Friday, July 30, 2004
juz finished writing da dialogues for tomorrowz meeting. each grup has 20 minitz 2 talk about their agenda for diz module called Communication Skills for Work. guess i'll manage 2 talk juz bout enuf for my part. haiyah, i'll juz prank around like i alwiz do wenver dialog sessions r up. oh well, juz hope i dun screw up TOO much or else there goes my marks....kena hafal dialog lah lepas ni...
hmm....tomolo hafta go to my ibuz secondary skul symphonic band performance. not my mumz former sec skul ok. da secondary skul shez werking in ryte now. kalau tak pegi, konfirm da teachers will b asking her 'wherez ur son? blah blah blah...' oh well, my mum 'booked' me like 2 wikz ago so i'll juz agree 2 her....anyways, it'll be nice 2 watch & listen 2 a symphonic band performance & get away from da loud music i listen 2 evriday. since itz dat secondary skulz event, da students too hafta make an appearance. hmm, camner agaknyer character budak budak sekolah ibu aku ni eh? well, some of my homies r following so hope dey'll make it.
oh yeah. since nasserz recommendation of diz band called Kings of Convenience, i'm stuck to their song I'd Rather Dance With You. oh, itz not a shout here gitar throbbing sound there kinda song. i dunno wat 2 kol it either. it juz has diz nice soothe melody of da bass & piano & da vocalist is some nerd-looking guy with a deep voice. check out their video at Yahoo music ok. itz funi how da nerd dance. klasik song nonetheless 2 me. be warned itz not evri1'z cuppa coffee. me on the other hand, i listen 2 evriting. well, gregorian music juz crosses da fine line between logical & illogical music making....
otay. itz late ryte now. gonna dream away 2 lalaland. the OC juz now was nice. da ending was so drama mama but oh well, ryan did da ryte thing by showing up at da precise moment. wonder if such tings happen in real life? naaaahhhhh........
xxFANTASY & REALITYxx
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
semoga kau puas dengan apa yang kau katakan. nice to know u seek solace in attacking peoplez tagboard. i dunno watz wrong wif you & as promised, i wun lash out at ya. haf fun dude. i'm ugly huh? ok kool....
LOOK IN DA MIRROR. WAT DO U SEE? PERFECTION? PLEASE....
replies 2 da most important pple in diz domain of mine....the taggies
anne- hey there! u dropped by again it simz! so, ur one wanita sejati eh?...wow...diz is getting interesting...khehehe...well, i'm juz a simple kid wif a simple life. nice 2 know u spared ur time 2 read diz space. come again ya!
Lady Nightwish- wah. haqmalz like $5000 richer y'all. bleh bli nasi ayam berpaket-paket beb...dun 4get u can buy millions of ondeh ondeh wif dat cash....*drools*...oh well, rezeki haqmal ah dia menang. so happy for him. ramai jugak eh memberz kiter dah famous. biler kau nye turn? berlakon jadi achi memang suitable untuk kau ah. ada gaya ada gaya....kakaka...altogether now, KRANJIANS TAKE ON THE CHALLENGE....TO EXCEL IN KNOWLEDGE...BE CREATIVE & UPHOLD INTEGRITY...KRANJIANS WE SHALL BE WORTHY...OF NATION & FAMILY...LALALALA......(wah, aku masih ingat skul song sak...) klasik klasik.....
sweet su- aiyak! aper hal tiba tiba ketawa out of nothing? ya Allah...kamu ni jangan macam macam cik kak...ketawa mengilai wifout any reason is scary 2 me ok.... : ) or izzit u ate too much pil bahagia?
ok. taggies replies done. 2day was such a lafter. my final year projek supervisor has got to be da most lepak lecturer i've ever met seh....he called my grup partner, zahri & said we had 2 come 2 his office as there was some urgent matter he wanz 2 talk about. i also dah start pikiran ah on watz so urgent. & so, my other grup partner, nasser who lives in tampines, dragged his ass all da way 2 skul. for he had no klasses 2day, confirm he'll be cursing 2 come to skul. oh well, upon meeting him, da 3 of us went 2 see da supervisor 2 know watz wif da 'urgent' matter.
Me: Hi sir! wazzup?
Zahri & Nasser: smiling...
Supervisor: Aiyah. juz wan 2 tell u all NUS haf diz gladiator robot briefing at 10am. so u all muz come ah! so u can haf an idea wat u all are doing.
Me: Huh? datz all?
Supervisor: ah yeah.
Me: Aiyah. how 2 go NUS ah? nearest MRT where? we all haven't go there b4 u no.
Supervisor: got taxi wat.
Me: (dah malas nak tanya lagik) oh like dat 1 ah? ok lor. we'll find our way there ah.
after dat, we left his room & all 3 of us started lafing. kesian si nasser turun all da way dari tampines juz 2 hear da supervisor say dat. dahlah tadik nasser tak bukak mulut pun. my point is, if dat was da urgent matter, he can juz tell it on da phone wat. aiyoh....very lepak lah ni cikgu. muka serious tapi perangai lawak. oh well, 2 haf diz lecturer as our projek supervisor is kool cos thru wat we know, hez one lecturer who'll help his students do most of da projek. khehehe...but hmm, kiter pun kena hardwerking jugak kan....
afta dat, nasser wanted 2 buy Franz Ferdinandz debut album & me, zahri, hafiz & him went 2 HMV heeren. wow, i had my hands on diz Vans Warped Tour CD compilation full of klasik bands & it costs onli $16.95!!!! alamak, den start ah pikiran nak bli ke tak...aiyoh...i'm very da terok lah wen it comes 2 spending...mebi i shuld give back my ATM card 2 my ibu....if dat cardz in my wallet, evritingz bought thru dat little piece of plastic. guilty as charged. afta dat, ate da burger king bajet meal of $3.90...buncha hungry boiz eating ain't a nice sight i tell ya. bersepah na'uzubillah....
so, da laughs we had in the MRT was reali hilarious reminiscing bout da kidz 'ke-wobble-an' in skul etc etc...how we all decided 2 go karaoke sumwhere nex wik like we used to bek in year 2. hahaha!!! yes pple, karaoke sessions is da time u can see ur frenz sing their hearts out in da expense of u lafing till u drop 2 da floor. trying 2 gather 6 kidz 2 go. well, da 'ke-lepak-an' in us has no limits.
ok. guessed i wrote too much 2day. gonna chill ryte now wif my 4 walls of my room. sumtimes tranquility is much needed 2 me. peace & quiet. hmm, evri1 does haf their moods ryte.
xxINNER PEACExx
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
reply to taggies.
anne- tanx 4 da support gerl. i assume ur indeed a gerl ryte? khehe...who r u anyways?
*me*- whose da freako? takkan saya ryte? khahaha...btw, ur blog rawks! constantly evolving. my blog dah berzaman tak berubah...'bizi' lah katakan...bizi abis...malas tu adalah...
starryemokid- hahaha...ur indeed da princess of sarcasm....nice komenz there. so, juz dun bother bout maniac orait. let him be. yang penting, kamu happy, saya happy, smua orang happy! dia tak happy, tu dia nye pasal.
Lady Nightwish- oi han! tanx for dropping by! aku pun pening tengok tagboard aku. dah macam forum perdana! nanti aku set up kan forum mendirikan rumahtangga juz 4 you ok. btw, kau nyer blog rosak per beb? lama tak update nampak? aiyah, do sumthin bout it aight. other den dat, take care member.
manikam lingam- kau lapar? kesian dia....mak tak masak ye hari ni? turun ah kedai kopi bli rojak or prata....jangan luper mintak kuah campur.....
kidman- saper yg blanja roti kaya? u or me? definitely must be you ryte....maklumlah, ur now a public figure beb. ain't dat a kool thang? anyways, long time no see ya. apo kabor agaknyo ko ni eh. stay unique mua fwen.
well well well....finally got da brown jeans dat i wanted at queensway juz now. again, budget lari lagik...beli studded belt lagik...alamak, kena ader financial controller ah gini. da klasikal part of da day has got 2 b da fact da shopowner of da jeans i bought, gave retroboi diz old skul shades. ya know, da Ray-Ban kinda shades & da ones orang orang zaman 70's & 80's pakai? yeah, da shopowner gave dat! bcos he said a customer left it behind like a week ago & has yet 2 come bek & claim it. so instead of buat menyemak je kat kedai dia, dia pun kasik ah. kahahaha....ni namanya rezki beb...& & &, retroboi gave it 2 me bcos he oreadi has similar shades at home! kool! dapat jeans, dapat belt, dapat shades. klasik! feeling upbeat 2day. 1 problem though, if i were 2 wear dat shades, i won't be able 2 see a thing cos i'm short sighted! hahahaha!!!!!! alah, datz a whole different story altogether. nak perfect eyesight, kena banyak makan carrot izzit? khehehe...dah jadik arnab aku ni...
hmm....dun wanna talk bout skul cos itz boring as usual. average of 3 hours a day in skul??? go figure. lepak giler. oh well, at least i haf sumthin 2 look 4ward to in klas. *giggles*
xxPERSEVERANCE IS THE KEYxx
Monday, July 26, 2004
da compulsive shopper in me came out 2day. but i managed 2 resist da tempation of buying brown jeans from SISLEY juz now. had retroboiz opinion on it & yup, gotta stick 2 his views of checking out other shops 1st. went round & round at mustafa centre before dat & all da brown jeans were da corduroys type. nah....hmm, gonna check out queensway shopping centre 1 of diz dayz. any other recommendations anyone?
well, out of boredom, i wrote like 4 testimonials for ma frenz yesterday. i slept at 3am diz mawnin surfing thru frenster & by golly, is s'pore a real damn small place. everyone knows everyone! so, got some smiling faces in skul juz now from my frens thanking me for da testimonials. hahaha...oh well, frens do mean a lot 2 me. even if da testimonials were kinda crappy, i'm sure dey know the true meaning of our frenship behind it.
so yeah, nothing much goin on 2day apart from da fact da cashier gerl from Topshop at suntec city was so hot. hahaha...rupanya budak secondary skul aku rupanya....si retroboi bilang. haiyah, evri1 who has graduated from secondary skul simz 2 b blooming, especially da gerls. hot prospects y'all! so hmm, datz all folks. slamat malam & dun be late for skul!!!
xxBUTTERFLIES IN THE STOMACHxx
Sunday, July 25, 2004
HEY MANIAC! KAU JANGAN NAK STEP TERROR & KURANG AJAR DENGAN MEMBERS AKU OK! KAU NAK SINDIR DORANG APER HAL! YANG KAU SKARANG TAK PUAS HATI DENGAN AKU, JANGAN NAK INVOLVE MEMBER AKU OK! DORANG TAK SALAH! AKU DAH SERIOUS NYE FEDDUP NGAN PERANGAI KAU LAH. KAU TAK KENAL MEMBER AKU, NAK PANGGIL DIA MINAH. LEK SUA LAH KAU...SILAP SILAP KAU TU MAT TAPPERED BOLA TERSENDAT. YANG KURANG KASIH SAYANG TU KAULAH. JUZ LOOK AT URSELF DAMMIT. BIADAP NYER BUDAK. I'M DONE WIF YOU. SAY WATEVA U WANT FROM NOW ONWARDS. ALL I KNOW, PEOPLE AROUND HERE KNOW U SUCK. I REALI DUNNO WAT I OWE YOU IN DA 1ST PLACE. LIKE MY FRENS TOLD ME, JUZ LEAVE U ALONE & UR FRIGGIN PATHETIC LIFE. I WUN RESPOND TO YOU EVER AGAIN. GO AHEAD, IF DISSING PEOPLE IS UR FETISH, DAMN, SUMTHINGZ WRONG WIF YOU. I'M SO SORRY FOR YOU. UR ATTITUDE REALI NIDS A MAJOR OVERHAUL.
xxMAY U FIND PEACExx
Saturday, July 24, 2004
yes! maniacz back! wow, so if i'm pathetic, wat makes you? yeah pple, maniacz life is PERFECT! go b frenz wif him orait! for his life is so HAPPENING & PERFECT! Happening in da aspect he would go 2 pplez blog mainly to diss around. happening life dun ya tink? hail maniac! kaulah segalanya dalam dunia ni lah kan....kiwak, ur r like da most irritating jackass i've ever come across ya no. well, mebi itz ur fetish 2 diss pple wifout any basis at all & may i add, dissing sum1 u dun even no dat well. oh heck, u nid psychiatrict help btw. FYI, even my frenz think u suck.
letz not talk bout the 'pest' fer 2day anymore. had loads of lafter playing 'rumah dayak' in skul 2day wif rid's klasmates. retroboi was there too. as da stoopid project management lecture turned out 2 b a 'do-it-urself' practical on Microsoft Project, evri1 ended at 11am & chilled at foodkot 3. datz wen we all decided 2 play soccer which lasted for like an hour plus den turned 2 play da old skul primary skul game of 'rumah dayak'. my god, it was so hilarious seeing a group of guys running their ass off juz 2 make sure dey wasn't hit by da ball & da other teammates would frantically build da 'house' made up of 4 slippers. well, afta da activities, evri1 was so tired & automatically slept in da MRT. itz not evriday u play rumah dayak ya no. hehehe...
well, datz all for 2day. juz intrigued 2 no dat sum pple in diz werld are so 'high headed' into tinking hez better den evri1 else. pple like diz need 2 learn da basic aspect of being humble. say, u're dat good in evriting in life ryte? heck, if u wanna take my blog as a measure of who i am as a person, go ahead maniac. u dunno me & i'm juz amazed how u value pple da way u're doin it ryte now. u're pathetic urself dun ya think? dun judge pple blindly & i'm sure pple would relate 2 me on dat.
xxPEST CONTROL ALERT!xx
Friday, July 23, 2004
wow! i'm so ecstatic for alvidah!!! hahaha....ceh, she got thru da top 75 of s'pore idol seh. wah, good for u vidah! datz y i purposely addressed ur name as vidah da diva on my blog link. well, free publicity for u miss....i'm sure many pple will go to ur blog juz 2 no wat i'm talking about. heh heh heh. so pple, catch her on s'pore idol orait! i'm sure gonna be excited seeing her on teevee! hahaha...dah lama tak nampak si sekor ni...well, hope can go makan wif juni, mat no & you 1 day otay! well, at least u had da rawkstar experience gerl...so happy for u! stay kool madame....
so, i'm not in da mood to blog nowadays. for i dun wanna write bout happenings or personal stuff goin on in my life. itz gettin 2 a point where i fil sumwhat strange dat any random person could read bout my pathetic life & say wateva crap dey wanna wifout even knowing da person i reali am in real life. so, i'm gonna kip evriting on da low from now on. i dun haf 2 tell EVRITING bout da happenings in my life ryte. who i went out wif, wat i did, where'd i go blah blah blah u juz dun nid 2 no. oh yeah, dun think i 4got bout ya maniac. u dumbass. if anyone who has 2 back down & say sori, itz you. think again watcha gotten urself into.
xxFOR PAYBACKZ A BITCHxx
Thursday, July 22, 2004
hey maniac! tanx 4 dropping by AGAIN! well, my poem sux so wat. watz ur blardy problem anyways. juz like emokid told me juz now, u haf nothing better 2 do. datz y i assume u dun haf a life. mak ai, 2 tell u da truth, u haf a personality crisis dude. action does speaker louder den werds amigo...so u ought to go write a book of poems & show pple dat u're better den evri1 else. ur juz full of crap at da end of da day....so, do drop by again ok!
xxYADA YADA YADAxx
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
tanx 2 a cancelled practical klas, 40 minitz was all it took 4 me 2 stay in skul 2day. sumhow, ended up goin jamming wif 3 other kidz. hmm, still gotta improve on my guitars. i still suck. nothing much 2 say bout diz past few days. kinda feeling down but tanx 2 some pple for making me smile. ur SMS exchanges wif me are reali funi my new fren. sanggup layan karenah budak baru graduate from woodbridge. seeing emokid 2molo to go to wakemeupmusic. haven't been there b4 so she'll show me around. mebi retail therapy will help my depression. hahaha...oh well, 2moloz another day.
xxAM I WORTH THE BACKLASH?xx
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
oh maniac maniac...i'm surprised u came bek here...welcome back asshole. did ya 4get that diz iz MY domain & i can diss u more den u can diz me on my tagboard? i neva asked ur opinion bout da entries dat i write here in da 1st place. for u haf nothing 2 do in ur freakin life & write stoopid komenz on peoplez tagboard. oh well, mebi u haf no life. oh, still haven't got da balls 2 reveal urself huh? oh well, you too can rilek 1 koner. make sure dat corner is nice okay...
xxCRAPxx
Monday, July 19, 2004
As the darkness gleams upon me
Thoughts of you creeps in hauntingly
For the happiness that ensues before
Seems so painful for me to adore
As the morning sunlight glints
Makes me realise you're just a dream
One whom i'll never get hold of
The one whom i so dearly adore
As time trickles away like sands in an hourglass
I left through the back door to forget the past
For the memories with you seemed so fake
Frustrations and anguish collide too much for me to take
As all that i've been through with you
Seemed so magical at first
Would only end up with sadness
For the reality is, ignorance is bliss
xxTHANKS BUT NO THANKSxx
Sunday, July 18, 2004
Sorry I'm Sorry I'm to blame. Don't treat me like I ever accused you
(Saosin - 7 years)
for da 1st time, i said NO to HER. got a msg from HER early diz morning wanting us 2 b frenz all over again. wifout tinking much, i juz said 'NO'. 2 tink of it, watz da use of being frenz wen all da while we were frenz bek in da day, i didn't get anyting in return. itz more of like i'm giving more rather den receiving. hell, even da basic tingz like my berfday also she can 4get. so ok, itz a win-lose situation wen i'm wif her. so no use being frenz. period. i've had enuf & i juz wanna move on & so should her.
now, i indeed screwed tingz up diz time. sum1'z mad at me for da paragraph i wrote bout da gossipz in skul. hey pple in skul! u see, tanx 2 u pple & ur blardy mouth, a frenship is on the rocks. stop teasing her or aniting ok! in da end, i'm hurting too & so is she. u c how i told u pple dat wateva goes around, comez around? Da 'HER' i mentioned in da 1st paragraph juz lost a fren in me while i in return, is mebi gonna lose diz sum1'z trust or frenship. see how karma werks. oh well, u so deserve it khairi. i dun tink any1 could be so easily forgiving wen dey're hurt so yup, i'm gonna live wif da fact dat sum1 in diz werld hates me. yeah, i no u hate me in a way. dun say u're not. i deserve 2 b hated. again, trima kasih banyak banyak ya budak budak di sekolah. buat mulut lagik lah ya semoga kamu semua dapat kepuasan hati mengumpat tentang kehidupan orang lain.
xxLOOK WAT I'VE DONExx
juz came bek from another day of baybeats. went there wif retroboi, his 2 cousins, fais freeloader & lemau krew. upon reaching there, objection overrule was performing at da arena & there was where i saw emokid & krew. saw her fren, semot, too in her circle of frenz. objectionz gig was ok 2 say da least but i find it funi dey brought a chinese punk rawk song & da kidz were moshing to a chinese song? hmm.....hahaha...well, itz so blardy stoopid dat kidz who bodysurfed, were taken away by da police & security personnel & were brought 2 one corner. mak ai, wat kinda punk rawk gig is wifout bodysurfing ryte? da funi ting is, there was diz SP kid whom i alwiz c in skul who got 'bodysurfed'. hahaha...mak ai dia ni seh bodysurf. klasik klasik.
afta objection, da krew juz hanged around near da arena & datz where i saw da gerl whom i dun reali wanna c. kinda coincidental dat she was there at dat time. dengan laki mana entah plak. she said 'hi' to me but i juz smiled not wanting 2 say a single werd 2 her & dat blardy freeloader nak step tanya aku 'eh, apasal kau tak layan dia seh? wat happen?'.....kiwak, dat part jugak aku peng sak....'eh, kau jgn cakap pasal dia bleh tak!? kau apa hal!?'. trus member juz said okay okay....da krew did gave me some weird looks wen dey saw dat gerl saying 'hi' to me & da fact dat i didn't respond. 2 tell u da truth, my mouth couldn't open 2 say a single werd 2 her. dat juz shows i reali haf nothing 2 say to her & i dun wanna talk 2 her. for a moment, i was in a bad mood but thankfully, da later parts of da evenings made me happy.
firstly, emokid was so nice 2 get me da shoe size 9 CD. i thought she was joking. me & retroboi met up wif her & her oh so paiseh fren. hahaha....cutelah kawan dia....malu sampai pipi naik merah. retroboi was as kool as ever & said his 'hi'. hahaha....member aku sorang ni klasik beb...emokidz fren was like giggling away & i find it weird y she didn't wanna go up 2 ma fren & shake hands or sumthin. well, at least dapat jumpa jadilah ya....tanx sara 4 da CD! dengdeng bee cheng hiang coming up 4 u!
secondly, sweet su bought me ondeh ondehz!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA!!!! i reali mean it! she did buy dat kuih 4 me!!! wow, peh touched rabak gue tadik....bli dua paket plak tu. aper lagik, i ate em upon reaching home & da feeling of da gula melaka bursting in ur mouth is like being in cloud 9 man....oozing gula melaka is so sedap!!!! saw her during FV's performance & again, i spotted her fren, zaida, den i eventually spotted her. hahaha....anyways, tanx faezah for da lovely kuih! u rawk gerl! dengdeng bee cheng hiang coming up for you too!
so, FV's gig was nice but da sound system was a letdown. Dino's guitar wasn't clear & nizam's microphone was silent during da 1st few songs. anyways, da crowd was massive during their performance. da songz dat dey brought were klasik namely Mona Koh, Last Nite I Said Goodbye & obviously, Siti. i reali loved da last nite song but it would reali help if da gitarz were werking properly. nonetheless, seeing FV in action is alwiz a klasik experience. i was itching 2 dance 2 their songs but hey, me dancing? nah....all i did was bop my head. hahahaha....
well, da train journey bek home was nice considering i had a chat wif retroboi bout gerls in perspective. not dirty stuff ok. juz plain old inspiring talks bout life experiences wif gerlz. i won't elaborate further for i dun wanna haf stoopid komenz on my tagboard anymore. all i no is, i'd better be extra careful wen considering 2 start another relationship or else i'll b da 1 in da end in sorrow. history repeating itself sux ya no.
ok, itz 1.40am on my klok. shuld b sleeping by now. take care 2 whoevaz reading diz. to my 2 virtual frenz, u guys rawk man! so fortunate 2 mit pple such as ya. i'm so honoured. tanx 4 da kuih & CD ya! shuld hang out together some time later otay! yeah yeah! klasik!
xxDIFFERENTIATE GOOD & BADxx
Saturday, July 17, 2004
c wat i told you bout myself being nice? in da end, u get called bodoh. some pple haf no manners watsoeva. go on maniac, u dun haf da balls to reveal who u are. hiding behind some persona juz makes u a coward. diz iz my domain & i can diss u more den anything in diz werld but i'm not goin to. 4 i believe dat watever comes around, goes around. hope ur time will come. da time wen some1 hurts u ryte in front & sayz ur stoopid. thank yourself.
xxCHECK YOURSELF IN THE MIRRORxx
here i am early in da mawning writing diz blog while waiting for da time 2 go 2 skul for floorball training. so blardy lazy 2 go but since da year 3 kidz r goin, i'll go too. gonna mit da buncha snobs again in skul. haiyah...
well well well, i went 2 baybeats yesterday wif a fren from da floorball team & met many frenz including, yes including, sweet su!!! ahahaha...small werld ain't it. i was sitting at a kerb near da arena wen i was juz pple watching. den i saw her fren, jda, and thought 2 myself 'kalau si dia ni ader, konfirm si swit su mesti ader'....true enuf, she was there! hahaha...den i went up 2 her wen she was standing alone & boi was she surprised 2 c me. i was kinda stammering 2 talk cos i was so paiseh yet excited all in one. luckily enuf, we could talk as if we knew
each other for so long. klasik moment ryte there. had a few laughs den we parted ways & promised 2 come down again to baybeats 2day. so diz time, sara da emokid also can mit her up. hahaha...well, diz humble blog of mine does help in making frens huh. hehehe....klasik lah...
oh yeah, i bought supermarket hero's tee which cost $13. since da graphic is kool 2 me, y not ryte. mwbi i'll get a few buttons 2 place on my tote bag or shirts. da baybeats survival kit did sell like hotcakes yesterday & in da 1st hour or so of opening up da booth, da sizes S & M are oreadi sold out. da packaging is nice. a 'piza hut' kinda package ya no. didn't quite fancy da design though plus itz in white. hahaha...i look so damn ugly in white. well, shoe size 9'z performance was kool & da gitariz was damn terror. da band did manage 2 conjure up a mosh in da pit & some of their songs did quite attract me. love me butch's performance was kool nonetheless & supermarket heroz gig was 2 put it simply, energetic. da way da lead singer thumps his bass while screaming his heart out was enuf for da kidz in da arena 2 mosh. dia nye screamo peh kuat. betul betul meluahkan perasaan beb. their songs r nice too ya no. but i no not many pple r into screamo kinda songs. hurhurhur...well, i like em.
so 2day, hopefully, goin wif retroboi & krew plus diz Fais guy from skul. his mates r werking 2day so he wanna follow us. i'm ok wif it asalkan dia tak buat perangai sua. dia ni unpredictable sikit. kalau maki org jalan terus beb...peduli aper....
ok, coming 2wards a serious issue bout me personally. i REALI dun like da way tings r goin on bout pple in da floorball team especially da gerls who r starting 2 gossip bout me goin out wif diz gerl from da team. ey korang! takder keje pe nak gosip! may i stress dat we're juz FRENZ & plz dun tink we're a couple or aniting ok. kalau dah sampai lobang telinga of most of da kidz in da team yg tau, saper yg tak marah beb. how i hate da fact dat pple juz can't kip their mouth shut & circulating away my blog address wifout my permission. i dun wan my blog to be an open window for kidz 2 gosip bout me. like i told u readers many times b4, wen u read, juz KIP IT TO URSELF. dun make nothing into sumthin & end up makin me mad. so TANX 2 u pple in da team for gossiping, i dun intend to go out wif diz gerl in da team anymore. dat'll onli fuel more gossipz from u & my pure intention of wanting 2 b frenz wif her iz kinda affected 2 say da least. cos wen i go out wif her, da back of my mind thinks wat will da gerls gossip about nex. itz getting TOO irritating to a point where how i wish i could juz shout at da pple whom i no dat r spreading da gossip around. yes i no who u are & u jolly well jangan nak step baik baik dengan aku ok. u talk behind my back & now u wanna act all innocent wen in front of me? please stop ur double faced persona ok. i dun like pple like diz 1 bit. so, dun speak a werd wen u c me for i'll onli blast u. who likes da fact pple r talking behind their bek ryte. anyways, FYI, i'm not looking into dwelling into another relationship ok. so dun tink i'll get involved in another relationship. in da meantime, i juz wanna haf more frenz but plz, no relationships. i truly apologise 2 da pple who i kinda 'aim' diz blasting paragraph to. u no who u are. & i'm sori for again , i stress, shez juz a FREN & nothing more den dat. da more i'm nice 2 pple, da more dey take advantage of me. gettin too deep into my personal life is sumthin i dun reali appreciate for a fact. cos evri1 nidz their own space & datz wat diz blog o mine is for & if u tink i'm an easy target 2 gossip about, go ahead orait for u'll onli make me hate u. u see, being nice do suck okay. i'm juz another klasik example. so, do take note i'm not happy bout diz. not 1 bit.
so datz all i wanna say. i'm gonna bathe den go training & later go out again 2 baybeats. so, c u pple there & tanx to some pple, i'm not in da mood 2 smile 2day or perhaps, more dayz 2 come. for u made a huge mistake by irritating me.
xxFEELING GUILTY NOW HUH? GOOD FOR YOUxx
Thursday, July 15, 2004
yeah yeah! baybeats is tomorrow pple! so get down 2 ur emo/punk rawk/ indie gear & head down 2 da esplanade! woohoo!!! been looking forward 2 diz event since, ermm...laz month? heh heh heh....
well, i terserempak dengan da heartlanders kid himself, nizam, wen i was on ma way home. hez serving NS ryte now & hez in da polis force & hence da name, heartlanders kid. wif his botak head, getting-darker-by-da-day skin, i kinda couldn't recognise him wen i alighted from da MRT at CCK. wen i looked twice at him, 'Eh Nizam!!!!' hahaha...haven't seen him for like 2 months & itz nice 2 c him. so i sat down wif him & had a chat in watz goin on in our lives. diam tak diam, member aku ni dah berpunya beb. hahaha...well, kinda expected tingz between him & diz gerl 2 werk out cos i see dey can reali klik damn well. wif da fact both haf creative & artsy sides in interest, itz nice 2 know dat dey're together. da most hilarious plus shocking ting dat he updated me was da news dat diz former sec skulmate of mine finally got together wif his bez fren! hahaha...wow, azrul, bleh tahan eh kau. hahaha...well, diz azrul & diz gerl have been frenz way bek in sec 1 so itz kool dey got 2gether. but no1 reali expected azrul to settle down for he alwiz doesn't show much interest in gerls. hahaha...so hapi 4 da both of em. ni dualah member aku yang paling lepak. pegi limbang park dulu time holiday sumwhere early last year to skateboard. hahaaha...dahlah satu-satu ranap, entah aper skil je kite ader. one ting 4 sure, azrul did invented some new trix. Of all da trix dat he 'invented', da most klasik has got 2 b the PRATA FLIP. hahahaha...see how lepak diz guy is. i kinda miss those days da 3 of us would hang out wif da 2 arab gerls. hahaha...pegi old changi hospital lah, layankan si budak pompan tu 2 ekor main hide & seek lar, main pepsi cola 1 2 3 or juz hang around town blah blah blah....hahaha...now evri1'z doin their own thang & i'm juz thankful i crossed path wif diz pple.
anyways, da days in skul has been filled wif loud lafters & stoopid komenz. da guys in klas can't help but tease da way mat teknoz hair looks like. his hair is like SUPER gelled up & if a brick falls on his head, da brick will smash ya no. datz how KERAS his hair is. hahaha...a lot of theories came up as 2 how hiz hair is like dat. my personal theory is his hair might b a helmet all along. si khairul plak kata kat hujung rambut dia ader 'clip' so rambut dia tak lari ah & he uses eggs to harden his hair. but oh well, if mat teknoz in a 100 metre race, he'll definitely win tanx 2 his aerodynamic hair plus he'll not be lagging behind. seriously, i tink he has 2 maintain it dat way considering hez 1 of da famous kids in chua chu kang. famous 2 da mats & minahs community dat is. so rambut kena maintain beb. hohoho...
oh yup, my makcik from da US of A will b coming down 2molo. shez coming wif her 8 yr old daughter, Sierra. too bad her 2 sons, shariff & nazri couldn't tag along. so now my ibu is cleaning up da house as if 2moloz hari raya. my roomz still messy as usual & i plan 2 kip it dat way. hahaha...i couldn't reali remember how my makcik look like cos itz been 5 years wen she laz came down to singapooora. well, kinda klasik 2 say da least 2 c my long distance auntie. hmm, wonder if she has presents up her sleeve for me or sumthin. heh heh heh....
ok dokie derrier, i'm gonna end da entry for 2day. again, i'll b at baybeats wif da usual suspex on saturday. konfirm u can catch me at da chillout area of da esplanade at 9.30pm cos FORCE VOMITz slot is at dat time. so do say 'hi' 2 me & ma frenz aight! c ya!
xxEXPECTATIONS INCORPORATEDxx
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
The chorus of an ALL SAINTS song 'Never Ever' which i like. ya thought i dun hear such stuff dun ya? well, i listen 2 juz about everything.
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right
xxFEELING DOWNxx
NEW FOUND GLORY
"My Friends Over You"
I'm drunk off your kiss
For another night in a row
This is becoming too routine for me
But I did not mean to lead you on
And it's all right to pretend
That we still talk
It's just for show, isn't it
It's my fault that it fell apart
Just maybe
You need this
And I didn't mean to
Lead you on
You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
Please tell me everything,
That you think that I should know
About all the plans you made
When I was never to be found
And it's all right to forget
That we still talk
Its just for fun, isn't it
It's my fault that it fell apart
Cuz maybe you need this
And I didn't mean to
Lead you on
You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
woohoo!!! itz raining! itz raining! shioknyer da weather...so kooling. damn, eva since da start of year 3, evritingz like super slacked man...lecturez r like briefingz while tutorialz r juz a waste of time...hmm, mebi wen da FYP fever comez, datz wen evri1 startz 2 panic huh...
went 2 town yesterday juz 2 pick up da Baybeats booklet. semangat eh? hahaha...alah, bukan hari-hari pe ader diz kinda gig...as usual, Force Vomit is featured in da booklet as singa-cityz most popular band...hohoho...klasik. oh yeah, itz diz friday & hope 2 c ya pple there!
hmm, i went 2 skul 2day wearing diz Crocodile long sleeved striped shirt. da funi ting is, my frenz thought it cost me a bomb 2 purchase it. but guess wat? i bought it for onli $1! hahaha...yup, no faking u on diz 1...bought it at diz 2nd hand shop beside Zam Zam Restaurant near Masjid Sultan. hohoho...da shirtz in good quality plus itz from Crocodile man! hahaha...juz hafta haf it lar...dun wori, i washed it 1st b4 i wore it. nak kater cheapskate cakap lar...hahaha...tak heran!!! u pple should cek out da Salvation Army outlets too! who knows u'll find some old skul thangs & clothes...
well, i had 2 call up 97 freshies laz sunday juz 2 tell em therez floorball training on wednesday. damn, took me 2 hours 2 kol em up. antara dorang nak turun ke tak, tu dorang nyer pasal. anyways, therez some 'politics' goin on in da club itself & i myself dun haf any idea wat 2 do bout it. 4 instance, i find SOME of da freshies a bunch of bumptious pple...bumptious equals to sombong. an example, laz wik, da yr 2 & 3 kidz were sitting at da stadium seats & wen da yr 1'z came, dey onli acknowledged their frenz. acknowledge as in SALAM ya no...& we were like ryte in front of dem & dey dun even bother 2 acknowledge us yet alone make eye contact or smile. so kiter ni invisible per? on personal terms, wen i walk around in skul, some freshies in da team wen dey bump into me, gif me da 'hidung tinggi' look. so wat r dey trying 2 say? banyak besar kapper dorang. mak ai, baru 1 minggu kat skola nak lagak. lek ah adik-adik...jangan camni ah, takkan dat day jumpa time solat jumaat tak tegur beb...honestly, itz not me alone who has diz opinion, i tell ya, lotz of pple agree wif me. kol it an ego thing or wateva, i'm not gonna b da 1 acknowledging dem wen i c em. dey shuld learn diz basic quality called RESPECT.
wokay, enuf of dissing pple. it'll onli furiate me further. i can't stand diz kinda pple. watz wrong wif smiling anyways? biarlah kan...ok, gonna make myself peanut butter sandwich. oh yeah, onli use SKIPPY peanut butter wif grape stripes ok pple! it rawks!
xxWAKE UPxx
Sunday, July 11, 2004
itz 3.15pm & i juz woke up...woo, b4 any of u tink i'm a lazy bum, i woke up at 7am today juz 2 drag my ass to BBDC to blardy do da final theory test evaluation...thank god i passed da stoopid ting....now i hafta wait for 2nd of august 2 do da real final theory...damn, lama nyer...biler mau pass gini...afta da BBDC early mawnin outing, reached home at 10am & fell flat on ma bed & here i am now writing 2dayz entry...
yesterdayz projek wif retroboi went well. over a meal of mee siam & fried chicken, ideas did blend in. i think da whole tingz gonna turn out juz fine. da onli ting i worry about is da amount of support dat we nid. wifout support, we can't go on. we'll c wat happens at da end of diz month. insyaallah...
hmm, lately i've been thinking. iz there a fine line being funny & lame at da same time? 4 i can't differentiate wen pple laf at me for da jokes dat i do or comments dat i say r indeed funny or itz juz my lame-ness dat dey're lafing at? cos per say at MSN, i say all diz stoopid comments yang tak make sense at all & sumtimes 'preach' online & dey do laf wif all their HAHA's & HEHE's...da same thing also happen in skul...for i tink personally dat i'm a walking lame homosapien. wat i'm saying is, r u lafing at my level of stoopidity or r u lafing genuinely bcos i reali tickle ur funi bone? me on da other hand, can laf at virtually aniting. b it watching lame advertisementz on teevee, seeing an apek tergelincir while walking (yup, i laughed at dat b4. hurhurhur), listening 2 stoopid songs such as da Mat Tappered song blah blah blah....but like dey say, lafter is da bez medicine & itz so much better 2 laf rather den being sad & blue.
i wonder if pple r reali REAL in person. or r dey juz showing a facade of themselves? me, i can be 2 different personalities in a split second. u tick me off, datz it. but so far in life, i've never raised my voice at anyone i know or had a fist fight or aniting. i tend 2 juz kip mum or distance myself away from da person dat i'm having a problem wif. i'm a peaceful person at da end of da day. :) well, so much for knowing a piece of me. i do hope i can reali study how pple behave towards basic things in life such as lafter, friendships etc etc. well, little by little, u'll learn someday. peace off bebeh.
xxIF IT WERE UP 2 MExx
Friday, July 09, 2004
wahey!!! now i no who my virtual fren sweet su is!!! hahaha!!! i'm so blardy happy!!! kinda stumbled upon her pic at her frenz blog. seriously it was accidental...so kool 2 FINALLY no who my virtual frenz are...so no more 'chak-chak' lagik....hahaha...well, datz settled den...
so, 2day was another boring day in skul. 3 hrs onli juz now...da communication skills for werk class was blardy stoopid man...my god, itz a module whereby u hafta learn how 2 communicate better, write good resumes, how 2 present urself better 2 other pple blah blah blah...da 1st lame ass ting da lecturer asked us 2 do was choose a partner dat u REALI dunno about & for 2 minitz, u haf 2 question da other person bout all da tingz u wanna know bout him/her...my god...as i knew most of da kidz in klas, da teacher made me team up wif diz new gerl who joined da klas, Mardina, whose like a yr older den all of us...da questioning part was so stoopid lah...as i had nothing much 2 say, i asked da lame old common questions...watz ur name, how old r u, where do u live blah blah blah...took me like 30 seconds den i juz shut up....hahaha...i was like so bored man....den afta she answered all my lame questions, it was her turn 2 ask me....my god, wat she asked me reali stunned me...itz like, wat a way 2 start off a conversation ya no...she asked, 'iz ur hair real? do u go 2 local gigs? do u play da gitar? wat songs u listen to? u like fashion izzit blah blah blah...of all da questions, i laughed aloud at da 1st one...iz my hair real??? my god, ingat aper, rambut sample pe beb? hahaha....ape saje lah...but itz kool, she listens 2 da same type of music as i do so at least therez sumthin 2 talk about. sempat aku advertise telling her 2 come down 2 baybeats nex wik. hahaha...mana nyer promoter je aku ni...afta dat, da lecturer ordered us 2 design our own name card....wat da heck....my card is like da simplest of all....juz using my blue pen den wrote my name, address & contact number den i handed it up...my god, i tink i'm gonna b bored 2 death in diz klas....
& so, went 2 bugis wif retroboi & his FYP partner in crime, fuad...dey were in search of components for their FYP...trying 2 find some solar cells dat were kinda hard 2 find even at a place like sim lim tower...well, i myself & my team partners dunno wat we're supposed 2 do for our FYP...& now evri1 is stressed bout diz. so monday, me & da other 2 r gonna get 2 da bottom of diz FYP thingy & try 2 get a topic for our FYP...afta sim lim, went 2 town & accidentally stumbled upon some kidz bek in skul....5 pple 2 b exact. hahaha...1 couple & 1 grup...da grup were at taka's Guess boutique where mus was buying diz guess jeans whereby da lovely couple i saw at hyatt hotel...hurhurhur...well, jgn ingat bukan bukan ye wen i mention bout da couple at da hotel...dey're good kidz ok....hahaha....konfirm dey wanna use da toilet at hyatt cos itz so nice!! hahahaha...so, itz like evritingz on sale at town ryte now....saw some stuff which i would reali lke 2 buy but sumhow now, i dun tend 2 blow my budget as much as i used 2 laz tyme....saw diz kool brown smart pants at topman goin at onli $36 & da mambo boutique at heeren was having a 50% discount on all da items sold...if i had da shop-till-u-drop urge, i could've easily bought da pants & a shirt from mambo...well, guess i've learnt how difficult it is 2 earn money diz dayz...by da attachment period dat i had, i werked my ass off & know how hard it is 2 earn money...should spend like retroboi, buy kool tees at kool prices. he bought 1 klasik ringer tee at onli $15...
well, saw FV & da gitariz of kasut size sembilan juz now too. i tink da gitariz hair is kool. i guess datz da norm of hairstyles for indie/emo/punk rawk guys huh...kool though. retroboi & me i tink r fitting in nicely too...hahaha...
ok, da main highlight of 2dayz entry has got 2 b retroboiz constant thoughts & blabbering bout diz minah we saw at town juz now. shez like 15 & decked out in diz lacey black tube & black hotpants. my god, shez like so, pardon me, so sluttish 2 say da least. diz gerl has sumkind of friggin attitude man....macam where is ur maruah gerl? while me & retroboi were at da traffic light junction, she 'selamba'-ly wen up 2 diz guy 2 ask 4 cigs & den chatted him up like dey were frenz since dey were kidz. da guy was juz stunned by da approach & gave her da cigs...den da minah walked away wif da usual 'minah gelek'...datz when retroboi started commenting bout her. ahahahaha...masyaallah...i find it so funi...dari far east ke heeren ke centrepoint ke on da way balik, konfirm therez commentz from him bout da minah...i was like 'ya ala jengz, let her be ah...apa dia nak pakai, dia nye suka ah'...den he went 'bukan aper beb, aku tak bleh accept ah dia pakai camtu. i want a bite!'....AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! retroboi is so funi wen making commentz...itz juz dat let da matter rest lah...hahaha...saw da minah again at heeren on da way bek & again, she was chatting up some guys AGAIN & afta dat she was pple watching wif her other 2 minah frenz. well, gasak kau lah pompuan kalau kau nak hidop kau begitu...wearing a tube & hotpants & trying 2 capture da attention of pple in da wrong way is sumthin i myself could not accept. well, she does manage 2 capture the attention but da commentz dat she receives ain't a nice ting 2 hear. but hey, 2 each his own ryte? so wateva it is, no way is dat kinda gerl gonna b sum1 whom i wanna b wif....juz like retroboi asked me 'if u were 2 b wif a gerl, would u look into her past?'...datz a tough 1 to answer 4 i believe da past does play a part in da present & perhaps future...so god forbid, may i not haf 2 encounter dat sort of situation. again, evri1 has da ryte 2 their own opinions & if u happen 2 disagree wif me, so b it. if u agree wif me, so b it. oh yeah, retroboi sempat mention bout dat minah on MSN juz now....hahaha!!! my god, dat gerl is reali bugging him huh? hahaha....mat mat, kau ok ke tak jengz? hahaha...
so ok, kinda long entry fer 2day. 2molo gonna go 2 BBDC den head down 2 retroboiz AVALON 2 continue doin our projek...hope itz done at da end of diz month. can't wait 2 c how evriting goes...so, gud nyte readers. klasikal kid signing off....
xxMY FRIENDS OVER YOUxx
Thursday, July 08, 2004
Reply 2 Taggies...
Hey Vidah! tak salah kan panggil kau Goth...hahaha...hmm, mebi should change it to Vidah Da Diva...amaciam kau nyer Singapore Idol thingy? hahaha...dengar dengar from juni-o u got thru ryte...ceh, respek ah beb....
Chop Suey ah!!! peh lama u borrow my VCD. i didn't even remember bout it in da 1st place...if u juz kept mum bout it, u would haf kept da VCD all for ur own. but yup, u haven't change much huh! hahaha...still loya buruk...well, hope u get a KLASIKAL job orait. or werk or mebi...KAHWIN JE!!! hahaha...take care...
hmm, i went 2 floorball training yesterday & boy was i tired...lari 1 round dah pancit. hahaha...tried out 2 b da keeper & i sucked! ahahaha...i reali hate grounder balls man...da higher ball shotz r a breeze 2 save...da grounder ones r such a pain in da ass!!! i tell u, evri single person who shot grounderz, defintely dey'll score. hahaha...hmm, gotta train more ah i tink. but da keeperz helmet is one stuffy headgear man...da way da padding inside stuff ur face tightly is undefinable man....furthermore da sweat absorbed by da padding juz makes da whole helmet smell. tapi tak pasal ah, bedal je ah...funnily enuf, my fren, Fais, joined in da training from da start till da end. hahaha...dengan T shirt dia, sluar jeans Type 1 & kasot skater dia, he played, he ran, he huffed, he puffed & he sweated a lot! hahaha...big it up 2 him for enduring. 2 tink of it, he isn't in da floorball CCA. he says hez bored goin home so he wanna hang out wif da floorball krew. suka hati dia lah...
afta training, me & 4 other homeboiz went 2 west coast avenue 4 to makan. i didn't eat 4 my ibu had bought blok 26's nasi ayam...my fevret...so saved money & juz drank chrysanthemum tea....ritzie had a hard time figuring out wat 2 eat. ended up makin his mind for after 10 minits like dat...he settled for honey chicken rice...mak ai, pikir peh lama at last makan nasi ayam??? hahaha....wow, wat a hard choice 2 make. hahaha...zahro, fais & hafiz medic ate bee hoon goreng mama which seemed klasik. but didn't sample it 4 i wasn't in da mood 2 eat.
come 2 talk bout moods...itz been swinging 4 diz wik. mebi some pple r starting 2 annoy me. Annoy, irritate, furiating me seems 2 be da norm of da pple i no diz dayz...i dunno wat iz up wif some pple. my life has started 2 b a talking point 4 some. wen u c me, u smile, u laugh wif me but do u haf any idea dat I KNOW ur talking behind my back? 4 wateva reason for me 2 b pissed off, i myself has 2 b blamed. mebi bcos i gave away my blog 4 pple 2 read. & mebi bcos of da stuff i wrote inside. pluz itz getting 2 a point where i can't stand y pple wanna know so much bout my personal life. who i like, wat i'm feeling bout diz sum1 etc etc. dun ya tink datz a bit too private 2 no? itz my feelings ur talking about for godz sake & u wanna make dat a forum for ur gossiping column? tanx a lot ok. den wen i c these pple, i look at dem differently. i come to think dat 'hey, dey read my blog & dey know watz goin on in my life'....wif dat kinda mentality in my head, i find it quite hard 2 talk 2 dem. so i'll juz gif dem a weak smile. plus, i'm so annoyed dat some pple r having 'dun care ah pasal dia ni' attitude...unreplied msgs does pisses me off a bit. kinda childish of me u might say. so go on....i dun mind msgs unreplied if dey're msgs of funi conversations or sumthin...but if i ask u a question in da msg, can't u like spare a few seconds 2 reply? den wen u c me, u act as if nothing happen. so wateva ok. u wanna b sombong wif me, go ahead. i can too. mebi itz juz me ya no...i haf diz habit of replying 2 evri msg dat i get. i dun juz delete away da msg den go on wif wateva i'm doin. by hook or by crook, i'm sure 2 reply. if u find dat weird, go oh again. i'm juz thinking bout da other person on da other line who might b waiting 4 a reply from me. itz not nice 2 kip pple hanging on like dat... so wateva lah eh...
ok....da laz paragraph i wrote might b quite harsh. so 2 assure, i'm not aiming diz at da GUYS, not diz gerl who lives at da 1st floor at boon lay, not another gerl who lives at boon lay also but has 2 take a feeder bus home...itz onli 2 SOME pple. so if u tink u kinda felt a chord struck in ur heart wif wat i said in my laz paragraph, so b it. itz time i said sumthin bek instead of u babbling wateva bout me. like i said b4, being my fren is easy. but plz dun take advantage of me. gif me some respek & i'll b da greatest fren u've ever had.
xxBLOODSHOT DEADBEATxx
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
Reply to Shaz & Lady Nightwish...
Oh makcik shaz...ade ke patot kau suruh aku beliakkan mata aku...kalau ter-over terbeliak camner? u want my eyes 2 roll on da floor izzit? well, evri person muz haf their sensitive side ryte...orang orang tak betul sikit pun ader perasaan tau. ya tink i haf almost ALL da qualities huh? datz so swit of ya. But seriously, i dun tink i'm gud enuf for any1 ya no... wat qualities do i haf man??? i certainly dun haf smart hair, clean cut features, smart appearance blah blah blah...i'm like da messiest kid around & which in-laws want a kid like me ryte? wat happens if i do haf a gf den wen i mit da parents & i'm like da way i am now...confirm kena tendang beb...hahaha...well, me being messy ain't sumthin 2 impress pple wif. i'm juz da way i am & seriously, i like diz konsep of not having 2 comb ur hair in da mawnin, iron ur tees, clean ur shoes etc etc...nothing too impressive ryte. so, whoeva agrees wif shaz earlier, raise down ur hands plz...
So lady nightwish...peh banyak komen kau letak...hahaha...kau ni sama jugak...tak berubah...biol macam tyme secondary skul...y muz u tell da pple here i had frizzy hair back in 2001??? mak ai, dat was like my zaman jahiliah man...dunno wat was i tinkin...spiky dreadlocks dat took like half an hour 2 do...kesian korang dulu kena tunggu aku 'bersolek' tyme hari raya kat rumah aku dulu eh. hahaha...tapi nvm lah kan, kater experiment beb...so, kite memberz beb dari dulu. apa apa, picit aku je. insyaallah bleh gi shopping lagik. tapi i'll not listen 2 u again. pasal kau, aku dah pokai akibat beli baju sampai aku over bajet. eh, nex time kluar, ajak matair kau skali ah...nak tau jugak dia saper. manalah tau bleh memberz ngan dia skali. so engkau tau gd+bad habits aku pe...ceh, aku dulu secondary skul good boi kan raihan? hahaha...c'mon, u HAF 2 agree wif me on dat ryte...low profile giler sak aku dulu...hahaha...kental 2 da core...biler masok poly baru aku 'bloom' sikit. hahahaha...k ah han, selamat memandu di jalan raya & jaga diri hor! hahaha....
& so, da day was slack as usual in skul. was 10 minitz late juz now cos da MRT was kinda late 2 arrive. tanx 2 me also for waking up late. hurhurhur...went 2 da floorball booth afta skul & was kinda surprised dat even more kidz join 2day compared 2 yesterday. da lemau krew came in da aftanoon & i played floorball wif dem for a while...hahaha...was great fun fooling around & playing a 2-a-side match. da rest of da gang in skul juz chilled at da booth till 4pm to try & seek out any sweet young thangs. hahaha...si mus nyer belo tadik, spilled his lychee drink wen he tried 2 take a shot at goal. apa tidak, nak swing da stick, lagik 1 tangan pegang air botol. apa lagik, air botol tu pun swing ah. hahaha...basah baju dia...at last paiseh sendiri...
ok lah peepz, i wanna make peanut butter sandwich. any1 want some? so, take care 2 whoevaz reading diz. haf a great day ahead ya. peace be upon you...
xxNATURE'S GAMExx
Monday, July 05, 2004
PIC FROM DA OLD ALBUM. SHOWING HAPPY DAYS DURING 1ST ATTACHMENT AT NOEL. KOOL BUNCH OF KIDS. MISS THOSE WERKING DAYS. HAD LOADS OF LAFTER THERE. WAT A KLASIKAL EXPERIENCE. 1 I'LL NEVA 4GET. FROM THE EPOK-EPOK RUNAWAYS, DA 'GOODIZ' DISTRIBUTION, DA 'WEEELLLLLL, WELL ITZ DA BIIIGGG SHHHOOOWWWW' CHANT & SO MUCH MORE....THOSE TIMES RAWKS!!!
wow! skul was EXTREMELY slacked 2day. i onli had klas from 10-10.30am...den chilled wif pimp daddy himself, Ariff, at foodcourt 5 & gave our personal comments bout da freshies. whose hot & whose not. hahahaha...my god, therez diz freshie who was like so 'semangat' dat he was looking at his timetable & da skulz map on his other hand. Ariff does haf a lot of funi komenz. 'kiwak, tu budak india baru braper tahun misai dah tebal sak. macam rajanikanth.'....AHAHAHAHA.......i laughed so loud juz now at da foodcourt. well, not many indie/emo/punk rawk chix dat i saw in skul juz now...onli 1 was klasik 2 me but she was walking around wif her guy i tink. alamak, mana bleh gini beb. tak rawk ah...where r da kool kidz!!!???
den, i slacked at da floorball booth juz 2 c da flow of freshies entering da sports hall & c some kidz signing up for our CCA. kool, hope dey come fer training. den, at 2pm met up wif retro boi & went 2 town. hahaha...kes nak balik rumah siang-siang boring pulak kan...so went 2 town 2 eat den walked by da shopz & had no intention of buying anythin watsoeva. so went bek ryte afta dat.
well, i'm setting aside cash for merchandise wen baybeats comes...i'm like gonna borong any klasik stuff dey haf on sale. it'll rawk so much if Force Vomit teez r on sale. i'll buy evri design dey haf man! hahaha...mebi buy a couple of local CD's or sumthin....but 1 ting 4 sure, i'm goin 2 Baybeats pple!!! tak sabar!!! oraity, i'm outtie!!!
xxSAMPAI KAPAN KAU TETAP TENGGELAMxx
well, diz entry is solely 2 reply 2 da pple who matterz in my blog, THE TAGGIES...
so sweet su, juz link me up ya. tanx 4 ur komen. i tink my attitude is lame & braided hair on me is so not KLASIK. hip-hopper in black tee, str8 cut type 1'z & jack purcells? nah...hahaha...
well emokid, i told ya oreadi da july 3rd entry is IN GENERAL. itz juz my thoughts & i kinda wanna share it wif evri1. hahaha...but ur 'ewah-ewah' komen is so hilarious...reminds me of some cheesy hari raya song...
ah honeyza, u r like among da thousands & thousands of gerlz drooling over dat Cristiano Ronaldo boi. hahaha!!! well, suruh ur abang hadi 2 dye his jambul blond den he'll b ur local version of dat ronaldo kid. drool on gerl!!! hahaha...
ok herez da long part 2 reply 2 stressgalz comment. i reali dunno wat 2 say in perspective ya no....itz complicated ah....i dun wanna jeopardise anything....letz say if da other party does like me & is juz waiting 4 me 2 make my move, i'll make DAMN sure diz time round shez SINCERE, den i'll make my move. i dun wan history 2 happen again whereby i liked diz person so much but yet da other party couldn't care less bout how i feel even wen i told her i liked her a lot. it sux so bad. it may b all nice wen being frenz but wen being 2gether, tingz dun seem 2 b da same anymore. i'm confused in whether 2 b in another relationship or not cos i'm not da type of guy 2 play around wif relationship matters. i'm kinda sad da previous one didn't werk out but in a way, i was hapi 2 end it for i tink both of us were TOO different be it in terms of attitude or watsoeva. itz funi how simple swit gestures can make me like sum1. itz dat easy 2 win my heart ya no. come 2 think of it, mebi waiting is a gud idea. wait till sum1 gives up & finally confesses. hahaha...now datz a test of endurance. but hey, i mebi juz mebi b liking sum1 ryte now. itz too early 2 say but i'm not like gonna reali press on aniting. i'll let tingz b da way dey are now & c wat happenz. but liking sum1 juz ain't enuf ryte. remember, itz juz LIKE. for all i know, it iz nice 2 no sum1 telling u dat she likes u for who u are. me, a messy haired, wrinkled clothes, unclean shoes kinda guy ain't evri gerlz cup of tea. therez so many good looking & nice guys out there. i'm not da 1 gerlz r looking for. i'm nothing 2 look at, yet alone, be with....
xxFOR THEREZ SADNESS WHEN HAPPINESS ENDSxx
Saturday, July 03, 2004
i'm now sooooo scared 2 ruin a frenship. wat happenz if i said i had feelings for sum1? would dat change da relationship 4 da better or worse? come to think of it, itz such a major risk i wouldn't dare take. i'm so scared. unless unless unless, da other person makes da 1st move. den again, wouldn't it be draggy if both parties r frenz but sumhow both of em haf a gut feeling dat dey haf feelings for each other onli dat dey're afraid 2 tell 1 another the truth? datz da complicated part. itz not as easy saying 2 sum1 'Hey, i like you'...dat is juz a figment of wat u reali wanna say & da other party might juz take it lightly dat hey, he/she juz LIKES u...likes...so how does da story ends? i reali dunno...juz wait i guess....
& plz, diz entry is in general. not intended 4 anybody. juz sumthin i'm thinkin bout ryte now...
xxLIFEZ COMPLICATIONSxx
finally ITP is over!!! got a B for da 8 wikz of pure exhaustion & eye-opening experience...i could haf got an A if i had answered my supervisorz Q&A tadik...ader ke patot dia tanya wat is da voltage of a normal generator?? alamak, mana bleh ingat beb...hahaa...da answer is 10kV anyways...hahaha...wateva lah, dah pass dah hapi. afta settling da logbook stuff, left our numbers for da clerk so she would call us wen our paycheck is ready...hmm, wenz dat agaknyer eh...
anyways, it sux so bad dat skul is opening on Monday...no holidays at all man...left wif sunday 2 reali relax den face final year in skul. on da other hand, miting back all da kidz in skul is so exciting. i'm so gonna catch up wif my fren whose attachment is cleaning toilets at marina mandarin hotel...hahaha...confirm lotz to talk about. my timetable is pretty slacked but no matter how slack it is, muz b careful not 2 4get 2 do da FYP. wow, i still haf no idea wat my grup will b doin...cos we still haven't got our designated topic. well, time is flying TOO fast in s'pore & b4 ya know it, i'm gonna b in NS nex year...da nex stage in my life....
well, i slept da moment i got bek from ofiz around noon juz now...da moment i woke up, my hair was in braids. hahaha...my ibu braided my hair while i was sleeping. so tak klasik beb. kalau aku ni budak hip hop takper jugak. so shocked wen i passed by my room mirror & c sum1 in da reflection wif funi hair. hahaha....quickly untied all those braids. well, i no my hairz dat funi but wif braids??? c'mon, gimme a break. my ibu complains how lebat my hair is & itz so out of kontrol. hahaha...u shuld c me 1st ting in da mawnin...it lookz like a lionz mane. hahaha...
so, i'm gonna spend da wikend resting & lazing around. nothing much 2 do at home though since my room teevee has been da family teevee. hahaha...teevee kat hall dah rosak at laz pakai aku nye teevee yg 'besar' tu...14 inch je beb....hahaha...well, gonna catch da Euro Finals for sure. Portugal bleh angkat nye ah...hahaha...watz wif gerlz and Cristiano Ronaldo anyways? s'pore nyer national players yang lagik 'berg' u all tak nak. so bias. a klasik example, S Subramani...
xxENDURANCE PAYS AT DA END OF DA DAYxx
Friday, July 02, 2004
wow...had loads of fun wif yesterdayz movie outing. 12 kidz on da roll. spiderman 2 is kool 2 me but i find it so lepak dat dr octopus doesn't wear a shirt while he's fighting & all. 4 da 1st parts where he became evil, dia tak pakai baju beb...den therez da 'bodysurf' moment. Spiderman being 'bodysurfed' by pple in da train? mak ai, punk rawk abis. hahaha...alah, u all hafta watch da movie 2 know wat i'm talking about. overall, da fighting scenes r nice & itz a pity peter parker has 2 live his life as a loner but in da end, mary jane cancelled her wedding wif another guy & ended up wif PP. hahaaha...i juz told u guys da ending...heh heh heh...
so, itz kool 2 talk 2 everyone in da grup. even da 2 freshies. wan & khai. nasib baik dorang relek nyer type so i can converse easily. afta da movie, we all walked our way 2 esplanade & talked & talked & talked. lots of lafter along da way...so kool. da gerlz, as usual, r like da 'makcik makcik' bunch. me on da other hand, continously disturbing & flowing out sarcasms all da way. very fortunate of me 2 haf new frenz like diz. if onli i went 2 floorball training since da start, i'm sure i'm much much closer 2 dem. well, i'm hapi in their company so itz all good.
oh yeah...i encountered a VERY funi moment in da bus on da way bek home. therez diz drunk mat cum gangsta ah...upon boarding da bas, dia pun duduk sblah 1 budak laki mlayu ni ah....den dia cakap, 'Amacam bro, ader baik? lu dengar lagu aper beb? jgn amik hati ah aku nak dgr sebelah boleh?'...Den he started talking bout crap all da way man!!! 'kau tau tak, aku skarang tak puas hati dgn 1 mama ni tadik kat jurong point ah. dia ingat kiter mlayu ni lemah kapper? aku kalau nak rentap ngan org, bukan tangan aku yg jalan dulu. budak budak aku yg turun settlekan ah boi...' blah blah blah...he talked all da way wif a rather high tone den he started talking bout religion! yes, as in Islam. hahaahah!!! 'Kau blaja ugama tak mat? Kau tau tak aper special Nabi Adam ader tak? Aaahhh...aku masih ingat ah ni sejarah smua...' den he started talking bout jins lah, malaikats & other islamic history. den he asked da kid 'Abeh kau ader ngaji tak? Kau tak pernah gi ngaji eh? aku ni walaupun alip be te tak tau tapi surah al-baqarah smua aku hafal...' den he actuali doa-ed in da bus loudly u no!!!! ahahahaha!!!!! dengan tajwid tajwid skali...'Mari aku bacakan kau doa nyer...ahem ahem...Bismillahirrahman nirrahim...Alllliiiiiffffff laaaaaaammmm miiiimmmm.....' so on so on....HAHAHAHAHAA....i was at da bek of da bus giggling away but ensuring i dun burst out lafing 4 it'll onli distract him. mak ai, diz mat dahlah tatu & all but itz nice dat he knows his religious knowledge well. da poor kid beside him had 2 listen him rant & he looked so 'stoned' & juz nodded his head at evri werd dat mat has 2 say. nasib baik dia tak duduk sblah aku...wobble beb...
all i haf 2 say, alcohol is kinda good 4 mats 2 make em remember bout god & religion. hahahaha...diz guy is 1 klasik example. if some pple i know whose there in da same bus wif me, i'll bet dey'll b lafing away. itz better 2 story bout diz face 2 face instead of writing in down in diz blog. so i can storytell it wif all da actions...hahaha...lepak giler beb....
well, if u pple notis, itz still early in da mawnin wen i'm writing diz....so diz means i cabot from werk 2day!!! hahaaha!!! alah, penatlah keje abeh semalam balik lambat...woke up feeling grouchy & called up mat tekno & found out dia pun tak 2run keje. hahaha...so much 4 planning huh...alah nvm ah, since besok laz day, wat can dey do ryte. juz say sakit ah. hahaaha...so k ah, i'm gonna sleep away again. i'll update later as da day progresses. hehehe...
xxFUN WIF DA KIDZxx
