 'hero' thang for em? u no, in tamil movies, da hero alwiz has moustaches yang tebal nak mampos...i tink dey find their style in those actors ah.
other den werk, wat haf i been up to eh?...hmm, been listening to Plain White T's 'A Lonely September' like a gazillion times evriday tanx 2 emokid who sent it to me. itz so blardy emo & wif a few basic chords in da song, itz a klasik 2 me...been playing He's No Longer over & over tanx 2 retrokid for teaching me da song over da wikends at his house while doin da projekt. basically, i've been indulging in music diz wik.
went 2 penin wif daddy-o & ibu yesterday for da man of da house wanted 2 find new pair of shoes...at last ended up at da gitar shop at da basement & i fell in love wif diz Les Paul gitar...attached wif Gibson strings. da price tag was a klasikal $770...but 2 tink of it, if i buy it, itz not as if i'm gonna perform at gigs or aniting for i suck so bad at gitarz...hmm, i'm juz in love wif da design of da gitar. if onli theres money trees, i'll b plucking $770 worth of leaves from it. if onli eh. if onli....so i'll b content wif wat gitar i haf now.
ah yeah, guess wat pple, i haf O-Town's 'All Or Nothing' in my music playlist dalam comp! HAHAHAAHAH.......astaghfirullah hal azim....tak punk rawk langsung...tanx 2 some floorball kid who said gerlz can cry
juz by listening 2 diz song. so i dlded da song from her ah. ya Allah, da moment i heard da starting tunes of da piano, i laughed so loud. so eeeewwww.....hahaha!!! da guys in dat grup reali knows da way 2 a galz heart huh...sing a mushy song 2 make da gerlz weak. haiyoh...nyanyi dahlah semangat mamak, itu pun ader org nak dengar?? hahaha...but anyways, i'm listening 2 it ryte now. AHAHAHAHAHAHA.......
k lah k lah, datz all fer me 2day. waitin 4 ma parenz 2 come back from gombak wif food. hope holland wins da match later. hahaha...holland vs czechs in da finals would b so kool! oraity, take care 2 whoevaz reading diz & i can't wait for da Spiderman 2 outing 2molo!!! gonna c da floorball kidz 2molo! all 13 of em. illegal gathering of a bunch of harmless kidz. so, adios amigos & assalamualaikum...
xxSPECIAL NEEDSxx
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
PLAIN WHITE T'S
"A Lonely September"
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration goneit's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did...
Sunday, June 27, 2004
da floorball kidz lost 6-1 today. i'm so sad for em...dey reali werked 2 win. but well, lucks juz not on our side ah...hope dey buck up 4 da nex match. anyways, i think i'm gonna try out 4 da goalie position in da team. hope i can make it to nex years IVP. well, i'm sure gonna come fer training wen skul openz. gonna try my shot at it.
moving on...da projekz goin on great so far. at least itz starting on da ryte note. wif some mi goreng & fried chicken b4 da projek, it does help 2 improve one'z creativity. kinda klasik how da ideas juz flow out of nowhere & finally making sumthin out of nothing. kool kool...or izzit because of da sounds of saloma, 4U2C & Feminin in his Winamp playlist datz actuali helping? :)
well....13 kidz r goin for da spiderman muvi outing diz thursday. my god...wif dat kinda crowd, confirm kecoh. but as usual, i'll remain lowkey for i onli talk 2 some pple...i kinda fil some kidz in da team doesn't like me...be it in terms of talking or juz plain seeing my face. am i kinda sombong-looking in person or sumthin? wateva lah...
hmm, i tink datz it fer 2day. hafta go down 2 da bungalow again 2molo. my god, itz 1 wik left for diz attachment. how fast time flies. it felt like itz gonna take 4eva 2 end during da 1st wik of attachment, now, itz ending soon. wow...lifez funi ya...life itself is a mystery & a journey for everyone...well, hope u pple haf a gud nytez sleep & to those of u who are starting skul 2molo, KESIANNYER......hahahahaha!!!!
xxAPA MAU SKOLA BEB...HAHAHAxx
Friday, June 25, 2004
hey pple! amaciam kamu smua?? semoga u all sihat wal'afiat sentiasa...well, i've been damn tired 2 update ma bloggie since i've been werking like mad at dat bungalow...2 days alone, me & da fellow burmese werker had installed 46 lights. not an easy task i tell u. da sweat collected from me alone can fill up a 1.5 litre bottle. plus my arms can get cramps due 2 da screwing of da lights 2 da ceiling...but seriously, i kinda enjoi werking there. itz like having my own home ya no...how i kinda imagined goin home 2 dat kinda house & c my parenz chillin at da balcony or my frenz chillin at da pool...i mean, da house is VERY nice...evri room has a huge closet & a toilet. evri toilet has a jacuzzi & da taps r gold plated. therez diz room in da house which is very cosy & i kinda 'berangan' how klasik it would b if dat were 2 b MY room. ader balcony, pemandangan luas, bilik besar etc etc...well, like my ibu said, 'Blaja pandai², nanti dapat keje bagus, gaji lumayan, ader rezeki boleh beli rumah besar'...hmm, quite true eh...
well, da baybeats thing is coming up like i said in the previous entry. so, diz msg goes out 2 da pple who haf been tagging on my tagboard. HOPE 2 C U PPLE THERE!!!! i tink u guys can recognise me or sumthin...pandai² u all ah use ur instinct whether itz me or not. i'll b there on da 16th & 17th...alah, limit² i'm chillin at da chillout stage on da 17th bcos force vomit will b performing there. confirm u'll c me. seriously, i'm juz dying 2 mit starryemokid & sweet su. i've seen emokid in pix b4 but itz sweet su datz kinda fascinates me. fascinates as in how she looks like, wat kinda person she is outside etc etc...i'm so excited if i get 2 c diz 2 kidz on dat day. hahaha...itz like miting up ur fellow virtual frenz. kan klasik beb...
2 better news, 2molo me & retro kid r FINALLY gonna start our projek. gif u all a hint, it has sumthin 2 do wif fashion. itz a hush hush projek so it'll onli b made public wen da end product is done. i dun wan it 2 b 'cakap je, buatnye tidak' kinda thang...action does speak louder den werds ryte. but 1 thing, wen da product is done, i hope 2 garner support from peepz who r into fashion design...so dat our 'bizniz' will start off wif a bang...ah, i gave u all another hint oreadi, it has sumthin 2 do wif 'bizniz'...hurhurhur...
ok ok...itz midnite oreadi. hafta werk halfday 2molo. so pathetic ryte. wat 2 do. 1 wik more 2 go den itz skul all over again. till den, slamat malam pembaca pembacaku yg budiman. baca doa sblum tidur ye.
xxSHOOTING STARS PASSING BYxx
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
guess wat pple!!! u no bout my frenz gerlfren saga??? she contacted him oreadi...juz bcos I MSGED HER ON FRIENDSTER da other day telling her how my fren missed her so much...wat da hell...da reason she gave was she was too bizi wif her CCA & lost her henfon on Vesak Day...wow, 6 wikz of pure silence & datz da bez u can do? oh plz...sampai member aku tu sms aku ucapkan trima kasih giler babi nyer...well, at least i made sum1 hapi...bout da gerl, i dunno wat 2 say...endah tak endah pasal boi dia...wat E[p] said iz blardy damn true...my fren shuld juz leave her instead of begging for her attention & time...sampai antar surat ke rumah dah lain criter beb...mana org buat taktik tu lagik kan...
moving on...i'm now werking at a $5 million bungalow...well, da owner is da OCBC bank boss & he's doin renovation werks wif my attached company. da house is at town where all da expensive-like-hell bungalowz r...itz at Rochalie Drive...da OCBC boss is 1 damn clever jack. he owns 9 bungalowz around dat area but he rents out 8 of em...evri month, he collects rent of $30000...damn, datz a whole lotta money y'all...da house is so huge, wif swimming pool & all...da house is empty as da previous occupant had left a few months back. now me & diz myanmar werker r doin some repair werks 4 da whole house. so, now itz way easy 2 go 2 town afta werk...heh heh heh......
well well well...i went to linkin parkz concert yesterday. i went as in i didn't go IN da concert area but i was outside...hehehe...tiket daun lah beb....so thankful dat therez a giant screen. so da peepz outside can c da whole action goin on on stage. hahaha...but i'm sure it'll b a whole different feeling if u were actuali IN wif da whole crowd...as expected, dey performed damn well. da sound system was amazing & chesterz voice was 2nd to none...Faint, Numb & In The End r my personal fevretz & wen dey brought those songs, how i wish i was in da concert area.....therez 15000 pple to b exact...i no Datin Sibu went & by reading her blog bout yesterdayz concert, confirm she'll remember da concert 4 da rest of her life...good for u Datin!!! hehehe...
wah, i reali haf a lot 2 say seh 2day....well, BAYBEATS IS COMING!!!! yeeeaaahhhh!!!!!! July 16-18 pple!!! come down 2 esplanade ya'll!!! last years 1 rawks so much. got 2 c Elisebelle Tears perform. dey're so klasik! & & &.....FORCE VOMITZ performing diz year!!! yyyeeaaahhh!!! hahaha....well, hope da merchandise booth is packed wif kool stuff! i bought an elisebelle tee last year & hope dey're sellin FV tees diz yr...confirm gua borong da lot...my homie nak watch objection overrule...he told me dey're punk rawk & i'm kool wif dat. well, i wanna go there evri single day. wun miss it 4 da werld! Baybeats 4EVA bebeh!!!
ok ok....i'll end here...hope u pple go down for baybeats ya...it'll rawk ur werld. i alwiz look 4ward 2 diz event evri year...itz FREE summore...wow...wokie, take care to whoevaz reading diz...gawd bless ya. *smiles*
xxDA NEX DATES I'M LOOKING 4WARD...JULY 16-18xx
Sunday, June 20, 2004
a fren from skul msged me juz now asking how am i...so nice of him. hahaha...well, hez da brightest kid among us all. he got all A's for da previous exam papers. damn, hez dat pandai ya no...aniting tak tau, tanya je dia...konfirm giler tau...anyways, he shared wif me his problem between him & his gerl...well, gerlz can b evil too ya no...
itz been 6 wikz since he had any contact wif her. 6 wikz ya no...not a short time in any way...wen he called, no1 answers it & to an extent where he had 2 write letters to her. u c how far a guy would go for da 1 he loves. writing letters in diz kinda day is so old skul & i had a laf wif him.
Me: Mak ai shid, kau peh emo antar surat. kau ingat kau masih tinggal zaman kampung wak hassan per.
Him: Aper nak buat...tu last resort aku...
well, 2 think of it, i dunno y gerlz dun appreciate guys like dat. mebi dey're too blind 2 c da real value of dat person. but wateva it is, mebi his gerl is on holiday or sumthin. juz told him 2 think positive. he's so worried bout her & he 'syarahan-ed' me on y i broke up wif da ma'am. hahahaha....well, datz history & shez in my past so i dun wanna think bout her anymore. i dun get any good in doin so. juz a blardy waste of time.
a testimonial my ex-klasmate juz wrote 4 me i find very touching. didn't expect her 2 write me a testi in da 1st place. she admired my endurance & patience to find da right person? hahaha...i take dat as a compliment. well, those things r juz wasted. i so dun believe dat opposites attract wen it comes 2 relationshipz. datz a whole lotta bullshit. wen u haf nothing in common, therez less thingz 2 talk about & ur constantly talking 2 each other like a question & answer session. come 2 think of it, itz fair on how boring i got wen i was wif her & how boring she was wen she was wif me. hahahaha...i'm so bad 2 say dat. ah wateva lah....she doesn't care anyways.
well, if she hates me, da better. i wan dat 2 happen. da more she will 4get bout me. i so wanna 4get bout her. all da tingz i did juz 2 b wif her & wen looking back, i can't believe how blardy pathetic i got. she isn't worth it afta all. bodohlah aku ni...
i'm now hapi having new frenz around me. da floorball kidz haf been nice 2 me so far. can reali talk 2 dem especially da gerlz. itz nice having frenz of da opposite sex & know u can talk 2 dem juz bout aniting. i wun name any names on whom i can relate to but u no who u r....da 1 who lives at tingkat 1 at boon lay who bought pizza for da gerlz wen i left from her house...so bad of u...sampai ke tua tak akan saya lupakan...ceh...hahaha....now planning 2 watch spiderman 2 wif da floorball krew. hope it happens. so datz all fer 2day pple. take care & gawd bless ya. haf a gud nytez rest. assalamualaikum.
xx'IMPRESS ME' PERSONALITYxx
FINCH - ENDER
Here i am beside myself again,
I'm torn apart by words that you have said.
And all in all,
I know were falling apart.
Where did you run to so far away.
Here we are to sing you a song.
And there you are asleep against the window pane,
just like always.
You said you like to hear the rain sometimes.
And all I can do is tell you the truth.
And oh, my eyes will tell you the same.
Here we are to sing you a song.
There you are asleep again.
Grasp our hands together,
we feel we are one result.
And here we are to sing you a song.
and there you are asleep again.
grasp our hands together, we feel we are one result.
grasp our hands together, we feel we are one result.
grasp our hands together, we feel we are one result.
grasp our hands together, we feel we are one result.
grasp our hands together we feel we are one result.
xxEMO SONG CONNECTS WIF MExx
been wearing a cekak all day. tanx 2 my ibuz non-stop blabbering on how out-of-control my hair is ryte now. now i dunno wat kinda style i'm goin for nex. a mohican mebi? hahaha...alamak...even da makcik kat bishan whom i alwiz buy food from during lunch break said 'isyh, aku ni macam nak gunting rambut kau je...'
so camner eh? hahaha...i haf good & bad hairdays. entahlah...kalau gunting pendek, dah tak nampak indie or emo eh...hahaha...i'm confused...
xxTO CUT OR NOT TO CUT...THAT IS THE QUESTIONxx
Wig model, Asriah & Melissa. sori 4 da blurry image.
Saturday, June 19, 2004
gue sudah balik!!! from floorball camp dat is. cabot from werk 2day. so lazy to werk half day den patah balik skola. aiyah, itz onli da 1st time i've been absent. watz da hoo-hah about ryte. if dey ask bout my no-show, juz bilang overslept sua.
so, da camp was fun. talked wif da year 1 kidz & so far, bleh lah dorang ajak bebual. some r juz plain quiet or shy. i dunno which 1 though. luckily hafiz bawak elektrik gitarnya, so we jammed da nyte away. playing a game whereby each person has 2 say a werd & da nex person has 2 continue till a verse is complete. played basic chords & da lyrics contributed turned out crap but funi. there was diz kid who was extremely good wif gitars man...he played metallica's master of puppet from da start till da end along wif other fastest-finger 1st tunes. gentel nyer peh lincah. evri1 juz sat there & was stunned. nampak macam budak relek skali terror maut beb.
sleeping time was da worst. i slept beside a snoring giant! hahaha!!! sori hafiz..i was like a few centimetres away from him & his snoring can drive me crazy! macam-macam bunyi beb. dari kuda tengah mengeluh to da sounds of sum1 yg tengah nak buang kahak. i slept at 4.30am thanks to him on friday mawnin & later went 2 werk groggily. it didn't help da fact da attachment kidz had 2 go outdoors 2 werk under da hot sun. had 2 tape some pipes on da roof of a building & da temperature wasn't nice 2 us. sweated so much dat i could easily fill up a 1.5 litre bottle. den went bek 2 skul afta werk.
da 1st nite of kem was fun. da freshies had 2 play da amazing race & we, da helpers had 2 hide clues around da skul & dey had 2 find it. itz easy for all dey nid 2 do is 2 find alphabets to form up da werd FLOORBALL. apa lagik, kiteorg selit selit da clues sampai susah nak carik ah. 1 team took half an hour 2 find two letters from my station. while we were waiting for da teams 2 find da clues, we were thirsty & asked da secutiry guard for 10 cents cos we were short of it to buy drinks from da vending machine. tak tau malu eh. haha...alah, kite duduk sana peh lama den none of us had 10 cents. so needed sum help there. afta da race, went bek 2 da bunk & played more of da gitar, chatted, laughed den tido. again, da snoring giant was there 2 make his presence felt.
da nex day, i woke up around 4.30am & saw some kidz sitting on da roof of da T11 block. so i joined dem & we chatted till 7am. da kidz were originally there from 1am. wow, 6 hours of pure talking for dem huh. oh yeah, there was diz guy who was kinda lame in da grup. telling jokes which i juz laughed away. not bcos it was funi but it was so blardy lame!!! hahaha...well, gud luck to him ah wen skul openz.
da laz day, there was da floorball match for both guys & galz. da guys r made up of some floorball club members & sum r naturally good wif da game. dorang main peh semangat oh. satu satu muka tak maintain. hahaha...i was da timekeeper & 2 tell u da truth, i kinda lost track of time due to talking & listening 2 my MD. wen da ref ask me how much time is left, i anyhow say, 'Ah, tinggal 5 minit'...padahal padahal. hahaha...alamak, wif diz info, konfirm sum pple will go 'WAAAATTT!!!'. especially Diyanah i tink. hahaha...alah, at least da timing tak lari giler babi kan. afta da game, it was da prize presentations consisting of frames & cawan retro. da freshies took pix & exchanged numbers. hope dey do come fer da training wen skul openz.
well, 2 recap, i had a nice time. had da chance 2 talk 2 sum pple whom i tot i would never get along dat well. had a laugh along da way. so itz all good. as long as itz smiles & laughter, i'm kool wif it. finally got da Finch CD dat i wanted 2 borrow so badly from 1 of da floorball gerlz. sadly, da songs in it aren't dat nice compared 2 da live versions. da singer doesn't scream out dat loud in da CD. da live ones r better in ma opinion. he shouts as if his head is gonna blow. urat urat kat tengkuk smua visible beb...but nvm, at least i haf a listen 2 it.
wokie lar, datz all from me fer diz entry. 2 wikz 2 go for attachment 2 end & i'm targetting for July to get my driving licence. *prays hard*...i'm gonna leave u wif a sentence from my fren, Nasser, which made me laf wen i read his sms. he wanted to buy shoes sum dayz ago den asked me 2 follow him 2 advise him on wat 2 buy. at last, he bought diz green/brown shoe which was damn klasikal & lukz evri bit simple. da msg went
'Eh weng, aku nak kau peh advise pasal kasot aku nak beli. AJAK POMPAN CRAP AH, SEMUA DIER KATA CANTIK.'
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! he said dat bcos da previous day he went out shopping wif a gerl & evriting dat he picked up & tried on, she said 'lawa'...as in EVRITING lawa. hahaha...if nasser wore a corset pun agaknye she thinks lawa. at last he bought 2 tees & he's gonna sell of 1 to me. thanks 2 da gerlz 'pyscho opinion of lawa' on him 2 buy 2 tees instead of 1. no offence 2 gerlz here ok. hahaha... i no sum of u haf gud taste. so assalamualaikum & slamat malam 2 ya. *giggles on da thought of how many hate komenz i'm gonna get from gerlz on my tagboard* hehehe....
xxSTILL & TRANSFIXED, THE ELECTRIC SHEEP IS DREAMING OF UR FACExx
Monday, June 14, 2004
wah duh...i spent $100 today. bought stuff for ibu, daddy-o & myself. a wallet for da woman of da house, a levi's tee for da man of da house & a simple tee for da brat of da house. been a long time since i bought dem stuff. but now, i tink i shuld gif dem money lar instead. hahaha...now i haf 2 wait 4 da nex paycheck 2 reali spend summore. in da meantime, i'll haf 2 discipline myself. new stox r coming 2 ma fevret shop nex wik but i'll haf 2 wait till da end of da month 2 buy stuff again. i can neva run out of tees. hurhur...saw 1 klasikal Vans high cut shoe at Collage juz now wif a price tag dat was klasikal too. $179...apasal lah mahal sangat...feddup....
da journey in da train bek from town was weird to me. cos da conversation diz minah whom i sat beside had over da phone kinda bugged me. wonder how bitchy a minah can get. excerpts of da conversation...
minah: hi yati...can i borrow ur boifren 4 a while tak? cos i nid sum1 2 fetch me home ah...
voice over da phone: ah suka hati kau ah.
Den da minah called da guy & told him 2 fetch her at yishun mrt. da part dat bugged me was wen diz minah started 2 kol diz another fren of hers which went
minah: u no sumthin...i suddenly haf da 'urge' ah...aku dah suruh so & so amik aku....aku rasa aku nak main laki yati ah. *giggles*...alah, yati dah tak nak ngan dia lagi per. i'm juz trying 2 help...
waaaahhhh!!!!!!! ni minah peh open beb...da gerl was lawa jugak ah. da fact she can get 'it' whenever & wherever she wants make me wonder how much she values herself at da end of da day. i told retro kid bout it & sumhow, he semi-kopek'ed...apa sajalah kau boi!!!!! hahaha!!! so, sum guy iz gonna get laid 2day by some fine-assed minah. hahaha...lucky bastard...
but seriously, i reali dun understand y gerlz nowadays r gettin more 'daring' as da days go by. if ur a gerl & ur reading diz, i apologise 1st if u kinda 'terasa' wif wat i said but if ur not dat kind of gerl wif dat minah attitude, good for you. keep it up. alah, for da guys pun, sama jugak. pantang nampak pompan sek sek. wateva it is, hope s'pore doesn't become a sin city. but looking at da matz & minahz traffic flow, da future seems kinda bleak.
so aight, hafta werk 2molo. gonna sleep to da tunes of Butterfingers. chill out. peace out.
xxTOO MUCH EXPOSURE IS HARMFUL FOR YOUxx
Sunday, June 13, 2004
wahey pple! i juz came back from m'sia for da sole purpose of seeing my japanese akakz & of coz my nenek. wah, i'm taller den both of dem oreadi. u shuld haf seen da look on their faces wen dey saw me step in da house. both their jaws dropped & dey started giggling. hahaha...2 think back dat dey used 2 make fun of me way back wen i was short & gemok. making me their punching bag & all. but now, look whose lafing. hahaha...well, both of dem r da same. nothing much has changed. asriah still hasn't 4gotten her malay language & melz da usual cutie pie. so nice 2 c dem. unfortunately, dey had 2 go back at 11pm to KL for dey haf a plane 2 catch 2 go to Langkawi da nex day. so itz like i spent like 4 hours wif dem. itz ok though. i'll upload their pix later aight 4 u pple 2 c.
dey bought me some figurines from japan. some astro boy villain or sumthin. very cute. small & cute. kalau nak ikutkan hati, macam nak peluk je dorang tapi i juz shook hands wif dem. hahaha...lame sak aku ni. we catched up wif all da things goin on in life & both of dem r happily attached. hahaha...datz so kool. asriahz werking as a computer programmer & melz an office gerl. den dey showed me their henfonz which i haven't seen b4 in s'pore. some japanese brand NTT DoCoMo. very lawa beb. da pix taken r damn clear. well, overall, i'm so hapi 2 c dem. dunno wenz da nex time i'm gonna c dem again. 4 a fact, my ibu told me my makcik from da US will b coming down 2 s'pore in july. but will only b bringing her daughter. aiyah, shariff & nazri couldn't tag along due 2 clashes wif da skul semester. alah, da anak pompuan baru 8 tahun. tapi nama dia saya terlupa pulak. hahaha...
so, i bought a pair of boxer & a Butterfingers CD. both of dem at kool prices. RM10 & RM19.90 respectively. datz like $15 altogether?? i dunno how many of u know who butterfingers are. some alternative band from m'sia. known for their hit song The Chemistry (Between Us). saw da high cut brown coloured jack purcell but my size takder lagik. peh fed up. i was so psyched to buy dat. wat a bummer. not 4getting, a trip 2 m'sia ain't complete wifout 2 beger Ramly specialz. aaahhh...datz a MUST man...so sedap...
& yup, i'm gonna end here for 2day. ma fren is away 2 thailand & hope she buys me sumthin from there. hahaha...heard da SP Mustangs lost in da league game yesterday. nvm, da team can buck up. itz onli da 1st game. so okie dokie. b4 i go, i still haven't kool down wif whoeva da F**K is diz 'GUY' person. well, my middle finger goes 2 u BIATCH!!!!!!
xxANGER MANAGEMENT 101xx
Friday, June 11, 2004
reply 2 taggies... tanx 4 da komenz keberet guy & honeyza. alamak honeyza, how 2 kol u wen i dun haf ur number. aper sajer lah lu. hahaha...expect me 2 carik from yellow pages per. but i'm surprised wif ur komenz. hehehe...ur ryte though. hahaha...
but but but, u can **** off 'GUY'...so wat, ur like hapi i'm not wif her anymore per? if ur sum1 i no, y can't u juz ask it in front of me. y muz u tell da werld her name & make it so public? please lah eh, i'm so blardy angry wif u. dun even haf da guts 2 leave ur e-mail link or anitin in my tagboard. COWARD. if u had left ur e-mail or sumthin, we can definitely talk bout diz in private. but now, u make it sound so blardy obvious. i dunno wat da hell u wan wif me & i no i dun owe u SHIT man! so wateva it is, if my sadness is ur happiness, go ahead lah eh. i can't be bothered.
xxPIECE OF CRAPxx
Thursday, June 10, 2004
wowee...sumhow 2day felt da time whizzed thru real fast. mebi bcos i was werking wif da other 2 attachment kidz & we talked while doin our jobs. guess dat helped 2 pass da time. i'm having a backache for i had 2 bend down 2 scotchtape some stoopid metal trunking on da floor. but nvm lar...gif my back a twist & it'll all b ok.
nothing much happening 2day. went bek home & surprisingly stumbled upon sum1 at frenster. guess who...itz her. she does haf an account huh. kool...juz activated i presume. da more klasik part is da peepz who wrote in her testimonial mentions shez single. plus she herself wrote her marital status da same. wwwwaaaahhhh....instead of getting angry or sumthin, i juz smiled. bcos, i dun care ya no. I REALLY DON'T. i dun wanna waste my or her time anymore. itz like both of us r pretending since we got 2gether. stoopid me for dying 2 tink shez da 1. i'm so blardy stoopid. wouldn't it b great if we juz remained frenz. now i looked back at my previous blogs & i'm so sad dat i reali thought dat highly of her wen she doesn't feel da same way bout me. itz true pple, i am THAT naive. so i guess diz iz it. I'm OVER wif her. i'm not gonna fall in love again. mebi wen i get much more older. in da meantime, frenz r enuf 2 get me by. so 2 u readers who loves reading bout diz material in my blog, da drama ends here. happy or sad ending is up 2 u. 4 me, itz sad considering i genuinely thought shez da 1. guess my immaturity showz here. i take all da fault in diz for if i hadn't known her in da 1st place, none of diz would haf happened. da sadness, misery, frustration is too much for me 2 take. well, i'm done. i'm moving on...
xxLAST NITE I SAID GOODBYExx
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
well well well....itz halfway of da week oreadi & i can't wait 4 diz wikend! i'm gonna balik kampung at Muar & c my japanese kakakz!!! they're coming down for a week & i can't wait 2 c dem! since dey haf holidayz of some sort back in japan, dey wanted 2 c nenek & of coz, their mummy lah kat KL. since nenek lives at Muar, dey drop by there 1st den they're gonna go Langkawi 2 chill for 4 dayz. i'm kinda bummed dey're not stopping by s'pore. guess they're schedule r kinda tight. nvm, i miss Asriah & Melissa so much dat i'll sacrifice my wikend 2 c dem. itz been 5 yrs since da last time we met & i'll bet they're gonna b surprised 2 c me. well, asriahz 22 & melz 21...from da pic dat i recently saw of dem, in a kimono i might add, dey're sweet looking ya no. hahahaha...well, i'll upload some pix later ya...
if u pple r wondering y i haf jap sisterz, they're my fatherz sister punye anak lar...my makcik married a japanese guy & here they are, da 2 japanese gerlz. dey used 2 live wif ma familia back in 97 wen we were based at yew tee. dey were here 2 study den dey berangkat balik 2 japan da following year if i could recall. well, 2 say da least, i'm psyched 2 c dem.
hmm, diz past few dayz has been damn blardy boring at werk. i was all alone on monday cos mat tekno didn't come 2 werk wif da excuse dat he overslept. wat a bummer sittin outside da office & do some stoopid crap. how bout stuffing styrofoam into small plastic boxes sound 2 u? imagine doin dat from 9am-4.30pm...damn, all da while, i sang like evri song dat i no cos i was dat bored. songs from old skul m'sian gerl grup Feminin up to emo group Finch. c how da connection goes a long way... ate lunch i brought from home & slept my ass off during lunch on da dusty uneven concrete floor. filthy or not, i didn't care. all i no i was so sleepy. heh heh heh....i did da same crap job yesterday & today too! my god, i can't envision myself doing diz as a career man... so thankful dat diz is juz ITP at da end of da day & itz juz an experience for me. but at least i dun nid 2 carry heavy loads. oh well, evridayz a whole different story.
i had a klasikal day 2day shooting some pool at somerset wif retro boi. hahaha...for sum reason, i did pretty ok but wobbled at da 3rd rack. da blardy 8 ball went in da hole lar....aiyah...da 1st thing in da mawnin wen i came 2 werk was tinkin of playin pool. entah datang dari mana pun aku tak tau. afta pool sessions, hanged around town. encountered diz weird ah soh at HMV who sang her heart out at da chinese songz department. i tink she was hoping for sum1 to discover her talent ah. as she walked, she sang. confirm sumtingz wrong sumwhere for her. oh yeah, watched a 5 piece band performance at da s'pore strit festival outside heeren juz now which i find klasik. da singer was a gerl & her voice was nice. dey brought diz song Karma by Cokelat & yup, i tink she brought it pretty ok. saw some familiar SP students along da way too in da crowd.
ok lah pple, itz bobok time for me. ingat, saya ni mat kotai...keje memenatkan abeh kena bangun pagi pulak tu. heh heh heh...simpatilah dengan saya. ok, sleep tyte if any of u r reading diz at diz witching hour. gud mawnin if u're readin diz in da mawnin. gud noon if ur reading diz in da aftanoon. u get da drift ryte. aight, take care.
xxIN BETWEEN HAPPINESS & SADNESSxx
Saturday, June 05, 2004
my god. i go out during da wikdayz but stay home all day during da wikendz. hahaha...so weird lah. mebi itz bcos itz easier 2 go out str8 from werk as itz alreadi near 2 town. went 2 town yesterday wif retro kid wifout any intentions 2 buy stuff or do wateva. since his paycheck nidz 2 dayz 2 finally go 2 his bank account, i had juz been informed at werk dat tadik my cheque will b given by da latest wednesday. hmm, tunggu nye tunggu, skali dapat sikit je eh. oh well, at least itz sumthin. kesian my ibu for she has 2 pay my fon billz 1st cos my pay couldn't mit da deadline on da 9th. nvm, i'll pay her later once da moolahz in ma bank account. mebi ajak daddy-o & ibu makan eh. my mum loves 2 eat. ahahaha...my dad, kalau takder ikan kat meja makan, tak sah lah tu namanye.
anywayz, me & retro kid shot some pool at somerset & as usual, i still suck at it. bola depan lobang pun tak bleh masok. aiyoh...datz me...tak abis abis wobble. retro kid has diz style of playing dat juz makes me fed up man. as i'm gonna win, ader je nanti dia main 'snook'....ah, part tu aku dah start fed-up. AAHAHAHAAHAH!!! lek boi, nanti kiter battle lagik. play like a man lah!!! AHAHAHAHAH!!! had a laf wif him at mcdonaldz centrepoint. we were served by diz guy named Alam. ingatkan bdk mlayu s'pore jugak ah. skali i told my order in broken indonesian, skali rupanyer dia budak indo lah...alamak, wobble beb.
Me: (in indonesian accent) Ah, beger ayam ituk masih $1.95 ya?
Alam: Iya. Kamu mahu braper deh?
Retro kid: *giggles*
Me: Minta dua ya. Erm, kopon mcdonald masih ada lagik?
Alam: Kopon bisa takda lagik. Sudak abis.
Kopon means coupon btw. ahahahaha!!!!!! kiter ni step mananyer foreigner je skali we met our match. nvm, dat kidz a nice guy. gave us plain water too. haahaha...lepak...
well, i juz found out i haf a new skill. i could now sleep while being on da phone. guess i'm gettin bored by sum1. wen i woke up from sleep, i'll juz go 'oh reali?', 'i see i see' blah blah blah. juz 2 make up for my momentary lapse. heh heh heh...luckily dat person tak prasan. i was juz so bored 2 death man....hahahaa...well, da person on da other line can't xpek me 2 listen evri werd she has 2 say ryte. wen wenever i say sumthin, she doesn't pay attention anyway & she'll juz go humming away some stoopid song. well, juz getting back at ya.
so datz all. gonna watch celebrity bootcamp. konfirm lepak. so gud nyte.
xxFEELS GREAT BEING ALONExx
Thursday, June 03, 2004
wah! australia won da miss universe huh...kool...but i thought miss paraguay was K-L-A-S-I-K!!!! miss s'pore tak yah cakap...penyeri meja je beb...bazir duit je go all da way there...but i do haf 1 conclusion, south american women r H-O-T!!! heheheh...well wateva lah...
here is an excerpt of my conversation i had wif my ibu bout da miss universe while watchin it on teevee yesterday. i ended up lafing.
Me: Wah, si dia ni lawa eh. (as miz paraguay made her entrance) pompuan rambut panjang memang lawa kan...
Ibu: Ah tulah, nak carik pompuan, make sure yg height lebih kurang sama, rambut panjang & paling penting, respect 2wardz org tua mesti ader.
Me: AHAHAHAHAA!!!! aper ibu mrepek ni...
Ibu: Yelah, kalau khairi bawak balik pompuan yang takder criteria ibu, i WON'T accept. Ingat, rambut dia mesti panjang.
HO SEH LIAO!!!!!! like dat 1 ah!!!??? so strict??? hehehe...but itz true, gerlz wif long hair look VERY feminine. hmm, mebi datz y my daddy-o fell 4 ma mum tak. cos i looked at my mumz foto wen she got engaged, she got long KLASIKAL hair wif curly ends...very lawa. plus wif a sweet smile to boot, who wouldn't melt ryte? hohoho...
oh well, i had a tiring day at werk carrying loads of steel beams dat seems endless 2 finish. imagine a truckload full of steel beams dat had 2 b carried by 8 pple. damn, each person had 2 take like 10 trips back & forth. in da end, my shoulders hurt damn bad & itz as if i'm walking wif my right shoulder lower den da left. diz job is utterly tiring man. but nvm, can't wait for da cheque 2 b given out around diz wik. gotta pay da blardy fon billz b4 da due date. da rez, gif parenz, buy me some tees & da rez for evriday expenses. so LITTLE left for savings. wat 2 do. kater attachment beb.
afta werk i met up wif mummy-o & ate at Lot 1. da honeydew nasi ayam at level twee is nice ya no. how i wish it was boneless cos itz so irritating 2 separate da flesh from bone. wearing a white tee juz made me more precautious not 2 spill aniting on it. so nice 2 eat out wif her. well, i'm juz blardy tired den juz went bek home afta dat.
oh yeah, got a kol from ma homeboi during da journey bek. he sounded fed up over his pay dat he juz got. all i can say 2 u is WAT DO U XPEK BEB!!! hahaha...dulu kiter keje Noel pun gitu per. at least ader duit masok. bersyukur je beb! hiahiahia!!!
aight. i tink i'm gonna sleep early 2day. tired mentally & physically. toodles 2 da 1 reading diz. dream bout hamid gurkha & accappan.
xxPENAT BEB JADIK MAT KOTAIxx
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Eating my salad days
Waiting for the sun
The sun, i know you're the one
The skies look kind of gray
They used to be blue
So blue, reminds me of you
ADA...KAH KAU...PUJAANKU....?
So i went to the store
Buy myself some glue
To patch, the hole that reeks of you
Now i am walking fine
Smile at everyone
Goodbye, goodbye number one, number one
ARE...YOU...MY NUMBER ONE?
Do you believe in binaries?
Do you believe in anarchy?
Do you believe in sympathy?
Are you the one i'm waiting for?
Are you the one crying nitely on my stereo?
Are you the one who'll rise from the ashes of a disco?
FORCE VOMIT- ARE YOU MY NUMBER ONE
Circa 2002....One of my all time songs. Diz song rawkz!
wah lau eh!!! my dadz goin to KL 2day wif his homies & hez borrowing my Atticus tee. wat! wat! wat! bapak gua punk rawk beb! hahaha!!! wonder how da kidz in KL will react wen dey c a pakcik wearing an Atticus tee. nonetheless, my ayah & me r into black coloured tees. nvm lar, in return, he gave me his Deep Purple tee. klasik...i hope he doesn't spoil da collar of my tee. i'm so fussy wen buying tees 4 da 1st thing i look out for is da quality of da neckline. i dun wan it 2 b loose as itz not nice lar...hurhurhur...
well, 2dayz been very boring. watched Aku Kaya for like 15minitz on suria juz now & i tot it was lame. den did random stuff such as lazing around, played da gitar, opening & closing da aisbok in search of makan & reading da newpaperz. so mundane...
hmm, juz as i was planning 2 buy an album from emo band Finch, da price blew me away. $28.50??? wah lan eh...fed up...but but but luckily, 1 of da gerlz from da floorball gang has da album & she agreed 2 let me borrow it from her. hehehe...so nice of her. shez gonna paz it 2 me nex wik afta shez done wif her MLS camp in skul. so kool of her. hehehe...i've been dying 2 listen 2 their songz ever since my compz been destroyed by some virus where all my MP3'z r gone 4eva.
so datz it 4 now. mebi gonna doze off or sumthin. very draggy day 2 say da least. haiyah...so bored. till nex time, cheerio.
xxOF SACRIFICE....AND GLORY....FOR THE TRUTHxx
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
I've decided 2 delete da previous post which i tink was online for onli an hour. wen i read it thru & thru, i juz felt it was so not me 2 criticise da person whom i dearly adore. i'm juz sorry 4 da state i'm in. but yeah, i'm still wif her even though da future between us lookz very uncertain. takin each day as it is. for i'll try 2 b patient wif evriting dat is hurled 2 me by her. well, juz spoke 2 her & shez down wif fever. look, straight away, from feeling nonchalant bout her, i started 2 worry. is she alrite? did she take her medication? blah blah blah...u c, i can't bear not 2 care bout diz gerl. y? y? y? even i dun haf da answer for it. hey, i'm such a confused kid ok. wateva it is, be it good or bad, for better or worse, shez sum1 who'll b in my heart till da day i die.
xxPLEASE APPRECIATE EVRI MOMENTxx
